YouTechnically, I wouldn't havetocomebacklike I couldprobablyretireif I wantedto.
Soitwasgoodformetotake a breaktostart a process.
What I'm doingandonewhat I wanttodointhefuture.
Andthere's definitelysomechanges I willhavetodowiththechannel, I think.
But I'll, I'lldothemgradually.
And I don't wanttojust, like, say, Okay, nowwe'redoingthis.
I justthink I'vebeenobsessingtoomuchaboutYouTubeandjustlikepushingmyselfwaytoohardfortoolong.
Butit's kindoflike, Allright, well, there's otherstuff I wanttodo a swellandworkingonsomebiggerproduct.
That's well, wish.
I don't wanttolimitmyselftojustdoingdailyjustforthesakeofit.
Although I havebeenmissingin a lot, it's funny.
I actuallythought I wouldn't beabletogoon a break.
I thought, Oh, maybe I'm soaddictedtoYouTubethat I willjustbeclawingonthewallsandbelike, Oh, God, I needThioTurnsoutNo, I'm notturnside.
Itwascompletelyfine.
Tobefair, I wasinJapan.
I wasusedtostrikemyself, butatthesametime, yeah, thatwasdefinitelydayswhere I'm likeitmademeappreciatethefactthat I haveanaudience.
I kindofjusttakenitforgranted.
In a way, I'm sorry.
I think I'veonlyseenallthenegativepartsofhavinganaudiencejustcausemyfollowingbecamesobigthat I justgotreallytiredofconstantlyaskedbeingaskedforstuffonthatpeoplefrompeopleinthestreetandallthat.
Butsurprisingly, I got a lotofah, lotofsecretwords.