What a pretty name

I'm Magpiewing,

it's such a pleasure to meet you!

I was chosen to become a healer for horizonclan but...

I couldn't do it,

the hurt, the loss...

it was unbearable

I felt so useless

watching my comrades die by my paws.

There is nothing more freeing than the open valleys

beneath a bright, blue sky

*sigh*

I could forever stay lost

in the hymns of the blooming fields

and bathe in the golden light

seeping through the forest leaves

I'm never forgiving myself

for leaving you behind Lily

but I had no choice!

You'll never understand the agony

of seeing your loved ones suffer on their death bed

when it all hangs on you to save them.

You see?

I'm useless.

It's all my fault

and I couldn't do anything