Don't be ridiculous.

別傻了。

It isn't me.

這不是我。

No, no, that is you and I know because I drive you home and I look at you through the binoculars and everything else that I shouldn't do.

不，不，那是你，我知道，因為我開車送你回家，我用望遠鏡看你，還有其他一切我不應該做的事。

It was once, it's not anymore.

曾經是，現在不是了。

After the rallies after my parents and my sister were killed.

在我的父母和我的妹妹被殺後的集會上。

Then the rifles came out was the only way to get anyone to listen.

然後步槍就出來了，這是唯一能讓人聽進去的辦法。

Just to listen.

只是為了聽。

I killed a boy who had nothing to live for beyond the lunch money he would get for killing me.

我殺了一個男孩，他除了殺了我可以得到的午餐費外，沒有其他的生活來源。

I shot him in the head to stop him from shooting me.

我向他的頭部開槍，阻止他向我開槍。

Mhm.

嗯。

When I ended the rifle to my brother and I told you I'm through, I walked away with him shouting at me.

當我向我的兄弟結束了步槍，我告訴你我已經結束了，我走的時候，他對我大喊大叫。

You're a coward.

你是個懦夫。

My parents are dead.

我的父母已經死了。

So one he's alive.

是以，有一個人他還活著。

My brother who were in another life wouldn't wouldn't harm.

我的兄弟在另一個生命中是不會受到傷害的。

That was the last thing you ever said to me.

這是你對我說的最後一句話。

The only contact I have with him is the notebooks that I send and imagine him receiving.

我與他的唯一聯繫是我發送的筆記本，並想象他收到的筆記本。

I know he's alive.

我知道他還活著。

I know it, but I'm not to him.

我知道，但我不是為了他。

I like to you because I was afraid I was afraid he might be involved in.

我喜歡你，因為我怕我怕他會參與進來。

What I heard.

我聽到了什麼。

I like to everyone else because if I didn't, they wouldn't let me anywhere near the and that's the only place that I believe has a chance to change any of this.

我喜歡其他人，因為如果我不這樣做，他們就不會讓我接近，這是我認為有機會改變這一切的唯一地方。

And I lied to you about a gene Solo because I loved him once until the color of my skin became a problem.

而我對你撒了一個關於索羅基因的謊，因為我曾經愛過他，直到我的皮膚顏色成為一個問題。

The politics of my skin.

我的皮膚的政治。

I walked away from africa with nothing.

我從非洲走的時候什麼都沒有。

No brother, No family, no love or nothing.

沒有兄弟，沒有家庭，沒有愛或什麼都沒有。

Nothing.

沒有什麼。

Just a belief that works and compassion.

只是一種有效的信念和同情心。

How the better way.

如何更好的方式。

Even if it's slower than a gun, Yeah.

即使它比槍更慢，是的。

Where are you going?

你要去哪裡？

You've got blood all over your face.

你的臉上都是血。

Can't say stuff like that with blood on your face.

臉上沾著血，不能說這樣的話。

Yeah.

是的。

Yeah, mm hmm.

是的，mm hmm。