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Theitfeelsweird.
I'm like, Oh, weatherbeen.
It's veryodd, but I'm enjoyingit.
Itwasnicehavingsometimeoff, though.
I'vegottoadmit, likeusuallywhen I finishedLovedmess I'm like, Oh, I wish I couldlogeverysingledaylike I wish I couldjustdoit.
I honestly I don't knowhowpeopledoit.
Firstofall, I'm justnotinterestingenough.
Like I'm justknowthat's somethingthat I realize I amjustknowinterestingenoughtoblockeverydayand I don't knowhowpeopleare I wouldbeexhausted, but I amsuperhappywithhoweverythingwentondhe.
Andi, I fulfilledtheamountofvideosthat I wantedtodowithoutfeelinglikeitwastakingyouawayfrommyfamily.
Becauseifyouremember, I didoneSundayupload, and I waslike, Absolutelyno, I rememberwhy I stoppeddoingtheseuploadsonDDE.
No, I can't dothis.
I wasthere.
I wasmeetingmynewbabyniece.
And I waslike, No, And I knowthatpeoplealwayssayhewantedtoscheduleyourvideos.
Frommypersonalexperience.
I'veneverWell, I don't schedulevideosbecause I noticeditaffectingmyviewsonmyvideosondhe.
I'm notputting a lotofthateffortinforittobeaffectedinthatway, so I don't doit.
Andif I'm gonnadothat, I mightaswelljustnotvideoout, andthenit.
Thenitbecomesjustannoying, doesn't it?
So, yeah, I thinkthat's how I woulddoblob, missmovingforward.
Evilgotlives.
Mostofyou.
Anyway, onDhe.
I'm sureyouon a weekendyou'rejust a bitlike I reallydon't havetimetowatch a videountilSundayevening.
Andthen I'm surethere'llbe a videothatyouhavewatchedthatyoucancatchupon, so I'm gonnadoitthatway, Movingforward.
Thatis a muchmoremanageablewaytodo.
Thisonlythinksjustgettingmyeyebrowson.
I'm usingtheeyebrowcleanbrowproondhe.
I'm justoutliningkindofandthenblendingin I lookverypaleinthisscreenbecause I'vegotthelightfrombehindmeshiningrightinmyfacewasmakingitup a wayTrustme, I'm gonnabe a bronzegoddessbytheendofthis.
Then I'm goingtousemyquietHarry C C powderinsunnyflash, which I'm usingas a Bruin.
And I usethisintheHollowsofmycheeks.
I alwaysdriveitdownmynecktoblendeverythingin.
Now I wanttousemybrowfix, but I don't knowwheremyspirithebrushesaremyfullybrush.
Yeah.
Oops.
Thatwasright.
Sorry.
Carrymessaging.
May.
You'remessagingme.
Carrieand I missedanyback.
I gotdistracted.
Okay, Browsdone.
Doyouneedanythingelse?
Um, when?
Alex.
Maybesomeclothes.
Shouldwemaybegowithsomeclothes?
Wecouldgoforsomeclothes.
Goesclose.
Actually, I needtotryonmydressis I don't knowwhat I'm wearingyet.
I don't actuallyknow.
I couldnotbewearinganythingifitgoes, howit's gone.
sofarbeingperfectlyhonest, I gonakedtothisNewYear's.
I mean, youhaveneverknowaboutit, buteveryoneelsewould.
Okay, Okay.
Okay.
Okay.
Um, do I needtodoanythingelse?
Let's gettheeyelinerdone.
Because I betitmakesherlifeeasier.
And I cantouchyouup.
Yeah, I readingitselfmywashingmachine.
So I'llberightback.
Okay, I'm back.
I'm justputtinganeyeshadowprimeronthedeal.
I shouldknowprimerthatcomesinthepalateTheonlypanic I bloodyusebecauseyouknow, whenitcomesto, like, thistimeofthedayandyou'relike, Youknowwhat I reallylikeThiodosomeeyeshadowonthen I don't wantittogowrong, So I justgotothesamething I usebecause I don't wantittogowrong.
Ifthatmakessense.
So I know I alwaysusethesamethingandprettymuchdothesame.
I look, but I don't wantittogowrong.
And I don't trustmyskills.
It's thatmoment.
Thisiswhatwe'regoingwith.
So I goesfestivalinwiththewrongshighlighterand I don't knowthatspacetogoallovertheeye.
But I doitanywaybecausethisismytutorialonwhat I saygoesand I'llwakeuptomorrowwithverypuffyeyedIDs.
Althoughsayingthat a lothaschangedinthislastmonthsince I hadmy B 12 shot.
Andnow I don't knowwhetherit's allofthelifestylechangesthat I'vemadeorwhetheritisliterallyjustthefactthat I hadthatshot.
But I didn't havepmtthismonth, which I havetheworsttime.
I know I'vespokenaboutitbefore, but I hadtheworsttime.