Mylegsweregoingdowntowardstheseabed, andeverytime I swam, I touchmystomachfromthepainofit.
I stoppedafter 30 seconds, yellingagain, andthen I starttovomitforaboutsevenminutes.
I finishedbeingsick.
Carryonon.
I tryanotherminuteinthelast 30 secondsagain.
Theboatis 30 m aheadofyougetlevelwiththebone.
Whenyoulevelwiththeboat, justgopastit.
Whateveryoudofrompastit.
Itwasthehardest 30 m I'veeverdone.
Was 13 halfhoursintotheswimand I draggedmytorsobasicallylike, youknow, itwasn't even a swimmingstrokeatthispointand I swampastthem.
I sortofsmiled.
I thoughtofgrimacedtosmilebecause I hadthisthingofwhat?
Yousmilingphysically, youfeelbetter.
So I tryandsmilethroughthepain.
I couldhearthemsayingWhat's hedoing?
Well, I thinkhe's goingtocontinue.
So I carriedonandthenmybodywentintoshockandmywholebodystartedshakingon.
I startedvisualizinganything.
AnymotivationalCDs.
I wasverymuchintomotivationalstuff.
Painlastfor a minute.
Successlastfor a lifetimeandallthosethingsgoingthroughmyhead.
And I saidtothecocahowlongtogoanditwasanhourand I thought, I can't do a minute.
Howcan I swiminour?
I can't evendo a minuteon I thought, Yes, I can.
I'llcount 60 strokesforanhour.
When I gottoanhour, I saidHowlongtogoWhenhesaid 20 minutesand I didanother 20 minutes, I said, Howlongtogo?
Another 20 minutes?
Thiswentonfor 3.5 hoursuntilfinally I wasfacedwithsomerocksontheKika, SaidAdam, Followmay.
I shouldbeorthey'rethebeaches.
TheysaidNo, it's toodangerous.
FollowMay I ignoredhimandtherewas a lottheserockscomingouttheground.
I scrapedmylegon a rock.
I hadbloodcomingoutmyleg.
I rememberstandingonthisrockwhere I thought, I'vegot 10 m togo.
I'vegotallthesesharprocks.
Youknow, maybe I couldflyoverthereorsomething.
Howcan I getthere?
I didn't care.
Atthispoint.
I justscrapedmyselfoveralltherocksand I gotout.
I hadALS, theselacerations.
I hadbloodcomingout.
Myleg.
Ifyoubelieveyoucoulddoit.
Youcandoit.
And I literallysatintheshowersNobathsoranythinginthehotelwhen I wasjustliterallyshaftedshowerAllnightlong I lookedup, I layonmybedandmybodywasshakingstillwiththepainand I thoughtthepainwillsubsidebuttheachievementwillbethereforever.
Sojustthinkofthemwhenthispaingoesaway.
Whatyou'vedone, whatwilleverstopyouagain?
Rememberonthatlastpartwhen I wasswimminginonwhatkeptmegoingPartofwhatkeptmegoingwas I thought, whatwilleverstopmeagaininswimming.
Then I thoughtWhatwillstopinmylife?
Because a trafficjamonsomeoneupsettingyouisnotgonnamatchupto a PortuguesemanofwarStingslosingfeelinginyourspineonnearlygoingparalyzed.
Sothatgavemecompleteperspective I don't wannaberememberedforWell, I couldhavebeanthisprofessionalathleteanditneverhappened.
I thinkweallknowyoucouldmakeAledexcuseintheworld.
Butintheheartofhearts, whynotjustjustgothroughit.
Stepoverthatline.
Seehowcapableyouare?
Forgetexcuses.
Wehaveonelife.
I'd rathergoforsomethingandnotachieveit.
Tryreallyhardthing.
Justcomeupwithexcuses.
I alwaysthoughtwhateverhappens, um, I evergonnabetootiredthat I can't movemyarm.
And I decided, No, I'm nevergonnabethatbadthat I can't physicallymovemyarms.
Soall I havetodoisjustkeepputtingonearminfronttheotherand I'llgettomydestination.
Azilongasyou'vegotthebeliefandaslongasyouarepreparedtofind a way, whateverisnecessaryandthatmightbejustthinkingoutsidetheboxinitandthinkin a differentway.
Butyeah, withoutbelief, youknow.
Butit's justsopowerful.
Andyoucoulddoanythingyouwantiflisten.
If I couldswimsevenandtoughersocialswimsintheworldwiththreeoperationsontheknee, I wascarriedoffcricketwith a badbackaboutthreeshoulderoperations.
Itwas a momentthat I watchedthefilmand I wentand I putmyearpiecedowntothepersonnexttome.
I said, I'm goingtoswimtheEnglishChannelAndtheysaid, Whatwhatyou'retalkingaboutwhen I'm goingtoswimtheEnglishChannel.
Sowhat's yourmovie?
Orisiteven a movie?
OristhatguywhosaysComeandjointhatclub?
Let's have a gotogetherWhateverthatisandUgoarenowbeembarrassed.
Itdoesn't matterwhetheryou'rerichorpoororyou'vegottwoarms, twolegs, you'vegot a brain, yougotwillpower, andyou'vegotselfbelief.
Andaslongyou'vegotthosethings.
Butwatchoutforthoseemotionalvampires.
Watchoutforthepeoplesoyoucan't doitwillbeeverywhereif I canwrite a book 76,000 words.
Notbeing a readernotbeing a writer, Youcandowhateveryouwanttoinlife.
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