ShewasluckyenoughtobeabletoleaveRussiaatthetimewithhimbecausehewasn't a citizenAndwemovedtoAmericain 1980, MymomveryquicklyrealizedthatwithherRussianaccentandnot a greatgripontheEnglishlanguage, shedidn't havemuchhopeofpursuing a career.
Therewas a lotofpressure, A lotofhopespinnedonmetokindofhelpthefamilymoveforwardin a newcountry.
I startedactingreallyyoung.
I don't think I everreallywantedtobeanactress.
I meanthatwassomethingthat, youknow, mymomtoldme I wasgoingtodoreallyatthatpoint, I didn't reallythinkthat I wouldevergetintoactionmoviesoranythinglikethatatthetime.
OfcourseLafayetteNikitacameoutand I was a hugefanoflukeHassan.
I guesslukewaslookingat a lotofmodelsandso I wastoldtogoinandlookglamorousandyouknow, wearsomethingniceand I'vealwaysbeenveryintolikevintageclothesandblockyheelsandgreeneyeshadowandliterallyliketheoppositeofwhathewanted, I guess.
I didn't knowatthetime, I obviouslyneverheardbackfromhimandthen a fewmonthslater I wasatthechateauMarmontHotelwith a friendofmineandwehadlikepartiedthenightbeforeandeveryonewasexhausted.
So I wasdownatbreakfastandlukejusthappenedtobeatthepoolandhesawmeandwaslike, ohthat's thegirlthat I metinnewyorkwholikelookedcrazycausethey'regreeneyeshadowandstuff.
Buthewantedtoputmeontapeagain, Heputmeontapeagainand I, I definitelyrealizedthiswasnotanordinarycharacterbecausehewasaskingmetodoweirdthingslike, likedance, butasifyoudon't knowhowyourbodyworks, youknow, ontheonehand, likeyoufeellikesuchanidiot, right?
Butthenontheotherhand, here's thisincredibledirectorwho I trustimplicitlybecause I'm a fangoingwellifhethinksthisiswhat I shoulddo, then I'm justgonnagoforit.
I heardbackthatthey, theyhadmeon a shortlistofgirlstogotoLondonanddo a screentestthattheydidthiskindofcrazymakeuponmeanditwasreallyinteresting.
Neverhaddone a screentestlikethatbeforeforsure.
Thenhesatmedownandsaid, youknowyouareliluyouknowyou'retheone I wantforthis.
I can't evendescribehowhappy I was.
I meanthiswasreally a dreamcometruebecause I knewthatthischaracterwasbeyondunique.
Wekindoftalkedaboutitanditwaslike, dowegobluelikethebottomof a flame?
Ordowegolikeorangeorred?
Likethetopoftheflame.
So I knewatthetimethatweneeded a realvisionarytocomeinandhelpusandyouknow, comingfromthefashionindustryas I did, I hadworkedwithsomeofthemostamazinghairdressersintheworldand a goodfriendofminenamedWardandhewasworkingwithallthebestphotographersandso I calledWardand I said, listen, youknow, I'm doingthisfilm, there's, ithastobelikesomethingwe'veneverseenbefore.
Andsoatonepointlike, youknow, a fewweeksintotheshoot, myhairstartedfallingout.
Likeliterally I wouldtake a showerandjuststartpullingoutclumpsofhairandumyeah, atthatpointitwaskindof a disaster.
Andsowehadtomaketheleeloowigbecause I literally, I hadonlylikehalflikeclumpsofhair.
Itwas, itwasreallyawfuloncethewardrobewasset.
Youknow, therewas a lotoftraining, I diddancetrainingandmartialartstrainingandactingandtherewas a lotoflanguage I hadtolearnlike a wholenewlanguagewhichlukehadwrittenlikethisdictionary, youknowwewouldsittogetherandlikeputallthewordstogetherandweactuallyspokeinthislanguagetogetherwhichwashilarious.
Itwasalsojustthewayshespokeandthewaythewordscameoutlikelukewasveryadamantthatlikedon't take a breathbeforeyousaysomethingsolikemostpeoplegoandthenstarttalkingbutitwaslikeforleeloowaslikeyouknowjustlikedon't breathe, justtalksoitwaslike a littledetailslikethatthatjustmadehernothuman, nobodycouldrelatetoherbecauseshewasjustsoit's justsounique.
I wasdestroyedwhenthemoviewasfinished.
I meanYouknowgoingforwhateveritwassevenmonthstodo a filmatthatpointbeing 19 likethatwas a hugechunkofmylifewhenitwasdone.
Itwassohardtosaygoodbye, itwassohardto, tofeellike I wasnevergoingtobethisgirlagain.
Butalso I leftwithsomuchmorestrengthandsomuchmoreappreciationforeverymomentaroundmebecause I hadleelooinsidemeand I knewthatshewouldbetherefortherestofmylife I thinkinAmericathefifthelementcameandwent, ittooktimeandittooklikethemoviecomingoutonvideoandthenstreaminghappenedandthenlikeparentsareshowingintotheirkidsandnowit's like I havelikeeightyearoldscominguptomeyearslaterbeinglikeleiliuand I wasreallyluckybecauseleelooissuch a bright, positivecharacter, she's soinspiringandshebringsoutthebestinpeopleAndsheisthebestinallofus, youknow, sheislove, sheisthe 5thelementinthatsense.
Sotheidentitycrisisonlyhelpedmeactuallydiscoverwho I wasandwho I wantedtobeandwho I couldbe.
What I doteachmydaughters, especiallymyeldestatthispointistojusthavethisjoyforlifeandthisappreciationforverymundanethingsbecauseeverythingtoherwasmagical.
Likeshehadneverseen a microwave, shehadneverseen a telephone, shehadnever, youknow, everythingwasnew, Everythingwasspecial.