Buttoday I wantedtodo a littleathomevideoandtalkaboutmyfirsttrimestersystem, can't evenspeakmyfirsttrimestersymptoms.
There's not a lotofpeoplevloggingbasedonrealtimeandthisisrealtime.
I ameightweeksandtwodaystoday.
I'm sooutofbreath.
That's oneofthesymptoms.
Soyou'regonnasee a lotoflikesymptomsbeingcaughtoncamerathroughouttheday.
I'm alreadyfeelingnauseousagain.
I atebreakfastand I feltreallygoodatfirstanditdoesn't lastlikeafter 30 minutestoanhour, I justfeellike I wanttovomitand I hiccupwhenever.
I feellike I needto, it's such a wildexperience.
Buttryingtoputmyselftogethertodaybecause I actuallyhavenotdressedupinlikethelongesttime.
Likethisisthefirsttimelike I'm actuallywearinglikerealclothes I waswearinglikesweatsallthetimeandthesearekindoflikestillsweats, butlikemostlylikemyregularclothesandnotmypajamas, I'm wearingthosetodayand I putmakeuponforthefirsttimeinlikethreeorfourdays.
Mydayshaveconsistedofbeing a couchpotatowatchingnetflixand I'm terrified.
Andoneofmybiggestfearsisgettingfatandoverweight.
I'm alreadyovertheweightthat I shouldbe.
So I'm tryingtobevery, verycarefulwithmydietandgainingtoomuchweight.
I knowyouhavetogainweightthoughum, andyou'd naturallygainweightbecause I didn't knowthis, butyourbloodvolumeincreases.
Soyouget a lotheavierbecauseofyourbloodincrease.
I don't evenknowif I saidthatrightandbecauseofthatyou'reverywinded.
I'm justconstantlyoutofbreath.
I feellike I havesomuchtosayand I can't putitallinonevideoand I knowthere's a lotofquestionsand I willbemakinglike a fullonvideoaboutthedifferencesofbeingpregnantinjapanversusAmerica.
I thinkAmericahas a lotmoreluxuriescomparedtojapanwhenitcomestoumpregnancyandthingslikethat, butit's muchcheaperheretogivebirthand I dofeelverysupportedandverysafehere.
Um, I havegooddoctors, there's a greatsystemputinplace, especiallyforafterbirth.
So I'm reallyimpressedwiththosethings, butthere's a lotoflikeconveniencesinthestatesthatwedon't havehereinJapan.
Sothat's what I'm noticing.
But I'lltalkaboutthatandlikeit's video.
I thinkthatitdeservesitsownvideoanyway.
I can't waittoshowyouguystheproductsthatwebuy, thethingsthatwebuy.
Um, we'regoingtodolike a babyshowerand a genderrevealandallthosethings.
I wouldlovetoknowwhatyouguysthinkthegenderisgoingtobe.
I'm sayingboybecausemyhusbandkeepssayinggirl, like I'm okaywithhavingbothorany, ohmyGod, pleasedon't betwins.
I don't thinkit's twins.
I thinkmydoctorwouldhavecalledthatbynow.
I'm okaywitheithergender.
Wedohavenamesthatwe'vepickedout, which I'lltalkaboutinanothervideo.
Butyeah, letmeletmeknow.
Don't, butdon't saythingslike, youknow, I hopefor, I wishbecause I wantmykidstoseethesevideossomedayandtheymightreadthecommentsorsomethingandbelike, oh, everybodywisheditwas a boy.
I'm not a boy, a girl.
Likejusttosaylike, um, oh, I thinkor I'm guessingit's a boyor a girl.
Andyeah, youguyswillfindoutthegenderrevealvideo.
So I needtotake a, take a breaknow I'm soproudofmyselfbecause I made a salad, I havesomelettuceinthefridgethatwouldprobablygobacktobacktomorrow.
UmMaybeit's becauseithaslesspreservativesbut I have a lotoffaiththat a lotofthingsareveryfreshhere, which I reallyreallylove.
I didordersomepastafromUbereats.
So I havethisliketomatocreampastaand a salad.
I almostgotthegarlicrollsbut I'm likeno I don't needanymorecarbs.
