Oh my god

Here we go

Bro like is she okay? Okay. I'll update you in a little bit

We're kind of like making progress with packing got some boxes and then we have more boxes

Yeah, that's the update

Remember crying in that closet. I

Look I look a mess right now so basically I

Just got the green flag

That I can move into my new place

It's official

I was just kind of like waiting for the green light kind of waiting to see if I was gonna get the spot if I

Would ever I'd be able to move. I started packing everything because I was like

I'm gonna move like and today I found out that I got the place and that I can move in literally today

They left the keys for me. So I am going to

Take a couple things I've been living out of a suitcase for the last couple of days

Because I started packing up all of my clothes and like all of my things

So I'm probably gonna take that same suitcase to the house and I'm really excited

Everything for the most part is packed. Just main furniture is here

Because the movers I'm gonna get movers to help me with that. But yeah, I'm gonna take a couple things

Put it in my car and we're gonna head over

I

Jenny's PR package was priority

Oh

I'm not gonna lie. I really need a pee

She's so happy

How do I get in cuz I really need a pee I'm gonna be honest. I'm good

What the hell

Oh

What the heck?

This is the beginning of like a scary movie.

Good vibes, good vibes.

The PTR of this client ID is red, and E, no.

I'm gonna do a load of laundry.

Because I haven't done laundry in the longest time.

Which is like really cool.

Sorry.

We're at the new place.

I just got a package that I've been waiting so long for.

I have wanted to buy myself Korean skincare since I found out what Korean skincare was.

But I've been in between moving, so I didn't know where I wanted to like ship it to.

So I preemptively got this package like delivered here.

And that was my way to like, that was like my subconscious way of manifesting the house.

I was like, I'm gonna deliver the package as if I already got the house.

And I want to unbox it because I've been waiting for this for all of my life.

I'm really excited.

Okay, let me show you guys what I got.

I got the Anua toner.

Sunscreen.

Wow, I love that they give you doubles of everything.

I got the serum.

And then I got a moisturizer.

Damn, this tiny ass moisturizer.

I mean, I guess it comes with like this, so.

And then I got this like snail mucin.

Not gonna lie, man, I'm really excited.

Anyways, I've just been hanging out with my dog all day.

And she's been running around and I feel really happy because she's happy.

The breed of my dog, she's a Boston Terrier.

They have a lot of energy and they run a lot and love playing and they're really playful.

And I am happy she has space to run and play.

I kind of felt bad the last place I was in was not really like built for pets or animals.

But I have to move the rest of my furniture on Tuesday.

So I'll probably record then because I have a lot of packages that I need to unpack.

And I'd like to show more of the house.

That's for later.

Good morning.

The movers are coming today to bring me all of my furniture.

And I'm really excited.

And it makes my move just that much more legit.

I'm nerdy.

So we have some stuff in the garage.

We have some stuff in the garage.

Apparently things for my closet.

Hey.

Yeah, so the movers came and moved everything.

There was a lot of furniture.

There was definitely like, it's definitely a different layout.

So I'm trying to figure out what I want to keep and what I'm going to give.

Because I might be giving away a lot of my furniture and selling it.

I need to figure that out.

Oh my God.

Like baby.

Like she's so baby.

Baby.

Like she came and sat on my lap.

I'm going to cry.

I love you.

I'll give you a sneak peek though.

This is the kitchen.

Did you fart?

Baby.

I kind of feel like the space that I'm in is kind of a metaphor for my life.

There's lots to be done.

But we're getting there.

And it's going to be okay.

Maybe.

Yeah, it feels like I still, there's so much more to go.

Like tomorrow I think also I have to wake up.

What was I saying?

Oh, I have been struggling recently with being perceived.

Every single time that I am with anyone, I am like, how do you view me?

Like, what do you think of me?

Like what, who am I in your head?

And it fucks with me because I start acting different based on what I think they're thinking of me.

But I don't know what the fuck they're thinking of me.

And I'm just honestly jumping to conclusions and I need to stop.

I don't know.

Maybe I'm like a bit loony.

Maybe I'm a little loony.

I started watching The Crown because Josh O'Connell is in it.

And he is my white boy of the month.

Oh my God.

Belly's pillow.

This is Belly's couch.

And there's a pillow for her couch.

Belly laying it.

Yes, good job.

Thank you for demonstrating.

We love you.

With the sock that she literally like robbed me of.

Hey girls.

So I filmed my moving video and a week later I also filmed this like New York vlog.

And both were really short.

They were both like seven, eight minutes long.

So I thought I'd compile them and put them into one.

So here is the beginning of a separate video but also happened within the same month.

Okay.

If I look scary it's because I was taking a nap.

I wasn't.

I was laying in bed but like I felt like I was like asleep.

Like I was awake but I felt like I was asleep.

I found out like an hour ago that I was going to New York.

And I'm so happy.

Like I'm actually so happy.

I've been wanting to go to New York for such a long time.

But I've been saving up.

Like I have bills to pay.

Like I just can't hop on a flight and go to New York.

But now I can.

Like but today I can because I'm going with Heaven.

And yeah this is my, this is me trying to vlog.

So.

I don't want to leave.

That's the one thing.

Someone's going to take care of her though.

So yeah.

This is my going to New York for 24 hours vlog.

She's beauty.

She's grace.

I love New York.

I'm washing my face in the bathtub.

One second.

Let me just get something.

Ignore the greasy camera.

We just finished shooting two outfits.

And I think we're going to do one more look with my hair down.

So I'm excited.

I feel like a character.

Hey.

So I just got back.

I tried to get some BTS.

I wasn't going to make everyone stop so that I could get a clip for the vlog.

But it's fine because I got some photos of the glam of one of the glam.

We bleached my eyebrows.

Now I dyed them back and I kind of miss the bleach.

They look a little like bushy right now because they're still dye.

When I got to set, I was like, I wonder how long this shoot is going to be.

I'm going to put my stopwatch on so that when I get home, I'll stop it and see how long this was.

And literally for eight hours, I just got to the hotel.

I have to go pick up Belly.

I miss her so much.

And then I need to do some deep breaths and meditations because I am on one today.

Okay, wait, me again.

Hey.

So I got back from the photo shoot and I was honestly kind of exhausted.

The red eye was catching up to me.

So I had the best time ever shot in the Anna Sui collab.

And it was so cute.

And everyone on set was just like so fucking creative and cool.

And I just love being in rooms with people like that.

It was honestly very like fast paced.

Like everyone was like, okay, let's get this done.

Because it wasn't like, oh, we have all day.

Like, let's hang out and, you know, chat.

Like everyone was very much like on a mission.

So I didn't vlog the actual photo session.

But I did take some photos.

And I'm back home now.

The photos are out now.

I'll probably like put them here.

They're so fucking cool.

I looked like a space alien edgy version of myself.

I loved it.

I wish I could just like be that all the time.

But yeah, I hope you guys enjoyed this.

Okay, I love you.

I love you.