This was the year I learned that I deserve the best.

Three year I found out what it meant to fall in love with myself and give myself the world e let go of toxic relationships, friendships and kept the good ones around.

E quit online dating and started focusing on creating and giving back to the universe way.

We're fading after e met my soulmate and discovered what it truly felt like to be in love and to be loved by someone incredible away.

Oh e e got sick and it was a blessing.

My body finally spoke to me, telling me to stop abusing it and get healthy again.

I finally was able to learn to eat better, quit taking toxic medicine and find myself spiritually.

A lot of other great things happened.

I got engaged to the man of my dreams.

He's an adventurer like me.

Ambitious, kind, gentle and hilarious way take risks for each other and love our flaws and strength just the same way.

What is your favorite thing about Kelly?

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E don't have Thio.

It's just e just be myself e time together.

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She also like respect.

She understands photography, you know?

Okay, himself.

So e, I got my first YouTube play button.

My best friend graduated E moved into my dream apartment and traveled a lot more.

My time with Lovelace Kelly has been amazing.

I didn't think I would ever get an audience as great as you guys.

The loveless Kelly brand has played a big part in my growth, but now it's time to get more personal.

I'll be married in a couple months and thought it would be fitting to reveal my real name and express how much this name means to me.

Kelly Morita is who I am and will be.

My name is Kelly, not Liz.

That's my middle name, and I'd like to keep it that way.

Honestly, I thought I lost who I was this past year, and throughout the months I started to pick up more and more pieces.

I finally found myself again.

Therefore, I chose a lotus as my logo because it symbolizes purity, enlightenment, self regeneration and rebirth.

Even in the dirtiest of waters, the Lotus produces the most beautiful flower.

E hope you will continue to follow me along my journey to discover more about myself while living in the most amazing country in the world.

Love you guys and happy New Year that I love you.

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Hey, guys, welcome back to my channel.

Yes, I put my extensions in, but it looks a little weird because my hair is so short.

Anyway, I like my short hair too.

So I just wanted to wear them today and see what they look like.

So anyway, I'm going to be heading to the city.

I don't know exactly where in the city, but you g is taking a test.

And after that test, we're going to meet up and we're gonna have lunch.

New Year's is in a couple days, but tomorrow we have to stay home all day and clean, and our desk is coming.

So we have to wait for that.

And yes, we have a lot to do in the next couple of days before we go to toy Yama.

So yeah, why don't you guys come with me?

Let's go.

A New Year's resolution is a promise a person makes for the new year, regardless of what resolution you commit Thio.

The goal is to improve life in the coming year.

But I believe setting a New Year's resolution is completely unnecessary.

Instead, entered the New Year being completely present with a positive attitude about how great it's going to be.

Don't list what you want to happen or you might go for a drive in the stress mobile straight into the New Year.

Don't bring that pressure with you.

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It's so cute.

We heard this cat.

What is that?

Nicotine.

I think it's to put money good for you like these ones.

Was the flowers thes expensive?

They're like 4200.

Oh, there's some love going on over there.

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I must mindset.

You'll be surprised at how much you'll end up accomplishing in life.

Remain open to possibilities and be receptive to change.

Yugi said his family is smaller than him.

E can't imagine E can't imagine that our kids are gonna be like so short because I'm short my family side like my side It's really tall.

So who knows?

Maybe our child will tower over us e out of the state of being will arise all the doing and achievements you never planned for but will be amazed to see unfold The reason why I say not to commit to New York goals and resolutions is because you create a cycle of disappointment and the feeling of failure will sudden do what your heart is yearning for.

Get excited about the surprises of the head and know that with time the things you've been wanting and needing to do will happen.

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I've been so that's sort of before.

It's actually really good coffee.

Yeah, it's probably so crowd in there.

It looks like super busy.

But this place is really good.

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E want you Thio, It's so cute down here all Look how cute this little bakery is.

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Good fresh bakery.

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Yeah, For this new year just allow you to be you be present Learn to go for your passions and figure out what you truly want out of life.

No more lists, no more rules.

Just be so We're heading to a museum right now.

I don't know exactly if you can film inside or not, but we're going to see and check it out.

E like weird ass museums.

E o E s.

So what did you think e like?

It's like a It's like a really small gallery.

But that's what I like about.

Yeah.

Nice to meet you.

This'll year ended with so much to be grateful for.

My journey continues with so much to look forward to And so much room for growth.

What a lucky girl I am to be alive and well and better yet to spend it with someone so perfect.

What are we doing?

Tweeting for the lights to turn on.

Where?

Over there.

Right there.

How many more Minutes?

Eight minutes.

Good.

Tell me a good thing about me.

Make me look good.

E Always make you look good.

Yeah, you're handsome.

I kind and funny and sweet and love a book and okay, How I e There's nothing bad about you.

Oh, remember that this year you have the choice to be happy.

You're more in control than you think.

So don't let anyone tell you otherwise.

And I promise by the end of the year, you'll be glad you didn't.

Well, thank you.

Yeah, days it's all gone.