Hewasathiswit's end, and I don't knowaboutyou, but I wanttohumanizethemanwhograbbed a gun, wenttothreeseparateAsianmassageparlorsandshot a bulletintothosetemptingAsianbodies, theirexistencealone, somythicalandforeignandsubmissive.
AndsixAsianwomenhavebeenmurdered.
And I amsotiredofbeingraciallygaslit, myrealitydeniedbypeoplewhodon't looklikeme, whodon't livelikemeandthereforecan't understandwhatit's liketobeme.
Youdon't gettotellmewhat's racist.
I amtiredofbeingerasedinthemediaofbeinghypersexualized, fetishized, exoticsized, a facelessdoctororlawyer, a studentupsetwith a B grade, a sexualotherwhohidesbehind a handwhenshegiggles.
I amtiredofbeingthemodelminority, heldupas a shieldagainstwhitesupremacybycreating a falsenarrativethatAsiansarealignedwithwhiteness.