Youwouldn't killneverif I if I hadtodoitoveragain, I neverwouldhavekilled.
Absolutelynot.
Itwasfoolish.
I thought I neededthatkindofspringboardtoprotectthedramaon a reallygreatpowerfulvelocityforwardhimin a wheelchair, hewouldassumetheroleofmickeyandyouknow, nowhisphysicalityhasbeendiminished.
Wewouldhaveseen a differentsideofApollo.
Hecouldhaveopeneduptoalltheseotherthingsthatwedidn't evenknowaboutbecausehe's nowin a wheelchairandhewouldhavekindoflikebeen a fatherfigure, mentorbrotherbeenreallygreat, likehewouldhavebeenembracedbymyfamilythenyouhavehisfamilytowellwhataboutthatwholething?
Umnotasmuch, not, notasprofound, I thoughtitwouldbe, I wasthinkingmoreofjust a tail, like a greatadventureand I didn't thinkoftheramificationslike, okay, hedies.
It's likethedeathof a legendlikeMuhammadalithatit's like, ithasprofoundrepercussions.
I thinkthebiggestproblem I hadastheyoungerfilmmakerwaslackofpatienceandconfidenceandextendedthemoment, I wasalwaysverycognizant.
I said, myGod, itlooksliketheshipsailscircuslefttown.
That's whythisis a mixedbagofemotionsrightnowmakesmeveryangry, gratified.
Butalsoangrythat I didn't seeitatthetime.
Butisn't thattheconundrumoflife?
Itreallyis.
If I onlyknewthenwhat I knewnowthereitisabsoluterightgivinghimself a truechamp.
Happyman.
I reallythinkthatwenailedit.
Wedeliveredtheknockoutblow.
I finallysaidwhat I wantedtosay, I shouldhavesaid 35 yearsagothatman, man, allofusareentitledtofollowourdreams, tosticktoourbeliefsnomatterwhattheconsequences.