Long time No, see hope you're doing well.

Hope life is good and uh, that's it.

Bye.

I didn't want to just come back and give you the next video.

I wanted to give you a little updates as I usually do when I've taken a break for a while because this is a regular larry regularly occurring thing.

I think life overall has been really good.

I recently went to England for a month, which is also, I got to see family who I haven't seen in forever and I got to see my sister who I haven't seen for like four years, which was nuts.

I had a really, really good time.

I love England a lot.

There were a few things that were like the transport system and how expensive everything is, especially the yen is so weak right now, so it was very pricey, but it's okay.

I got to see family, which was like the main thing.

So, but yeah, I spent like three weeks traveling around the UK seeing friends and family, went to a wedding shout out to look and Sophie, it was, it was really, really awesome other than that I've been seeing friends, I've been working with creative.

I've been streaming on twitch now to speak honestly and see if I'll keep it in or not.

It's weird like on youtube.

I really appreciate it when I see creators that I respect and watch coming out and saying like, you know, being transparent about their lives and saying honest stuff.

I don't know, I see that stuff and I feel like it impacts me a lot and it helps me seeing that kind of content at the same time as a creator.

I'm realizing I like having a private life a little bit.

It's nice, I like seeing my friends and not taking pictures.

I like just enjoying life and not sharing everything.

And also, you know, when you go through something hard, sharing it is hard as well, I don't know.

Yeah, that that kind of thing is difficult, but even if you don't see it online, I'm having a great time uh and just seeing good people and eating good food, eating really good food this year has been very interesting.

Uh I've been on a bit of a food journey, personally have to be so careful talking about that kind of stuff because um it's it's been going on for a long time.

It's very deep personal stuff and you know, the internet as many comments as that there's going to be that are supportive, there's going to be people who will touch on things that are very raw and very, you know, fresh for me, but I would have appreciated, I know past me this could have helped me in the past, I'm going to try to summarize this because it's so hard to summarize and very, very, very sensitive topic trigger, warning food related stuff.

I had some issues with food.

I have done for a very long time in different forms and I notice that there was an issue and I have been getting professional help, which has been awesome, we live in a world, we live in a society where they keep showing us the same kind of body types and they're like, this is the good one, you like, this one, this one is the best.

You know, we're all different shapes, sizes, colors, everything and to be expected to fit into a certain thing, a certain size, that's not how it works.

We're all different and it was weird for so long.

I would never put my friends in that box.

I would never see my friends and be like they should be that size.

But for some reason I was like, but I do, you know, we always put it on ourselves, but I really fought for a long time to try to be that and achieve that and stay there and I didn't realize how hard I was, I was fighting.

I'm just gonna say, we're all on our own journeys and something that works for.

You might not work for other people and just take care of yourselves and you are beautiful.

You really are.

Yeah.

Anyway, I don't want to talk about it anymore because that's my business.

Sorry, my camera died.

Sorry, I'm not used to this vlog and saying, hey, it's been a while.

Yeah, I think I said everything I wanted to say.

Also Japan size.

Inclusivity also sucks.

Also if you know any cool japanese plus size brands let me know in the comments down below because I mean, you know by Western standards it's fine.

But here, you know, I'm a large and extra large and for other people searching for fashion in Japan.

If you know any plus size, let me know tomorrow, I'm gonna go climb a mountain with friends.

I actually spent today planning a bunch of videos.

So hey, yo, let's go.

Also, Patreon, there are many vlogs on Patreon been enjoying music as always.

Oh, I can play you one thing.

Happy birthday Just for you.

My twitch.

People know what this is.

Happy birthday everybody, Let's try that again.

I love that so much.

That was a good one.

Also, my mom is coming to visit, which will be fun.

Also welcome back tourists to Japan.

I've seen you around and thank you to everybody who said hi to me in the streets.

It's weird because I forget I do youtube sometimes and then people like, and I'm like, you know me, it's weird, but if you do see me come and say hello and I will say hello back, thank you for coming to watch your video even though I haven't been around for a hot second and I appreciate you.

You're wonderful.

Also check out this hat.

I made it.

It's got my little twitch thing and it says Toki Doki on the back that's also, wait, let me show you the orange guy.

Wait this little orange guy, isn't he?

Cool.

What a cool dude.

And on the back he says, I won't because he won't, no matter what you tell him to do, he's not gonna do it.

That's our boy.

If you're interested, these will be available soon.

I've never had like much before.

But now the merch you get is little Orange dude who won't do things really interested.

That will be out soon.

I will have links onto.

But yeah, that's everything.

I'll see you in a video again very soon because I'm actually editing some videos.

There's also a video from ages ago that I'm going to upload summer.

Emma will be coming back, ignore that.

It's in the summer.

It'll still be fine.

But thank you so much for watching.

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