I thinkifyouhaveanytroubleattheback, letmeknowwhat I'll I'llmakesurethat I'm projecting.
So I saidwhen I wasabout 13 I wroteanessayoninoursweatsand I wastryingtounderstandit.
I thinkmaybe I triedtounderstanditin a waythatwassomewhatdifferentthanmostpeoplewhoexaminehistoricalevents, because I wastryingtounderstandhowhumanbeingscoulddothat, knowingfullwellthat I wasoneofthem.
Andthat's a That's a bigmistake, inmyestimation, becauseif a lotofhumanbeingshavedonesomethingterrible.
Youcanbesurethatbeing a humanbeing, thatyou'recapableofit.
Andyouknow, oneofthethingsthatwe'vebeenaskedrepeatedlytodoas a consequenceofwhathappenedinWorldWarTwoistonotforgetit.
Butit's alwaysbeanmycontentionthatyoucan't remembersomethingyoudon't understand, andyoudon't understandwhathappenedinNaziGermanyorintheSovietUnion, forthatmatter, untilyouunderstandthathadyoubeingthere, theprobabilitythatyouwouldhaveplayed a roleandthatwouldn't havebeen a positiveoneisextraordinarilyhigh.
Whenpeopledothinkaboutthemselvesasactorsinsituationslikethat, theyhave a proclivitytocastthemselvesintheheroicrole, assumingthathadthey, BeansayinNaziGermanyinthe 19 thirtiesthattheywouldhavetakenontheburdenoffightingagainsttheNazisanddefendingthethingsthatshouldhavebeendefended.
Butthat's a veryfoolishpresupposition, especiallybecauseit's moreorlessselfevidentfromthehistoricalperspectivethatthatisn't whatpeopledid, andinorderforustocometotermswiththat, itmeansthatwehavetounderstandhowithappened.
Butmoreimportantly, whatrule?
Westillplayasindividualsinactinginsuch a waythatsuchthingsarenotonlylikely, butdesired.
When I wasolderinuniversity, I wasplaguedbynightmares, mostlyaboutTheywereapocalypticnightmares, mostlyabouttheThirdWorldWar.
And I had a verylargelongseriesofdreamsaboutaboutnuclearbombs.
Rememberoneofthem?
I waslivinginEdmontonatthetimeandontheonthesouthside, and I couldrememberwatchingoutthroughmywindowinthedreamandseeingmushroomcloudformoverthemaincoreofthecity.
Andthenthedreamshiftedlocals, andthey're a bunchofpeopleinthewreckage, andtheystartedtofight, and I thoughtthat's justexactlyright.
Andthatwasexactlywhatmynightmareswerelikeisthatnomatterhowtremendousthecatastrophe, wedon't seemabletoderivetheproperconclusionsfromitandstartactin a waythatmakessuchthingslessratherthanmorelikely.
When I wasingraduateschoolatMcGill, whichwouldhavebeenafterthat.
I wasstudyingpoliticalsciencebeforethat.
Sorrybackwhen I wasinEdmonton, andbeforethat I hadeventhoughtaboutgoingintointolaw.
Butas I studiedpoliticalscience, I gotincreasinglydisenchantedwiththeexplanationsthatwerebeingofferedtomeaboutmotivationsforhumanconflict, especiallyintheupperyearsofmyundergraduateeducationthattheloweryearswereprettygood, becausemostlywhat I studiedwaspoliticalphilosophyandliterature, and I foundthatveryhelpful.
Andsotherewas a psychologicalelementmissingintheanalysisofthehumanpropensityforconflictthattomebloomlargerandlarger.
Andso I decidedatleastinpartforthatreasontopursue a graduatedegreeinpsychologyandinclinicalpsychology.
And I wenttoMcGill, andthat's when I startedtoreadverymuchmorebroadly, I suppose, and I spent a lotoftimereading.
I read a lotofFreudin a lotofalltheclassicclinicalpsychologistswhoextraordinarilyusefulCarlRogersandandSigmundFreudandandAlfredAdlerand a wholehostofthemalltheclassicthinkers I couldgetmyhandson.
AndalsomostparticularlythephilosopherFriedrichNietzsche, mostofwhosemajorbookworks I readatthatpoint, andTheodoreDostoevsky, whowaswritingverysimilarthingstoNietzschethere.
Infact, NietzschewasquiteinfluencedbyDostoevsky, andDostoyevskywas a like a masterintheliterarygenre.
