Are you doing construction?

Yes, I am under construction.

What I'm renovating myself, I don't understand, you know, I realized, I don't really like me.

So now I'm investing the time money and energy to re upholster my personality.

How come on, let me show you.

Okay, so I'll be, the first thing I did was ask myself, what is my vision, because if I'm going to create the best meal from scratch, then I have to know what that is.

Oh my God, beautiful.

This is my interior decorator, bela and bela, I told her one of my biggest issues as I'm operating out of my father wound daddy issues up the yin yang, I told her this was manifesting in my reality as me chasing unavailable people relentlessly, trying to prove myself and my worth and it was showing up and just dating and friends.

Does that include me?

You included?

So what beautiful Bella did is she ripped up the floorboards of low self worth and she reinstalled some amazing Mahad, self love, self respect and self esteem.

So now I find someone's inconsistent behavior and lack of interest is a turn off instead of a challenge that I can rise to the occasion of, wow, that's amazing.

How did you do that?

Well, this is an analogy.

So obviously I didn't just move furniture around in my house, but there are various methods that you can utilize to rewrite your subconscious programming and eradicate limiting beliefs, I have a workshop at Lincoln bio.

But anyway, back to the sketch.

Come, let me show you the rest.

Oh, this is beautiful.

So I used to suffer from doubt, insecurity, fear and a paralyzing inability to make a decision that was good for me.

So what Maria did Hi Maria is she put in a self awareness filtration system.

So any time an intrusive thought came up that debated or entertained catastrophe, the system would take it and counter a firm for the positive.

So now we've completely eradicated those negative thoughts and my default state is one of love and joy.

That sounds amazing.

It is this way, can I get their number?

Do they do like referrals and you're gonna love this?

This entire room is my audacity Audacity.

You know, some people install movie theaters into their houses.

I figured why not have a whole part of my personhood devoted to audaciousness.

Audaciousness.

Yeah.

The audacity to go after what I want.

The audacity to dream big.

The audacity to claim my greatness.

Yeah, yeah.

The audacity to think it's never too late to do anything.

I mean flat, the impaler doesn't start impaling until it's late thirties.

Yeah.

I mean I feel that the straight white male audacity to in pale, right?

Oh my God, I love this.

I'm gonna renovate myself to just a word of caution.

It always takes longer than they say it's going to, but it is absolutely worth it.

I mean you're gonna be in here for forever, right?

Until you're dead.

You're gonna wake up every morning and go to sleep every night in this space.

Why not make it reflect exactly what you want it to be?

You're right.

Like, I don't need to be trapped by my past.

I don't need to be held back by the early childhood experiences I've had.

I don't want to hold on to beliefs that don't serve me or thoughts that harm me or mindsets that prevent me from love, success and abundance.

Yes, Okay, yeah, I'm gonna do it.

You're gonna do it.

Yeah, I'm gonna do it.

Okay, definitely get insurance.

I'm anaconda.

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