Inshort, I don't wanttobesomeonethatcaresaboutthat.
I don't wantthattobesomethingthat's constantlyonmymind.
I don't wantlikestobesomethingthat I value.
AndthisisnotjustapplicabletoTwitter.
It's oneverysocialmedia E.
I toldmyselfthat I neededtogetridofatleastonesocialmedia.
I wasreallyhesitatingifitshouldbeInstagramorTwitter, butwereallyenough.
I nevercaredaboutnumbersonInstagramasmuchas I didonTwitter, so I deletedTwittershortlyafterthat.
Also, ticktock.
Because I wasspendingungodlyamountsoftimethereinsteadofmakingcontentofmyown, I feellike I'm stilltryingtofigureoutthiswholesocialmediasituation.
I'm stilllike I'm takingbabysteps.
Okay, ThedeletionofTwitterwasjustlike a babystep, but I don't think I'm evergonnadeleteInstagrambecause, especiallyas a contentcreator, itisdifficulttoreallygetridofallofyoursocialmediabecause I enjoyedmakingvideosonYouTube, butitisquiteimportanttohaveatleastoneadditionalsocialmedia I feellike, ifyou'renotasBigasfuckingpeutpie.
Also, I knowsomepeoplethat, like, livethroughsocialmediainthesensethateverysinglethoughttheyhavethroughoutthedaytheyjusttweetedwithouteventhinkingitthrough.
Thisthisis a beautifulview, butifyourfirstthoughtwhenyouseethatviewisOh, myGod, thatwouldbeanincredibleinstagrampostlikethat, Youknow, like I don't thinkit's healthytoliveeverysinglemomentofyourlifethroughsocialmedia, youknow?
And I'm nottryingtosayStopusingsocialmediaaltogether.
That's notevensomething I preach.
I'm justlike a t leasttryingtothinkifallyouwanttodoalldayisswitchingbetweentabsandnothingelse, youknow, likeforhowmuchlongerdoyouwanttokeepdoingthat?
Likeif I didn't deleteTicktockandTwitter, I wouldn't havebeenabletomakemyselfspendlesstimeonthoseAPS.
I mean, we'reallfamiliarwiththislittleemotionrighthere.
Itmakesyoudevelop a habitthatyoudidn't evenwanttodevelopinthefirstplace.
Onething I did a longtimeagowasdisablingallmynotificationsontheseplatformsbecauseonceyougetintoonenotification, onceyoustartlookingatthescreenfastforwardandyou'vebeenscrollingticktockforthepast 1.5 hours.
Youcould I don't haveanything.
Thankyou.
Yeah.
Yeah, right.
20 yearsold, rightnowabouttobe 21 becauseit's 2021 on.
I wasborninthebestyearever.
Um, thepointis, I think I'm reallyinthepointinmylifewhere I'm thinkingabout a lotofstuffthoroughly.
Uh, there's a lotofstuffgoingthroughmymind.
It's constantlylike, Whatdo I wanttodoinlife?
Whatdo I wantfromlife?
Whatdo I wanttoachieve?
Wheream I headedtosomeofthesequestions.
I don't havetheanswer, but I finallyacceptedthat.
And I'm justgonnadostuffthatfeelsright, NephewPuff.