I canseethatnow, I don't wantyoutofeelbadaboutanyofthis.
I meanyouwerereallykindofdecenttomemostofthetime I canchangewhen I canlivein a makebelieveworld.
Hell.
I alreadywas.
Halfthethingswetellourselvesarefiction.
Theonlything I knowthat's realisthat I love, I usedtothinkthatwasenoughtoisn't it?
Severalboardpleasewait.
Don't yourememberthetime I I hadmyselfdeliveredtoyouin a boxforyourbirthdayandhowtheguy I paidscrewedupanddeliveredmetothewrongapartmentandhowtheladywhoopenedthebox, freakedoutandstartedscreamingand I ranoutoftherejustasyoupokeyourheadintothehallandnextthing I knowthisoneisbashingmeforhavinganaffairwithherneighborandthisoneisbashingmeforbeingsomekindofgiftwrappervertandall I hadtoprotectmyselfwas a dozenlongstemmedrosesandyouneverevenreadthenote.