We'vehad a reallyhardtimegettingpatientstransferredouttoourusualreceivingfacilitiesbecausethey'realsofullpatientthatwewouldn't ordinarilykeephereinoursmallruralcommunityhospital.
I havespoketotwofamilies, um, extensivelyaboutendoflife.
We'vehaddeathshere.
Theyaremembersofthecommunitythat, youknow, weknowit's heartbreakingbecause I am.
A lotofthesepeoplearemyfriends, and I knowpersonallyandthentoseetheirfamilymembershereattheendoflifeandtheyandit's not a normal, grievinganddyingprocess.
Wetalkedaboutitmonthsandmonthsagoandhowhe'd handleit, Butyou'reneverreallyfullyemotionallyorpsychologicallypreparedfortheonslaught, but I think a largeportionofthepopulationinourareadoesn't reallyquitegetityet.
Staffingin a ruralfacilityhasalwaysbeen a bitof a challenge.
Weare a skeletoncrewtobeginwith, andnowweareslowlyonebyone, Catchingcoveit I'm postcovertabout a weekand a half, and I stillamexhaustedwhenyouareinsomethingthatyoufeelliketherewillbenoendanditislikeyourworstnightmareever.
I thinkweallgohomeandwehavenightmaresandyoudreamhoveldreams, Um, thatcolleaguesweregoingoffandthepeoplearefallingandthatyoucan't gettothem.