Andthere's a sceneexactlylikethatinoneofDostoyevsky's stories.
Soit's theparallelsarereallyuncanny, and I alsoread a lotofneurosciencebecause I didmythesisonthebiologicalpredispositiontoalcoholismandthatrequired a lotofinvestigationintomorehardcorescienceinvestigationintothestructureandfunctionofthebrain.
And I triedtoweaveallofthattogetherin a bookthat I publishedin 1999.
Ittookmeabout 15 yearstowrite.
I waswritingthreehours a dayforeverydayandthinkingaboutitallthetime.
Like I wasabsolutely 100% obsessedbybythesortsofissuesthat I'm discussingwithyoutoday.
Ittookmedeep.
I readAlexanderSolzhenitsynmuchofwhathewroteatthesametime.
Andthen, ofcourse, I I studiedCarlYoungingreatdepth.
Whenwhen I finallystartedtocrack, whathewastalkingaboutwasextraordinarilydifficultmaterial.
I readVolumenineofhiscollectedworks, whichiscalledArchetypesoftheCollectiveUnconscious.
Firsttime I readit, I didn't understand a wordhewassaying, and I thinkthat's verycommonexperienceforpeoplereadingYeung, who's certainlypersonanongratainthemodern e catacademy.
And I thinkthereasonforthatisthatwell, I thinkwhenyoufirstencounteryou, youtendtobounceoff, andthenthenextthingthathappensisyougetveryfrightenedandthenyoujustleaveitthehellalone.
Andit's nowonder, asfaras I'm concerned, because I don't think I'veeverreadanyone, includingNietzsche.
PeopleknowCarlyouprimarilyas a as a disciple, let's sayofFreud, whichistrueinpartbecauseFreud, ofcourse, didtheinitialyoumightcallmightdescribeitasinitialexcavatingwork, outliningthefactthattherewasmoregoingoninthehumanpsychethanmettheconscious I.
Andhisgreatestworklikelywastheinterpretationofdreams, wherehestartedtoperformingarchaeologyoftheofthesymbolicunconscious, Um, showingthatmuchofourmentallifewentoninsomesenseunderneathourconsciousawareness, whichisofcourse, regardedas a truismnowbypsychologistsbutwasquiterevolutionaryatthetime.
Itwasn't Freud's.
Itwasn't entirelyanoriginalideawithFreud.
Fewthingsareentirelyoriginalideas, buthewentfartherthananyoneelse, synthesizingitandalsopublicizingandpromotingitandalsobasing a psychotherapeutictheoryonit.
PrettyremarkablesetofaccomplishmentsandyoungwasverymuchinfluencedbyFreud, butalsobyNietzsche, andthereasonhewasinfluencedbynaturemostparticularly, um, wasthatNietzsche's announcementofthedeathofGodinthelate 19 hundredswasverystrikingphilosophicalevent, and I'llreturntothis.
Youcantrytoactin a particularwaymaybe a waythatyouregardisbetter, butyou'llfindoutveryrapidlythatyoucan't enslaveyourselfandtellyourselfwhattodosoeasily, evenwhenyou'remotivatedtodogoodthings.
YouknowwhenyoumakeyourNewYear's resolutionsandsaythatyou'regoingtoeatproperlyandgotothegymthatgenerallylastsabout a week, andsoyoucan't bossyourselfaround.
Andyouknewthatitwouldbenecessaryformodernpeopletojourneytothechaoticdepthsandrescuetheirdeadfatherfromtheunderworld, whichis a veryinterestingsymbolicrealizationintheaftermathofNietzsche's statementthatGodhaddied.
Andsothat's whatyoudid.
That's whathespenthisentirelifedoing, andhedetailedthatoutin a verylongseriesofverydifficultandandveryunsettlingbooks, whichpeopletendnottoread.
Andnowonder, Nowonder.
Andso I readeverything I couldgetmyhandsonthatyounghadpublishedatthatpoint, and a lotofworkbyvarioushistoriansofreligionand, likeMirceaAlia, who's who's out a favorbecausethepostmodernistsdon't likehim.
And, uh, and I putthisalltogetherinthisbookthat I publishedin 1999 calledMapsofMeaning.
Andit's also a verydifficultbook, andthatwassomesomewhatpurposefulandsomewhatinevitable.
