And and quite frankly, if they do, they probably don't even remember my name.

I'm just someone else's like attachment.

Like, oh, you're so and so son.

Okay.

So that's, that's fine.

That's a whole another can of worms.

But like the idea that someone could say I saw you in something, I don't remember exactly what it is, but I remember it being good.

That is like on on like the meter of like you never want someone to go, how do I know you?

What's the, tell me, tell me what you've been in and you go, well I was in this thing.

No, not that well I was in this other thing.

No, definitely not that the uh, the idea that someone could say, I remember you from something I liked and you made an impression that to me struck me as like that's a good, that's a good place to aim for where they go.

I believed you truly like that.

I believed you enough to go.

Yeah, he was great in that one thing that I saw and I remember liking, but I don't remember what the name is.

That to me struck me as like that's the sweet spot that, that you want to be in and I've been on the other end of it to where I've been talking to people that I idolize and I realized, uh cut it off.

I mean not, not, not, not in a professional interview setting, but I run into them and I start to realize I step outside myself and say you're talking too much, you know, it doesn't get better than oh my God, you're one of my favorite.

I was in new york recently when I was in a restaurant and I'm leaving and I see oh my God, al pacino is in the corner sitting at a table.

I mean there's that's al pacino, Well he was in The Godfather, I'm just assuming that you don't remember when he was in The Godfather, he was also in a thing called Son of a Woman where what I know him, but I saw him and he like he's he's motioning, motioning me over and I'm like wow!

So I go over and he's like it's good to see, and I'm like wow, wow, mr pacino, this is fantastic.

And and then I'm talking and all that.

I said like look you're just one of my favorite and I've met him before casually, but I just want you just I just have to say one of my favorite actors of all time, appreciate, appreciate very much.

And then I kept talking and then I had just seen Serpico like two nights before and there's a scene in Serpico where he's chasing someone through like he's chasing someone who's trying to get away from a robbery and uh he tackles him near a stairway and they both fall all the way down the stairs and it's clearly it's it's it's Al pacino falling all the way down the stairs and I went and then serpico serpico, he's going, oh yeah, and I went, and you fell down those stairs, Oh no.

And he's going, he's looking at being kind of smiling and nodding, he fell down these stairs in 1974.

And also, it is not a critical part of the movie, it's not it's not important to the movie at all, it's just what I remember, and I'm like, you you fell down those stairs and he went, well, and I went, then I realized, get out, get out fast, you've you've ruined everything.

And I went, well, I've got to go and I kind of ran away.

And then um weeks later I meet this person who was sitting at the table with him, he's a film producer who said we saw you in new york and I went, oh yeah, yeah, yeah.

And then you just, you were talking in like mid sentence, you said got to go and ran away.

And Al pacino was like, what do you want a way for?

I wanted to tell you, I was enjoying talking to him, and I was like, oh no!

And so I'm I think I'm the first purse maybe in 50 years who Al pacino was talking to and I'm like, yeah, I'm out and ran away in your head.

I got in my head, so I got in my head one way I talked too much, you fell down those stairs stairs, you know what you're talking about and then I got my head the other way and ran away self cock block rudely itself cock block there.

But getting in your head that I've been there, I've definitely like gotten to the point where it's like, shut the hell up, shut the hell up, You're talking too much, you're talking too much, Stop.

Which is why, like, I always, I really do truly feel this way.

Like I I try very, very hard to express how much I admire somebody for their work and I like to separate them and their work, so they don't like, just like it's a weird distinction, but it's one that I'm sort of obsessed with and I and and the highest compliment really can be like, I believe you, every time I see you and that to me is I just, every time I see, you know, a certain actor, you know, I will make it a point to say, like, look, I just want to say, I believe you every time I see you on the screen and that I think is the most succinct way that I can express my admiration because otherwise I will go on for 20 minutes about, you know, so and so falling down the stairs and that not being a stunt double and then halfway through going, maybe he hit his head and he doesn't remember that he went down the stairs and then oh my God and you keep talking and then you just keep you ever say that to actors who you don't really mean it about what you mean?

I believe, Hey Vin Diesel, I believe you ever, No, that's when you go.

But man, that music when you did that scene where you and and that music kicks in.

That's me saying, man, that music was really telling me how I'm supposed to feel right now and I'm not picking on Vin Diesel.

I just saw him recently in Hamlet and I didn't buy it early in the first act, he gets in a car and uh I heard he fell down the stairs and the stairs were damaged when he fell down the stairs.

That's that's on me.