Oh my God, yeah.

Will I get there?

Can I get there?

What if I go out there and I fail everybody?

Did I do the best I could and did I tell the truth?

My whole life has been a preparation for this role.

And all the preparation is for nothing if you don't get it with an action and cut.

I have waited my whole life.

I have worked my whole life.

To take all that stuff we've learned and test it.

That exploration that human beings are supposed to do and many times don't.

Something was screaming out at me.

Don't f**k it up.

Can we say f**k?

People think you're crazy.

You're completely and totally vulnerable.

You're just in the search for truth.

You just want someone to say that was good enough, let's move on.

That's what I love about the job because it is always into the unknown.

How do you remain human and connected?

You really have to dig.

Tapping into those moments in your life and your existence.

Can you make me feel what you're saying?

Yeah.

Don't you love that pressure?

This is as good as it gets.