ShedidOK, especially I mean, then I waslikegoingItwaslikeafter a breakup, andyouhadjustbeenoutof a breakuptoandnow I'm gladwe'rebestfriends.
I know.
It's soit's sointeresting, too, because I waslike, Oh, isthiswhatbeingbyiswhereyou'reyouarelegitimatelysolike, appreciativeandlovesomeoneaslikesuch a goodfriendthatyou'relike, Oh, thiscouldpotentiallyfuckedthatup.
Andthat's horrifying.
Feellikeyouwereawareofthosefeelingswhenyouwereyoungandyou'relike, It's notthat I justlike, reallylikethem.
We'rereallyclosefriends?
Orwasitsomethingyoufeltlikeyoudiscovered?
Likewhenyouwereolder?
Ordidyoujustcometotermswithitwhenyouwereolder?
Definitelycametotermswithitwhen I wasolder.
When I wasyounger, I had a crushon a girlandmyfriendtoldme I wasjusttryingtobeinterested.
Andwhenpeoplehave a realstrongreactiontobisexuality, I'm like, Isthatbecauseyouhavebisexualfeelingsyou'redenyingyourselfbecauseyoudon't wanttobetoldthatyou'rejusttryingtobeinteresting?
Yeah.
I mean, I thinkthereare a lotmorebypeoplethatwouldnotyouusethewordorwouldnotidentifyassuch.
Andsoyou'reright, like, youknow, you'reinvisible.
Andthensomeoneseesthroughyou, whichiskindofaninterestingmetaphorbecausetheyseeyourinvisibletosomepeopleandthey'reseeingthroughyouin a negativeway.
Andthenyou'reinvisibletosomepeoplewhatthey'reseeingthroughyouin a positiveway.