When I wassixyearsold, I wantedtodosomethingwithmusic.
I wantedtobe a rockstarorsomethinglikethatbecausemydadwasobsessedwith, like, siblingorhertillpapers.
Andthat's how I startedmypathwithmusic.
Butwhen I wasprobably 12, 13 yearsold, I waslike, Okay, whatelsewecandio.
That's how I decidedthat I wanttobeanactorbecause I wantedto, like, livedifferentlivesonedaytobeheretheotherdaytobeonthemoon.
MyfirstprofessionalrolewasatmyfirstBulgarianmovietransgressionswhen I was 19 and I wascastedbythedirectorandtheproducerfor a fewcities, whicharekindaextreme, actually, andthen I gotitin.
MyloveforwithNimabecame a verystrongermyfamilyhasalwaysbeenbehindmyback.
A lotofpeoplehavebeengrowinguparoundpeoplefromthisindustry, and I havenobody.
Butthey'vebeenalwayswithmesupportingme, and I thinktheymightbehappynow.
Soitwaskindof a weirdsituationbecause I wasmoresurethat I gotthejobafter I getbackhereforthesecondtime, Waystartedtestingwithrealpeople.
Um, fromthefirstdayofscreentestsinEngland, when I metSashainpersonandwewerewiththesweetestcouple, probablymylastauditionwasAm I gonnabeabletohandle a scenealonelikeisarethesepeoplegoingtobelievethat I'm a realperson?
Ortheymightbelike, Oh, thisisanactor.
Sotheyletmeleading a fewsceneswith a fewdifferentpeoplebymyself, and I wassostinkybecause I created a smellthatitwaslikevinegarandoldeggsandoilandthatkindofthings.
Andattheend, I wastryingtohugthem.
Thatwasprecode, andtheyneverrealizedthat I'm anactor, soitjustkindofokay, I thinkthenightoftherelease, I wenttoseemyincredibleproducer, MonikaLevinson, andtwootheroffherfriendsandhave, like a smallsecretpremier.
Andthenextday, likemywholeinstagram, mywholemale, mywholeallofmymessageswereexplodingbecause I nevermentionedinfrontofanybody, evenmyclosestfriendsorrelativesorparents, evenwhat I'm workingon.
But I washappywiththeresult, becausepeople I have a feelingtheyarereadyforstandingupagainstmisogynyandagainstsubjugatingwomenbecauseweshouldnotlivein a patriarchyworld.
Themostamazingthingthathappenedafterthereleaseofthemoviewas I meaneverysingledays, amazing, butmaybesigningwith C A.
Because I feelmyteamaspartofmyfamilyandalso, allofthisincredibleawardsonourhonorsandallofthemessagesthat I'm receivingfrompeople, howtheirhopeshasneverbeenstronger, thatthingsairthatarepossibleandespeciallyactorsfrommyregionoftheworldcangetthere.
Thebordersaresomehowopen.
It's justlikethebiggestprison.
I'm notquitesurethat I madeitbecauseyoucanalwaysgohigher.
Youcanalwaysgobigger.
Youcanalwayslike.
Teachyourselfmore.
Youcanalwaysexploremore.
Youcanalwaysdevelopmore, so I definitelycannotsaythat I madeit.
But I madethefirststep.
I thinkformylifeinthisworldand I willkeepgoinguntiltherestofmylife.
I'm notsurethat I have a dreamrolebecause I'm morepassionateaboutprojectjustingeneralthathavestrongmessagesandallofmypreviouscharactersthat I'veplayedinmyentirelifehasbeanstoriesofstrongwomen, howwecanovercomeanythingbecausewomenarestrongandbeautifuljustthewaytheyare.
And I wasstronglyinfluencedbyDanishcinemaformaybesixyearsofmylife.
Soinmyheart.
Thereisalwaysbe a placeforThomasVint, AmericanlargefromthreeyearandSusannabeer.
Justpeoplethathavemessages.
Storiesstillin a beautifulwaythatthey'retellingthestorybecausemaybethat's it.