ThenumberofpatientswerestillinLondon, admittingtheequivalentof a reallybighospitaleverysingledaywhilsthavinghighernumbersofstaffonfrontlinestaffwhoareoffsickorisolatingortestedpositivethemselves.
Thepersonalprotectiveequipmentthatwewerewearingwaasfromourperspectivenotquiteenoughonby a numberofourfriendsandcolleagueswereinthesamesituationandandthey'vealsotestedpositiveoverthelastfewweeks.
A lotofhospitalsintheSoutheastnowcancelingwhatarecalled 28 daycancersurgeriesthepeoplewhohavehadtheirsurgeriescanceledonhowhavingtowaitathomeknowingthattheirtumorsgrowingandforsomeofthem, bythetimeit's safeagain, theymightnotbeoperableanymoreonthat, they'velostthatwindow, youknow?
So I meanthattomeis a kindofkindof a mentaltorture.
OK, proposal, a lotofpeoplethatfinditverytough.
Oneofmyfriendssaid.
Youknow, hewasjusthelpingsomeonecolleaguehaving a panicattacktheotherdaythatpeoplehavingnightmaresaboutitreallyhardthingaboutbeingstuck a hospitalforfivehours.
Isthat a lotoftimethatyou'rethere?
You'rehearingyourcolleaguesinthecontrolroomaskingforambulancestobeavailabletogetyoutootheremergenciesandtopeoplethatneedyourhelpandyoucan't gothereconstantlyin a situationwheretheyknowthey'renotdoingthebestfortheirpatientsorthey'retryingtheirbest.
Butthey'rejustnotin a positiontobeabletodothat.
Andthat's somethingthatpeoplearewrestlingwithQuite a lotisknowingthat, youknow, theymighthavebeenabletodosomeororiftheyhadhavearrivedearlierthantheymighthavebeenable.
Thiochangetheoutcomefor a particularpatient, oneshorthaving a tollupanddownthecountry.