Partsmodelingisshortforbodypartsmodelingso I mainlydohandsbut I'vedonelips, legs, feet, eyes, chest, evenearlobes.
I amgenerallyknownas a high-endhand--DiorandChristianLouboutin.
Mostpartsmodelshave a sidegig.
There's just a handfulofus, sotospeak, thatdoitfulltime.
It's sortof a youknowunderground-ishsubcultureofmodeling.
It's somethingthat I sortoffellinto.
I certainlydidn't planfor a careerinparts.
I hadbeentold a fewtimes, mainlybymygrandmother, that I hadnicehandsso I wenton a castingonceandendedupbookingthisbigjob, andthought, youknow, maybemygrandmotherisontosomething.
I lovepartsmodelinginthat I canbe, like, viewedbymillionsofpeopleandstillremainprivateandanonymous.
Formanyyears I feltalmostashamedtobe a partsmodeland I thinkitwasultimatelybecause I wasraisedbythishippiefeministmotherandherfriends.
I feltlike I wassomehowbetrayingthembybecomingthisobjectifiedbodypartsmodel.
Therewasthisgirlypartofmethatjustwantedtoexpressmyselfandwearlipstickandsomehow I feltguiltywhen I didthat.
I reallylovewhat I do, and I'm gratefulforwhat I'vebeenabletodo.
Sometimes I judgemyselffornotbeingdeepenough, youknow, I'vewantedtocontributemoretosocietythannicenailbeds.
I'm nottoopreciouswithmyparts.
I havelearnedtotakeprideinmyworkandtotakeitmoreseriouslythan I usedto.
But I alsowanttohave a lifeandusemyhands.
I garden, I hike, I swim, I dance.
I wouldsaythatwhenyourbodybecomessortofanobjectit's harderinsomewaystoinhabitit.
Becausemybodypartsareliterallyunder a microscope, a macrolensandeverythingshows, I think I scrutinizemyselfmorethanactually I havefeltscrutinizedbytheindustry.
I admittoobsessivelymoisturising.
Probablyfive-ishto 15 times-ish a day.
Soeveryyear I'm goingthroughatleast a gallonoflotion.
I created a lotionactually, EssentielbyAdele.
Sortofoutofnecessitybecause I hadtokeepmyskininshapeforthesemacroclose-upphotographswhereit's literallydowntothecuticle.
So I ultimatelywanted, like, a premiumfacelotion I couldaffordtoputallovermybody.
I don't believeyouneed a bazillionbottlesinyourbathroom, I believeitcanbe a lotmoresimpleandmoreeffective.