I reallylovedmusic, and I wasjustkindofcasuallyputtingcoversonYouTubeandsomeConanGraysongs, justverybedroompop.
Nobodyreallysawthem.
Ittookmeeightmonthstogetto 100 subscribers.
Then, I startedpostingonTikTokandInstagram, andthat's whenthingsstartedtoreallypickup.
Within a fewmonths, I hadreached 10,000 followersonInstagram.
Thenoneday, mydadwasmessagedby a producer.
Hesaidthathewasthisbig, well-knownproducerthat's workedwith a lotofbigartists.
Westartedtalking.
Hewas a lotmorepop, upbeat, groovy, I guess.
But, that's notmyvibe, so I justthoughtwedidn't clickthatway.
I wasexpressingthat I didn't wanttoworkwithhim, and I thinkhegot a bitdefensive, andwasstartingtotellmethat I wouldn't makeitintheindustryif I didn't followhisadvice.
I was, like, reallysadfor a coupledays.
I waslookingatmyownmusic, and I thoughtthatnoneofitwasgoodenough.
I startedtoquestionwoulditbesillyofmetoevenconsidertryingtogointothemusicindustryifthisguywho's workedwithsomanysuccessfulartiststellsmethat I wouldn't makeitif I trytodoitmyway?
Then, anideacametome.
I startedtoimagine, like a world, a realitywhere I followedhisadviceand I didgetbigandfamouslikehesaid.
I realizedthat I wouldbeunhappy.
Andso, I made a storyoutofitand I madeitinto a song.
♪ Shewasonly 17 whenproducermancameoffering ♪
♪ Thatallherdreams ♪
♪ Wouldcometrue ♪
Assoonas I finishedthefirstverse, I postedittoTikToktheverysameday.
Anditblewup, andmyaccountwasgrowinglikecrazy.
I wasgettinglike 10,000 followerseverycoupleofhours.
Sothen, RepublicRecordsreachedouttome.
Atthetime, I didn't reallyknowwhatRepublicwas.
And, I Googledthem.
I waslikeohmygosh, ArianaGrande's underthem, andsoisTaylorSwift, theWeeknd, allthesebigartists.
I washesitanttotalktoanylabelsatallbecauseofmyexperiencewithproducerman.
Ittook a lotoftimeto, youknow, trust.
So, I wasconnectedwiththisproducer, and I foundoutthathewasConanGray's producer, andstartedworkingoutdifferentversionsofproducerman.