Andwhatthatmeanstomeisthat I haveAccessThio, theamazingculturalspecificitiesofbeingMexicanandthenalsohelpingdefinewhatitmeanstobeAmerican.
Didcomingfrom a largeHispanicfamilyinfluenceyouonyourviewoftheworld?
Andhowdidthatcontributetoyourwriting?
Well, I thinkthat's been a hugeinfluence.
I mean, I thinkthatfamiliaissoimportant.
Yeah, toLatin X cultures.
Andoursinparticular, especiallyonyoursideofthefamily, issobigbutsolovingandsowarmandwelcomingthatthathascarriedmethroughto I rememberonweekendswe'd gettogetherandtheywouldbelikeatleast 50 peoplepackedintolike, a twobedroomhouse.
Whentheotherkidswereoutplaying, I actuallywouldsneakbackin, and I wouldlistentoyouguysfromAnusaboutyourchildhoodhearing.
Esothatinfluencedmeintheway I raisedyouandthat I wantedyoutohavethefreedomtocreatewithouthavingtoworryaboutwhereyournextmealwasgonnacome.
I absolutelyseeThefactthat I cannowfocusonwritingisanabsoluteprivilege.
Wasn't alwayslikethat.
Obviously, youemphasizeeducationsomuchforAlan I on.
And I thinkthathasprobablythemostprofoundeffectonmeas a storyteller.
Now, youhadalsoanexperienceof a coupleofyearsagowhereyougotcancer.
I did.
And I wantedThioaskyou, Didthathaveaffectonyou?
I don't know.
Why.
Emotionalaboutthat, okay?
It's likeit's likeit's happytears, though.
Youknow.
Soyouknowsomethingprofoundhappenedinmylife.
I wasessentiallyletgofrom a jobthat I haveheldforfiveyears.
Thefirstjob I hadoutofgradschoolAndonthesameday I wasdiagnosedwithbreastcancer.
Itwaasthismomentintimethat I thinkthismightsoundfaroutthatwasneededforme.
Thioreallybeabletohave a chancetoselfreflectandreallylovemyselfmorethan I hadbeen.
I was a workaholic.
I hadsomeimpostersyndromeissues.
Ah, lotofthatcomesfrombeingnotMexicanenoughornotAmericanenough, Um, andbeingah, queerwomanofcolorcancerreallyallowedmetoblossombackintowho I reallyam, who I rememberas a child, youknow, beinglikesupercurious, confident, veryloving, lovingtomyself.
Anditisah, 100% had a hugeimpactonmywriting.
I rightnowfrom a placeofmorevulnerability, moreauthenticity, not I'm lessworriedaboutwhatotherpeoplewant.
Forme, it's reallyimportant.
Likewhat I writeisgoingtoinfluenceculturein a verypositiveway.
I'm youknow, goingonthreeyearscancerfreenow.
But I wouldn't changeanything.
And I'm sogreat.
Pullthat.
Youknow, youopenedupyourhometo a land I duringtreatmentbecauseitwouldhavebeenkindof a messtodothatinourshoeboxofanapartmentinWestHollywoodwerelivinganditallowedmeThiotaketimetogoandexplorerightbytheoceanTheedgeandGardezwaspredominantlywrittenbythesea.
I'm sothrilledwithyourwriting.
I wantedyoutotellme a littlebitaboutstorythreeEdgetheEdgeandBorder, whichwasthepilotthatwasnamedonthenextTVlist.
I readthisarticleabout a sewagefeelthattheyhappenedintheTijuanaRiverbackin 2018.
Andtruthbetold, I wasahhorrifiedatthisideathattoplacesthat I loveMexicoonUnitedStatesbordertowns, like, youknow, becausewheremyparentswerefromwerebeingpollutedsodramatically.
I haveneverwritten a genrestory, and I knowthatsatisfiesyourfavoriteeso I thought, HowcoolwoulditbetoturnthisreallystoryThatisabout, youknow, theenvironment, humanity, thingsthatarereallyaffectingusrightnowinto a scifi.