[screaming]

AINSLEY: I ran through the straps.

[metal scraping]

Bam, bam, bam, bam.

[screaming]

AINSLEY: I dunno-- I just-- for a second,

I thought I might get away.

[rock music playing]

But then, out of nowhere, all these police come.

[thud]

Jumps on me and was wrestling with me.

Get off me!

[groaning] Get off me!

[yells]

They had me.

Game over.

[suspenseful music]

They led me to a medical center.

I knew I wasn't getting home.

The doctor puts the x-ray on this white light

that shows from my neck all through my intestines.

I was loaded up from head to toe.

And he goes, ay yi yi.

Even the police officers were shocked.

And the doctor went to me--

[non-english speech]

--you do know if one of these bursts, you're dead, don't you?

So they give me a lot of fluid--

laxative fluid.

Then after a while, [inaudible] do

you need to go to the toilet?

I need a toilet.

No toilet.

And they say, right, you've got to go in that bucket.

I said, what?

Five minutes late, I'm squatting over this bucket,

feeling embarrassed.

I'm squeezing my stomach, and it was like a machine gun--

[thudding]

--as all these pellets come shooting out.

[thudding]

Yeah, they hit that bucket.

Pop, pop, pop, pop, pop, pop.

Took three days to get all of them out.

[water running]

[bucket clanging]

Took me 12 hours to get 'em in, but three days to come out.

And finally, the doctor was telling the police that,

yeah, he's-- he's clear.

So I was expecting some sort of trial,

some sort of court hearing.

But that wasn't-- no, it didn't happen that way.

Shackled by my feet, and they escorted

me out directly to the prison.

The prison was in the middle of a shantytown.

[whistling]

I didn't know what to expect.

[dogs barking]

I'm waddling along because of the shackles,

and after walking--

it hits me.

It's like, wow, it was like a nightmare.

[inmates whistling]

I've been to prison many a times before,

but this one was a whole different ballgame.

[inmates whistling]

UK prisons are like holiday camps compared to [inaudible]..

I was scared, I was frightened.

And then he said, right, get in there.

And you're going to sleep on that floor there.

[people chattering]

There's people everywhere.

It was overcrowded.

It was like, it's inhumane living conditions.

And then, when it's time for lights out,

you see the lighters.

[imitating lighter click] All over the place, people

are smoking crack.

And amongst the flickers on the walls,

you can see these cockroaches crawling all over people's

backs and over their faces.

At that moment, everything closed in on me.

There's nowhere to go.

I couldn't escape my demons.

I couldn't escape the nightmare I was in.

I couldn't escape the place where there was.

I hated myself, because I was now locked up abroad.

I was now one of them people that I'd seen on the TV

years and years earlier.

I was now living that nightmare.

[music playing]