Gottoyougot a husbandgrabbedoutwhenthatwasgonnabeoutofbounds, buthesaveditbackinitslikethecommoditythat I seethemajorityofpeoplewhoaren't gettingtheplacestheywantoraren't achievingthethingsthatthattheywantinthisbusinessisstrictlybasedonhustle.
I thinkwhatdevelopeduh, inmyinmyearlydayswastheattitudethat e startedattackingthingsthat I wasscaredup.
E don't wannabe, uh, a Nikon.
Um I wannabeanidea.
Youknow, I wanttorepresentanidea.
I wanttorepresentpossibilities.
E wanttorepresentmagic, right?
Thatyou'rein a university.
Twoplustwoequalsfour, twoplustwoonlyequalsforifyouacceptthattwoplustwoequalsfortwoplustwoisgonnabewhat I wantedtobe.
Oh, youknow, Andthere's there's a there's a there's a redemptivepowerthatmaking a choicehasyouknow, ratherthanfeelinglikeyou'reat a affecttoallthethingsthatarehappeningmake a choicelikeyoujustdecidewhatisgonnabewhoyou'regonnabe, howyou'regonnadoit, Justdecide.
Andthenfromthatpointuniverseisgonnagetoutyourway.
Itiswateritwantsto.
Itwantstomoveandgoaroundstuff, youknow.
Soforme, I wanttorepresentpossibilities.
I wannarepresenttheideathatyoureallycanmakewhatyouwant.
Youknow, ifyou'regonnabehere, thenthere's a necessitytomake a difference.
I heardmyparentssayingit, but I didn't totallybelieveityet.
I wentoutintheworldand I carriedmyselfand I heldmyheadhighand I stoodthereand I lookedpeopleintheireyesand I talkedtopeopleasif I wasdeservingofeverythingthatthisplanethastooffer.
Thatsoneyearmyfatherhadhisshopandhedecided, forwhateverreason, thathewanted a newwallonthefrontofhisshop.
Andmybrotherand I hadtodig a 6 fthole, wouldmixingtheconcretebyhand.
Wewerebuildingthiswallfor a yearand a halfeverydayafterschoolreadercoming, mixingconcretequickerthanalldoingit.
Anditwasjustmyselfandmylittlebrotherand I rememberstandingbacklookingatthatwall, saying, there's gonnabe a holehereforever.
Yearand a halflater, welaidthefinalbrickandmyfatherstoodbackandhelookedatmeandmybrothersaid, theydon't Y'allnevertellmethatyoucan't dosomethingandwalkedintotheshopand I learnedveryyoung.
Soonyouhave a wall, and I thinkpsychologically, TheaVantage, thatthatthatgivesmeoverover a lotofpeoplethat I comehavebeenincompetitionwithindifferentsituationsistoodifficulttotakethefirststepwhenyoulookhowbigthetask.
Youknow, though, I thinkaslongasyoucanstayfocusedondeliveringyourartanddeliveringyourselfanddeliveringyourenergyanddeliveringyourideasfortheworldtobebetterdifferencebetweendepressionandjoy, right?
And I thinkit's purpose, right.
It's likewhenyouwakeupinthemorningandyourlifemeanssomethingtosomebodyotherthanyouthatyouhave a purpose.
And I thinkthatthatkindofpurposethatliketoliveinservice, nottoyou, buttoliveinservicetohumanity, toliveinservicetoyourfamily, toliveinservice, toyourchurch, toyourcity, toyourcountry, totheworldlivinginserviceisthat e feellikethatisthepurestformofjoke.