Not the way we pictured it Feels like an existential crisis Or am I being dramatic?

I wish the world would shut its mouth Give me space to fucking sort it out Like I'm fine, just leave me alone I'm great on my own But if I'm being honest I'd hate to waste us on this But I truly hope they find their own peace of mind I don't know what I'd be doing without you You love who I am Cause I don't care as long as I'm with you I reach for your hand In this ugly world where the color is fading You're beautiful in every color and shade I don't know if you drink But raise a glass to the past and the story of us A little bit of complication never hurt my body, I know But it's different when the target is your mind And everybody's talking shit, no bigger hypocrite It's fine though, my sisters and I We sympathize But if I'm being honest Never thought that I would have this Back when all I needed Was people who will stay I don't know what I'd be doing without you You love who I am Cause I don't care as long as I'm with you I reach for your hand In this ugly world where the color is fading You're beautiful in every color and shade I don't know if you drink But raise a glass cause It took a while to get here I'm fearless but I still fear You'll disappear cause I couldn't be The person that you need I won't ever leave I don't know what I'd be doing without you You love who I am Cause I don't care as long as I'm with you I reach for your hand In this ugly world where the color is fading You're beautiful in every color and shade I In this ugly world where the color is fading You're beautiful in every color and shade I Don't know if you drink But raise a glass To the story of us