I usethismorningandnight, butif I havemakeuponorhad a longdayorsunscreenorsomething, I usefirst, like a bonetotakeoffmymakeupandthen I'llkindofgoinwiththis.
I'vealwayshadkindoflikemediumskin.
I feellikeeveryonegoesthroughstagesgrowingupthatyouhavesortofhormonalacneandthemthatcanreallyaffectyourconfidence.
Itdefinitelyaffectedmine, especiallybecause I wasworking.
Sonotonlydid I havetogotoschoolwithisit?
But I alsohadtogoanddoshowssometimeswithbadskin, but I'm reallyappreciativeofthistimekindoftheyearthat I'vehadoffbecause I'vebeenabletosortofevolvedwithmyskincareroutineandfigureout a moreupdatedversion.
Sothat's whatyou'resayingnow.
Sonextupisthistoner, I reallylikePaula's choice.
I usedtobeveryintoexploitingand I wouldscrubmyfacelikecrazyand I havelearnednowthatyoucanexfoliategentlywithtoners.
Sothat's what I donowandthenjustkindofwell, butmostlyonmy T zoneareaaretheplacesthat I tendtobreakout.
I havereallysensitiveskin I alwayshave.
So I findduringfashionmonthortimeswhenmyskinisgoingthrough a lotitbreaksoutreallyeasily.
Sothatkindofforcedmetohave a skincareroutinethat I couldrelyonbecause a lotofthetimeyoucan't controlwhat's goingonyourface.
This I swearbyisnicedynamite.
Itisoneofmyfavoriteingredientsofalltime.
Ithassavedmyskin.
So I justput a coupleofdropsinthewinter.
I getreadhereandhere.
I findnicecinemahasreallyhelpedwiththattexture.
So I'm a bigfan.
MmNowthis I loveit's justaneyerepairoil.
So I justkindofrolleditonunderneathmyeyesandjustgentlyrubitin.
I amnotsomeonewhocanhidebeingtired.
Youwillknowuponseeingmewhether I havesleptornotimmediatelycan't fakeit.
So I'vereallyhadtolearnhowtotakecareofmyundereyes, which I didn't thinkwassomething I wouldhavetodoveryyoung.
I found I wouldgetreallylonelyinhotelroomsand I startedworkingat a reallyyoungage.
Sohavingthingslikeroutinesthat I couldbringwithmearoundtheworldmademefeel a lotmorecomfortableandsafe.
Sothat's why I developed a skincareroutinebecauseitwassomethingfamiliarthat I woulddoeverynightwhen I gothome.
Likenomattertheday, I hadnomattertheworkthat I had, I knowthat I hadthissortofumandthat's kindofwhatpromptedmetostarttakingcareoforbettercareofmyskinnowthatwearerolledwokenup, youaregoingtomoisturizemyfavoritemoisturizer, samebrandasmycleanseouryouthtothepeople.
Anotherthing I wentformymomsunscreenhere, sunscreenhereeverysingleday, evenwhenit's cloudyand I grewupinMalibu.
Sothesunisprettymuchalwaysshining.
MhmYeah.
MhmYoucanstillgettanbutprotecttheface.
Andit's funnybecausetheonething I getfrommakeupartiststhemostisthatmyfaceis 10 shadeslighterthanmybodyandtheyneverknowwhatmakeuptoputonmyfacebecauseasyoucanseemybodyis a lotdarkerthanmyface.
That's cause I'm wearingmysunscreen.
Now.
Anotherproductthat I loveisthislipsleepingmaskand I useitallday.
So I loveit.
Itmakesmefeelsomoisturizedbefore I domakeup.
Thisissomething I pickedupfrommakeupartistsistheyalwayssprayingstuffonmyfaceand I waslike, whatareyousprayingonmyfaceAnditisthistotallyfacespray.
Soow.
So I'm gonnagivemyself a littlespritzwiththis.
Yeah, mmremindsmeofbeingbackinthemakeupchair.
Sothatwasskincare.
Nowwecanmoveontomakeup.
I'm gonnatakemyhairdownandlet's getgoing.
Sofirststep, thisiswhy I sellbeautytoucheeclat.
Thisone's reallylight, which I like.
I nevereverwearheavyfoundation.
I rarelyevenwearfoundation.
It's justlike a reallylighttintthatkindofevensoutyourskintone.
So I kindofgolikethisandjustputitreallyminimallywhere I needit.
I wasmoreof a tomboy.
So I wasnever, I didn't startwearingmakeupuntil I wasinhighschool.
I lookbackand I'm like, howdidyouletmeleavethehouse?
But I'm alsoverygratefultoherforthatbecause I thinkthat's kindofhowmystylehasdevelopedisfrommakingthosemistakes.
Theblueeyeshadowmoment I usedtohavewas I hadlike, thatwaslikemyfirstpieceofmakeupthat I ownedwasthislittleeyepalettethathad a deepblueand a babyblueand I wouldjustgocrazywithit.
Um, I don't ownitanymore.
But I domissit.
MymakeupidolGreenDay.
I woulddressas a billyjoeeverysingledaytogotoschool.
Andthat's sortofhow I learnedtodoeyelineris I woulddotheblackeyelinerthathewears.
I liketousemyfingersasmybrushesbecauseitwarmstheproductupinyourhand.
I feellike, anditjustendsupblendingmorenaturallysoyoucanseethemkindoflikeslappingmyface.