Mystomachisscreamingatmetoeateventhough I atelikeliterallyanhourand a halfago, mybabieslikebabeMay, so I'm constantlyhungrybutwhen I'm hungry I'm likeextremelynauseous, I'm gonnagoaheadandeatthisandthen I'm goingtomealprepfortomorrowbecause I dohavesomefoodthatneedstobecookedtodayandthatissomechickenand I'm gonnamakethebeefstroganoffsaucefortomorrowbecausewe'regoingtohavethatforlunchanddinner.
It'llmaketomorrow a littlebiteasierbecausewe'regonnadosomecleaningandwehaveourappointmentatthree p.m. Soit's justgonnamakethings a loteasierforusifeverything's alreadypreppedandmyhusbanddoesn't havetogooutandgetsomething.
So I'm gonnadothatwhen I feelgoodaftereating.
Okaysomyphonediedsaysthatmycardisfullbut I wasjustgoingtosaythatallthecleaningandcookinghasnotbeendoneproperly.
JapanesesnackboxesTokyotreathasmoreseasonallimitededitionmoderndaysnacksandcandyandtheSakuraCoboxhasmoreof a traditionaltastewhereyou'llget a varietyofauthenticjapanesesnackitemsthatincludessomejapanesetea.
Andmyfavoritehomewareitemwithinyourboxforthismonth's themes, TokyotreatandSakuraCobothhavezucchinithemeswith a specialboxdesign, zucchiniormoonviewingis a japanesefestivalfortheautumnmooninseptemberexpressinggratitudeforgoodharvestandhopingforanothergoodyear.
TokyotreatinvitesyoutojointhemincelebratingSukimethroughtheMoonFestivalmunchiesboxwhichcontains a varietyofseasonalandexclusivejapanesesnacksandinspiredbySukime, thisincludesthesalt, lemonkitkatNikonmochiandfullmoonpondcrackers.
Thelasttwothings, I reallywantedtosharethisvideo, it's likemoreoflikeanupdatevideo.
I feellikethisisprobablysoboring.
I feellike I'm gonnahave a multitudeoftheseboringblogblogoflikebeingathomeandjustlikebasicallydoingnothing, especiallyinthefirsttrimester, youknow, that's howpregnancyis.
I dofeellikedressinguphelped a lotjustbyfeelingmorehumanandwalkingaroundthehouseandlikedoingsomethinginsteadoflayingallday.
Itdoesmakemefeel a littlebitbetter.
Anyway, I justwantedtoshowyouguysthisultrasound.
I don't knowifyoucanseeit, isthistherightwayistherightway.
Butyoucanseethebaby, thislittletinydot, likerighthere, thisisourlittlebabyandthedaythat I waslikesuperscaredthatsomethingwaswrongbecause I waslike, I'm feelingallthesepainsinthesepollsandliketugs.
I didn't knowifsomethingwaswrongandthenwedidtheultrasound.
It's sofunnybecauseheisnotusedtobeingat a ladiesclinic, thisishisfirsttimegoing.
A lotofladiesclinic, surprisinglyinJapandon't allowhusbandsin, whichissoweird.
It's justsofreakingweird.
So I foundonethatdidumandhewasjustkindoflikenervousaboutitandlike, soit's just, it's justreallyfunnyjusthisreactions.
Butyeah, I justthoughtthiswasreallycoolandmyhusbandboughtthisoneformebecause I wasinterestedinjapanesepregnancyrecipes, somaybewe'lltry a coupleinthenextupcomingvlogs, but I amabouttoplaysomevideogamesandjustrelaxandsitonthecouch.
I'm startingtofeelreallysickagain, Thepastakindofsustainedmeforlike a couplehours, umtwoorthreehours, sothat's good.
Butnow I'm justlikefeelingnauseous.
I thinkthisisgonnabetheendofthevlogfornow.
I have a fewprojectsthat I wanttodowhenitcomestoorganizingthings.
We'regonnadolike a bigdiscohall, we'regoingtoturnmyroomintolike a myofficespace, intoourbedroomandbabyspaceandjustkindofgeteverythingorganizedandcleanedinthekitchenandjustgetreadyforbaby.
LikethisisjustinsaneAnyway.
Trustmybody, I believeinit.
I knowthateverythingisgoingasplanned.
Itwassoissuch a relieftoheartheheartbeatandseethebabyandtomorrowisthenextappointment.