I'm giving up, like, four or five days Try to make videos and just I'm sorry How people How people do this every day together.

I wanna be like, just as in creative.

And I just feel like And that's why you're so dead.

It's a rainy day.

It's a wonderful day.

I'm so stop Oh, my God.

I could literally make that video.

I'm creatively dead on it.

Could be this conversation.

I use this footage.

Fill me up right now.

Wake up the camera.

Like I could make this the latest video.

I don't know if this is gonna be funny.

Dude, I think this is just gonna be black, okay?

I can make this video for me.

I'm gonna do this video for me.

Let's do that.

And now, often saying that I'm going to crack an egg in a close up.

And now I present to you Emma, who was creatively dead dropping an egg really high up into the balls.

321 So yesterday I went to the 100 yen store dicer in hard.

You cute with Loretta And I got three little succulent babies sees role just a dollar each.

This is not the best, instead was more.

It's just what?

Well, what Right now?

Insanely and crazily, I'm Melissa 100 K subscribers.

It's just being like, Boom, boom, like I I'm not ready.

I don't know what to do.

I feel a bit creatively dead.

I've been trying to come up with ideas for videos, and I think I'm hit a block.

I think I'm really blocking my brain, and I'm not really sure how to get out of it.

Okay, well, let's hope that survives.

A really good friend coming to visit me from America is arriving in seven days.

I know.

Excited.

Yeah, online friends of coal on almost 100 k and I have no formula.

I have no upload schedule on dhe.

I have no idea what I'm doing, and that's where we're up but ends up pushing me to the end of my tether split, and I wish you'd just leave me alone.

Says where the weight video.

I don't know who I am anymore.

Please, Emily, She is off.

Yes, that's how I would describe simple instruction.

She's banging that.

She's wonderful.

What do you do?

What did you do when you do that?

And do you ever feel creatively?

Yeah.

What do you do to revive yourself?

Well, I like Marshall's.

Sure, but that can go two ways.

I can feel motivated.

Yeah.

So I was tried.

Before I make you Tiffany, I turned into teaching because I don't like I'm gonna deconstruct my face.

Uh, Emily, still here, by the way.

I'm just telling you, if you're gonna say that's good because that means I don't have a camera voice.

Hezekiah, I'm gonna brush my teeth, get some sleep.

I don't know if I achieved what I wanted today, but it sure as hell try the lotus stuff.

I don't want to be stuck doing normal still.

Oh, my God.

This is so such a bad idea, Brick, I'll figure it out.

But for now, I have to go to bed.

No, I never showed the pumpkin soup.

Say bye, Emily.

Bye.

Thanks for watching.