I had a coldorsomething, so I didn't havetogothroughandtakemytopoff.
I remember a lotoftimesbeingathome.
Ifmyparentshadfriendsround, I'd alwaysrunupstairsandjustkindofhideawayif I hadmytop, because I wassoembarrassedofhow I lookedveryoverweight, notconfidentinmyownbody.
Anditdoesn't letyougetstalebecauseyoualwaysachieving a goal, feelinggreataboutyourselfandthenworktowardsnextgoal.
I'llputmarkersthat I mademetowards a tickoff, andit's justit's just a littlelittlementaltrickthatifyou'redoing a 10 roundworkout, 10 roundseems a lotandyouthinkaboutdo 10 rounds, thisworkoutisgonnatakeforever.
Butififyoujusttakeoneround a time, dooneroundtogetoff, then I'm justthinkingaboutnextroundtogetoff.
Youkindofbreaking a workoutdowninsteadofjustseenitas a 10 roundkindofthewholeworkout.
So I meanbythatiswhen I wasonmyfitnessjourneyontoloseintheway I lostit.
Itwas a longprocess, butthatwasrightformethatsomeonemightseemedoingcrazy.
Myringmuscleupsdoingthemoutofvolume.
I'm doingeverysingleday, twice a dayandtheymightwanttojumpintothatstraightaway.
Whereasthat's beenaneightyearprocessformetobeabletogettothatpoint, you'rejustseeingtheendresultofeightyearsofhardwork, and I alwaysjustsay, You'vegottorunyourownrace.
Butthentheycouldhavemissedoutonsomanyotherareasinlifeforsomanyoftheopportunitiesbecausetheywere a bitscared.
Aimthathighbecausetheymighthaveachievedit.
So I'vealwaysbeenlike I saidin 2013 when I firstsawtheCrossFitgamesstraightaway, I said, I wanttocompeteacrossofgames, whereas a lotofpeoplecouldhavesaidright.
I justwanttocompete a localcomp, but I wantedtosetmygoalssohighthatallthatjourneyleadinguptothatwouldhaveledtosomanydifferentopportunitiesandsomanycareeroptionsonGuywasneverscared.
Tiusetthatgoalandneverscaredtonotachieveit.
Because I knewevenifitdidn't achieveit, therewaslotsoflotsofgoals I wouldhavepickedoffalongthejourney s.
So I thinkthatwhatthereisalwayssomethingthat I livedliveby.