Was a callingofyoursonsomethingyouwerepassionateabout?
I'm a bigreader, so I lovejustreadingbookslikeSweetValleyHighandtheBabysitter's Club, but I feltlike I never, eversawmyself, right, youdidn't reallyhavethemaincharacterleadingSweetValleyHigh, Itwasalwaysthewhiteblondechicks.
Onethingthatreallychangedformeas a muslimwomanisone I startedtoperceivemyselfas a muslimwomanbeforethatmyreligionwasjustsomethingthatwaspartofme, butitwasn't mymainidentity.
Andthenallof a suddenitbecamethemainpartofmeofhowpeopledefineme.
Sowhen I feltlikemyblackidentitywasn't authenticallyrepresentedinthebooksthat I wasreadingandthenmymuslimidentitywaskindofjustbeingnegativelyframedacrossthemedia.
Soatthatpointitwaslike, I don't seemyselfanywhere, rightwholookslikeme, Whocan I turnto?
Andwhen I wentofftocollege, I had a friendwhostartedupthisbloganditwasreallyaboutgivingminoritywomen a voicetojusttelltheirownstories.
Andthisiswhyrepresentationissoimportant.
Weshouldbeouttheretellingourownstories.
So, I feellikeforthatThatwasthehomemomentwhere I waslike, allright, howdo I getfurtherintothespace?
Howdo I ensurethatrepresentationhappensineveryworkthat I do?
Like I wasembarrassedsometimestoevenbeseenwithmymotherbecause I didn't wear a scarfatthetime, butshedid.
So I waslike, ohman, peoplewillseemeandlike, I thinkthat I'm X rightandthat's awfulright?
Tobeembarrassedtobeseenwithyourmother.
I feellikeittook a lotofjustinnerreflectionforyearsafterwardstotrytounravelthatandReallyfigureoutwho I waswithoutthinkingaboutwhosocietythought I wasspeakingofrepresentation.
I wouldlovetoknowmoreabout 20 something.
Um I willconfess I watchedittwiceinthelast 24 hoursbecauseitwassogood.
Howdidthatcomeabout?
Whatkindofsparkedthatideatocreateit?
Yeah.
So I hadbeenworkingatPixarforabout a threeyearsorso.
When I wasofferedtheopportunitytodo a sparkshortandmyimmediatereactionwastopanic.
Umandtonotbeexcitedandtogetstressedoutandtoworrythat I didn't knowwhat I wasdoing.
I wastoonewforthiswastoogreenforthis.
I oftenworriedlike, am I evenuhthatimpostersyndromeofAm I evenready?
Am I justgoingtolookgoodforthecompanyaslikethisblackupandcomingartist.
Isthisjust a goodpublicitystuff?
And I hadtotalkto a lotofotherstoryartistsandcolleaguesandkindofsquashedtheimpostersyndromeandknowthatlikeno, I amreadyandthestudiotrustsmetodothis.
Andyes, alsowantstoseenewperspectives.
It's not a negativethingwhen I wascomingupfortheideaforit.
Justthisimpostersyndromefeltlikesuch a funplacetodivedeeperintoyouandthisfeelingofbeinginyourtwentiesandfeelinglikeumyoudon't knowwhatyou'redoing.
Soumand I justranwithitandhadfunfiguringoutwhatthesethreewoulddoon a nightoutonthetown.
I lovedit.
I feltlikeespeciallythescenewherepeopleareonthedancefloorandyouseethemkindofturningintotheirchildishselves.
Thatwasjustsoright, weallhave a childinusthatcomesout.
Myteam a largepartduetomecameupwiththisprogramcalledPublicPolicyNewVoices.
Soweworkedwithgraduatestudentsfromminoritybackgroundstoprovidethemwithmentorshipguidanceandnetworkandthiswassomethingthathappenedbecause I wasthere, right?
Because I waslike, listenas a blackwomaninthepolicyspace, I don't seepeoplelikeme, howcanwesupportmorepeoplelikemyself?
Becausethatsupportdoesn't reallyexist.
Um I wouldlovetoknowforyouaswell, right, whatpersonalgiftsandtalentsdoyoubringintoourgreatquestion?
And I askedtoyouand I don't knowwhattosay.
Uhwith 20 something I someonesaidthatitwas a like a secrettruththat I wasabletotapintothateveryoneexperiencesbutcan't reallyarticulateand I guessit's somethingthat I'vealwaysbeenabletodigintointheworkthat I'vedone, whetherit's onSoulorToyStoryfourisjustfine.
Um, I guessgetintotheheadspaceofthecharacterandreallytrytofigureoutwhatthey'redealingwith.
Youknow, when I wasgrowingup I wantedtheBlackSailorMoonoryouknow, I thinkit's reallyimportanttoshowuplift, thriving, beingsuccessfulandgivinghopeexcellentstory.
Honestly, I feellikethemostauthenticrepresentationofblackwomeniswhenblackwomenthemselvesaretellingthestoriesblackwomenexistandifyougivethemresourcesandthesupporttheycandoit.
Soif I canjusthelpupliftonechild, havethemtellanAfricanstorywithanauthenticAfricanvoice, youreallygettoshowcasetotheworld.
I'm finewiththatlegacy.
Itdoesn't havetobebigandlofty, justsomethingwhere I cansay, oh, I madeanimpact, I changedthislifeandhelpedgetthestorytold.
Whataboutyou?
I alwaysthink I wanttotellthestoriesthat I wantedtoseewhen I was a kidandif I leavetheanimationindustryandyouknow, thegenerationaftermegetstogrowupwithstorieswithblackandbrownkidsthat I think I'vedonemypartoften.