Itwasitwaspurposefulbecause I knewthatif I wasgoingtodiscusssuchthings, and I didn't makeitridiculouslyrigorous, atleasttothedegreethat I wascapableofdoingthat, thatitwouldbeeasilydismissed.
And, um, thatseemscounterproductive.
Butbutitwasalsobecause I wastryingtofigureoutratherthantryingtowrite a book, I wastryingtofiguresomethingout, and I wasdoingthatbywritingbecausewritingis a verygoodwayoffiguringthingsout, and I wastryingtomakeitasclearas I could, butthatthatwasn't allthatclear.
Youknowwhat?
It's about 500 pageslong.
I thinkthisbookandandit's and I think I rewroteeverysentenceinitatleast 50 times, probablytoomanytimes, becausebytheenditgot.
Continuetowhatwouldyoucallit, purifyandrefineitsothat I candiscussitwithouthavingtogothroughdozensofhoursofexplanationandtocondenseitdownintosomethingthat's moreeasilycomprehensible?
Sothat's what I'm goingtotrytodothisafternoon.
I wanttotellyouwhy I thinkwe'reinthepositionthatwe'rein, whatthatpositionis, andalsopotentiallywhatcanbedoneaboutitandthoseseams, becausealso, I believedandstilldobelievethatIfyouactuallyunderstandtheproblem, youcansolveit.
Andsowhen I waswritingmapsofmeaning, I wasn't somuchtryingtoonlyfigureoutwhyitwasthatpeoplewerecapableoftheterriblybarbaricthingsthattheysohappilydidatoursweets, butalsotofigureoutwhatcouldbedone, ifanything, tostopthatfromhappening.
Becausethatmightjustbeanexpressionofthatcentralhumannaturethat I wastalkingaboutearlierandbefundamentallyirreparable.
There's there's beennoshortageofwriterswhohaveproposedthathumanbeingsarefundamentallyflawedin a waythatcannotberectifiedandthat, youknow, areareandwehave a catastrophicdestinywaitingforusas a consequence.
I mean, insomesense, that's builtrightintothefabricofChristianityitselfbecause, ofcourse, havethesecertainvariantsofit.
And I'm speakingaboutChristianitybecauseinmanywaysit's atthefoundationofWesternsocietybecausecertainelementsofChristianityatleastregardpeopleasirretrievablyorirreparablytaintedwithoriginalsin, whichemergedrightatthebirthofourspecies.
Absolutelydreadfulrealization, because, youknow, it's certainlypossibleifyouthinkaboutthisfrom a biologicaloranevolutionaryviewpointisthatwe'rekindof a peculiarspeciesin.
Hewrote a bookcalledTheAntiChrist, infact, andhealsosaidthathephilosophizeswith a hammer, andwhathemeantbythatwasthathewastakingthehardestheaviestobjecthecouldandsmashingupeverythinghepossiblycouldwithasmuchintellectualrigorashecouldmanage.
Andthatwasplentybecausehewastruly a genius.
Buthewas.
Hewasn't a nihilisticperson.
Quitethecontrary, had a verygoodreputationamongthosewhoknewhim, forexample, is a verykindman, buthewasinpartlookingforsomethingthathecouldn't destroyright, becausethat's partlyhowyoufindoutwhat's reallyyouhitthings, sotospeak.
Andthentheythinkauthorsrealitytherethere's a wallthere.
I can't gobeyondthat.
Andthat's whatnaturewassearchingfor.
Andhewasdoingitalloutfundamentally.
HowhiscontentionwasthatwhathadhappenedintheWestwasthatthere, thattheJudeoChristiantraditionandeventheprecursorsofthattradition, a pointfromwhichthattraditionemergedhadinsistedformillenniathatthepursuitoftruthwasthehighestmoralvalueandthatoneoftheconsequencesofthatwasthattheWestdevelopedscience, whichwaspartofthatpursuitofthetruth.
Andthenandthenthetoolsofscienceoncesuccessfullygraspedanduniversalized, wherethenturnedagainstthedogmaticstructureofthechurchwheneveryonewokeupasscientists, sotospeakandthought, Well, we'relivingby a setofsuperstitionsandandthey'renottrue, andwehavetodispensewiththem.
I wouldsaysymbolically, butit's morecomplicatedthanthatbecauseyoumightthinkthattheattempttoanalyzereligiousthinkingsymbolicallywouldreduceittonothingbutpsychology.
It's thelivingdomainofpotentialthatthatweinteractwithon a regularbasisfromwhich, atleasttosomedegree, weextractourownpotential.