Butthat's justhow I prefertodomymakeupinsteadofusinglike a beautyblenderorsomething.
Mhm.
Nowthatwehaveconcealer, I'm goingtogoinanddo a lighterconcealeronmyundereyes.
Again, warmingupinmyfingers.
Justsortofpressthatontheskinunderyoureyesisgenetic, to a certainextent, mymomhaseyebags.
So, youknow, peoplewouldbelike, oh, sweetielooksotiredof L I'llbelike, I wasjustonvacation.
Andso I'velearnedtolovethem.
I don't liketocoverthemtoomuchbecause I dothinkthey'recoolandgiveyoulike a kurtCobainesquevibe, evenifyouhadlike 12 hoursofsleep, youstilllook a littlebitcool, likewhoknowswhatshedidlastnight.
Now I'm goingtogoinandbrushmyeyebrowsbecause I can't focusonanythinguntilmyeyebrowsarebrushed.
I likehavingbushyeyebrows.
Therewas a stagethat I wentthroughand I thinkevergoingthroughlikewaxingthemandtryingtoshapethemthankfullythatwasshortlivedformeandnow I keepthemreallynatural, goinandtweakit a littlebit.
Sothere'd bedayswhen I woulddoshowswheretheybleachthemforthemorningshow, Dithembackforthemiddlelikeafternoonshowandthenreleasethemagainatnightand I couldseemyeyebrowhairfallingoutandgrowingbackinweirdandthentheytrytodyethembackandtheywouldbelikegreenororange.
So I'vehadeverysinglecoloreyebrow.
Thesearenowmycompletelynaturalgrownandbrowsebecausetheyhaven't beenbleachedin a longtime.
Theyhavedefinitelymessedwithmyeyebrowsquite a bit.
Andfortunatelythesebadboysarestillonmyface.
So I loveblush.
I lovetheninetiestrendand I guessit's kindoflikebackinsortofeachgirltiktoktrendofdoingblushonyournosetomakeyoulook a littlesunburnbecausewe'renotgettingsunburnbecausewedon't wantwrinkles.
I remember a Pradashowwherelike, wehaveliketotallybleachedeyebrowsandumthere's a valentinoshowwherewealsohavebleachedeyebrowsandtheseSwarovskicrystalsalloveroureyesandittooklikefourhourstodothemakeup, butitjustlookssoamazingandyoureallyseeartcometoliveonyourface, likeyougettobe a humancanvasfortheseartists.
Andumit's beenoneofthegreatestprivilegesnow, we'regoingtodo a littlebitofeyeshadow, sothisissortoflike a beige.
Shewith a littlebitofsparkle, butagain, I'm notsomeonewhowantstohavetoomuchgoingon.
Sothisislike a verynaturalsortofwhen I wasinhighschool, I waslike, and I think I likethat, like, itwas a funtimetoexperimentwithmakeup.
Andnow, becausemyjobinvolvesexperimentingwithmakeup, I kindoftendtotoneitdownwhenitcomestomedoingitmyself.
Now, we'regoingtocurltheeyelashes.
I haveverylongeyelashes, umhavereallylongeyelashes.
It's reallybeengreatbecause I'veneverhadtosortofwherefakeeyelashesor, youknow, peoplegetextensions, so I justliketocurlthem, so I reallytrytomakesurethatmyouterlashesgetintothosecurlupbecauseotherwise I havesomethingthatgrowdownand I'veactuallyhadmakeupartistsaskedmetocutmyeyelashesbeforeand I havedoneitthethingswedoforfashionreallyquickly.
Puppykissesare a reallygoodproductforyourskin, soMhm.
Yeah.
OhmyGod, there's anothersay, hi, I getdistractedinthemiddleofdoingmymakeupandmyskincare.
Umasyoucanseenowthattheeyelashesarecurled, I'm gonnagoinwithsomemascarajustatmyrouteandthattheownercorner, I'm gonnado a tinybitofeyelinerinmyoutercornerjusttokindofopenedmyeyes a bitmoregonnagoinandjustadd a tiny, tinybit, kindoffollowing a sortoffollowingwherethatlastlashandgone.
Mhm.
Now, I kindofwanttoblendthisout a littlebitnow, kindofbringtheexcessdownundermy, I'm gonnause a littlebitofhighlighter, so I naturallyleavetheshinebecause I feellikethatwayyoudon't needasmuch.
Again, I justliketouse a tiny, tinybitonmyhandlikethis, I'm gonnausejust a fewdotswhereweputthatblushbefore.
A littleonthebridgeofthenose.
Mhm, A littlebitonthecupid's bowinourcornersandbrowbone, so I justfollowanywherethatthelighthitsandjustkindofaccentuatesthatthelightbouncesoffofthose.
Yeah, so I'm gonnausethesameblushcolor.
I'm justkindofdabitontomylips, likeittolookmorelike a stainratherthananintentionallipstick.
Thisiswhere I'vecomethroughwithmynaturalmakeup.
We'regonnadohair.
I finallyhavehairaftertwoyearsofhavingveryshorthair, it's grownoutandthat's veryexcitingforme.
But I alsohavehadtolearnhowtotakecareofitleaveinconditioner.
I lovethisbrandstatue, john, I'm justgonnaspraysomeofthisleavingintomyendswhichtendtogo a littlebitdry.
Thisishowitairdries.
Soitkindofjustlike, canyougiveupon a thoseMhmandMhm.