I cheated on you.

What?

I'm so sorry babe.

I didn't mean to babe.

With who?

My ex?

Oh my God john No Jeff.

No.

Justin.

No, jesus.

Yes.

Oh my God babe, when last night where in our bed was this a dream?

It still counts.

You only say that because you get mad when I cheat on you and your dreams.

Yeah.

Okay.

Because that makes sense babe.

Do you want to get back together with your ex?

No.

Do you want to have sex with your ex?

Oh my God.

No.

Are you unhappy in your current relationship babe?

No.

Then what's the big deal babe?

It's your brain just doing some laundry.

That's all.

But it felt real and I had feelings and those feelings felt real when I have dreams about my ex is what?

No bed stop when I have dreams about my ex is I know it's just my brain processing old stuff.

It's just emptying the trash can.

It's my brain dealing with things in the recesses of my mind.

But what if it's not well what what if it's because subconsciously there's a key component of our relationship missing and you're feeling nostalgic for your ex Because they're the best sex that you've ever had.

Is that how you feel?

No, I'm just saying what if my brain is processing all of that in the background and then delivering it to me in a dream?

You would know if you felt that way?

But what if I didn't.

You would but what if I didn't Then I guess eventually you figure it out and break up with me.

You want to break up with me?

What?

No, you just said that you would consciously realize that there's a key component missing in our relationship.

And that would drive you back into the arms and the thighs of your ex.

I did not, babe, You're the one who cheated on me.

It was a dream.

Exactly, babe.

What is really going on?

What do you mean you wouldn't have a dreaming list?

Something was going on.

Do you think that maybe you're afraid of the intimacy we're developing and this is just a subtle means of self sabotage.

Wow babe, That's incredibly insightful babe.

I don't know.

I guess maybe my brain is doing some laundry about the past.

It is retrograde.

And our one year anniversary is coming up.

So that could be activating like a lot of my abandonment fears totally.

And has just hit me up on Tiktok yesterday.

What?

He sent me a tiktok of this kitty writing every.

But let me show you, babe.

Oh my God, babe, jesus!

What?

Yes, it's jesus.

That's why you're having dreams about him because he hit you up yesterday.

Ah yeah.

Oh man.

Oh, I'm sorry babe.

What'd you dream about last night?

I had a dream.

My dad went down on me.

Hm.

You know, I've had that dream too.

But with my mom?

Mm hmm hmm hmm hmm.

Hm.

I'm anaconda.

Dreams are pretty freaking weird.

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