Here's a roughoutlineofthestorythatthatYoontoldthat I'vebeenworkingon, so I'm gonnatellitas I understanditAccordingtothetheselectionofstoriesthatwereencapsulatedinthebiblicaltradition, theworldisroughly 6000 yearsold, andofcourse, atonelevelofanalysis, that's palpablyabsurd, I wouldsay, andalsonarrowbecause I thinktoconceptualizetheworldas 15 billionyearsoldwith a developmentalhistorythatextendsacrossthatmassiveamountoftimeandtonotethatitextendsincomprehensiblyvastlyoutwardis a muchmoremagnificentviewofthecosmosthantheratherconstrainedcosmosthatweinheritedfromthinkersintheMiddleEast, say, 10,000 yearsago.
Butthere's somethingaboutitthat's true, andthetruthinitseemstobeitsrelationshiptotheoriginofcivilization, becauseitisthecasethatcivilizationeverywhereintheworldofthesortthatwewouldregarduscomplextechnologicalisabout 6000 yearsold, andwhy, thatisisnotsoselfevident, although I suspectithassomethingtodowithhowlongittookustoreformulateourselvesafterthelasticeage, which, ofcourse, wasonlyroughly 15,000 yearsago.
And I thinktheanswertothatis, no, wejustdidn't understandwhatthehellweweredoinganymorethanwereallyunderstandwhyweputupChristmastreesatChristmas.
SowedothatinpartbecausetheChristmastreeis a symboloflife, becausethetreeis a symboloflifebecauseweinhabitedtreesforuntoldmillionsofyears, andweputlightsonthetreestosymbolizethecomingbackintothedarknessofmidwinteroftheSonandtheLight.
That's theineradicablevalueof a humanbeingandtheideathateachindividual, evencriminals, evenmurderers.
Theworstandmostreprehensiblepeoplehavetobetreatedwiththerespectdue a divinity, becausewepartakeinthecapacitytoextracthabitableorderfromchaoswithourconsciousness, withourspeechandwithourcapacitytocommunicate.
Andyouknowthatifyouengagein a reallyconversationwithsomeone a meaningfulconversationthatsuspendsyoursenseoffragilemortalityfor a moment, youunderstandthatinthatcommunicationbetweenpeople, somethingofinestimablevalueemergesthatyouhavetopursueandyouliveforthat.
Infact, it's a manifestationofthehighestfunctionsofyournervoussystem, becausewhatyou'renervoussystemdoesissignaltoyouthatyou'rein a placeandtimethatyoucannotseewhenyou'reengagedinsomethingmeaningful.
Simultaneously, we'velearnedtorepresenttheunknownisthatthingthatthreatensushideouslywith a multitudeofparalyzingsnakesintheheadofMedusa, butcontinuallyalsooffersuspreciselywhatweneedtocontinueourmovementforward.
Thereasonthat I madethevideosthat I madeinSeptemberinrelationshiptofreespeechisbecause I knowthatrespectforthelogosandrespectforfreespeecharethesamething, andthatwithoutthatrespect, oursociety's cannotmaintaintheirstructure, differentiateandprogress.
And I thinkthatpartofthereasonwhywe'reseeing a returntonationalisminplaceslikeEuropeisbecausetheEuropeanidentityissoamorphousthatpeoplecan't establish a relationshipwithit.
Andthat's not a goodthing, becauseidentityisactuallysomethingyouhavetohave a relationshipwith.
Hewaswaitinginthewingstofortheoldkingtoturn a blindeyesothathecouldchophimintopiecesandrulein a malevolentwayacrosstheentirestate.
TheEgyptianshadanotherdayoftheHoracewhowasthesonofOhCyrusandthequeenoftheUnderworld, Isis, whowastheeye, theEgyptian I, whowastheFaulconbecausefalconscanseeandHoracewasdifferentthan a Cyrusbecausehecouldseewhatsetwasupto.
Andthenhetookhiseyeandwentintotheunderworld, wherehisfather, allCyrus, wasliving a thelifeof a deadghost.
That's onewayofthinkingaboutit.
Hegavehimhiseyeandthatrevenge.
If I doCyrusandthenoh, CyrusandHoracewentbackuptothesurfacefromthechaoticunderworld, andtheirunionwasthesymbolofwhatthePharaohhadtomanifestinordertoruleEgyptproperly.