I feellikethethefactthat I can't seeam I drooling?
Okay, it's fineNo, you'regood.
Andnoandyou'recleanonthefoodtoyouHey, what's goingoneverybodyforfirstwefeast I'm SeanEvansandyou'rewatchinghotonesIt's theshowwithhotquestionsandevenhotterwingsandtodaywe'rejoinedbySZAShe's a four-timeGrammyaward-winningsinger-songwriterandOscarnomineeHeralbumcontrolwasnamedonRollingStone's listofthe 500 greatestofalltimeherfollow-upSo s garnerednineGrammynominations, includingthreewinsWecan't waittoseewhathappenswiththethirdstudioalbumLanacomingsoonSZAifthatisSZA.
WelcometotheshowHeyIsitme?
I'm tiredofbeingme.
Anyway, ohmygod.
I'm ready.
Areyousomeonewhoenjoys a spicymeal?
No, I Don't I like a littlebitoflike a hotsauceforlikeforTang.
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I knowno, let's justkeepgoingOkay, that's yummy I'm drinkingmilk.
That's nasty, but I feellikeforfunctionalpurposesanyportin a storm, youknowwhat I mean?
That's whyyoureachforthemilkintimeslikethese.
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Likeisitreallymoreaboutcapturing a momentorcapturing a timeinyourlife?
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I don't knowwhatshitmeanstomeuntil I sayitlikeas I doitand I'm likeIt's all I usuallyasklike I'llaskmyengineer.
I'm like, ohthatwascrazy.
I'm likeKillyourexAndso I have a lotofenablingaroundmeandthat's howitalljustcomestogether I Justwanttohurryandjusttakemetohelljusttakemethere.
Well, youknowwhatit's a slowwalktohellNoshowwithmesaysitbutwearehandinhand.
ThisnextoneiscalledghostpepperpearWhatcan I askyouwhatmadeyouareyoupunishingmebygivingmethenewflavorsthatnoone's evertriedyetAretheyjustlikesohotthatyoujustwouldn't dothistoanyoneelsethatyoucaredabout?
Well, no, noListen, I'vebeenthroughthis 350 times, youknow, soyoucouldnevercareaboutanyofthat.
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I thinkwe'realreadycheckingWe'realreadycheckingthatboxtoday I'm wonderingthoughisthere a corollaryforyouasanartistlikeisthere a projector a song?
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Youknowthisyou'vedone a millioninterviewsyoucomeinandyou'rekindofin a flightpattern, youknowSowewerelike, well, whatcanwedotodisruptthatandoursolveforitwaslikewellWhatifwehadourguestseatincreasinglyspicychickenwingsoverthecourseoftheinterviewtousas a waytobreakthemAndhereweare 25 seasonslaterstilldoingit.
Youknowwhat I'm saying?
What's yourmorning?
You'rerisingsign.
I knowyou're a tourist I don't know.
Maybeyoucanhelpmeoutwiththat.
I don't know.
Doyouknowwhattimeyouwereborn?
I wasbornat a 950 inthemorningThere's somethingbehindwhyyou'redoingthis, okay, cool.
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Isthereanelementofyourliveshow?
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It's justaboutbalance.
I guesshowwouldyoudescribeyourideal 30 minutesat a SkyZonetrampolinepark?
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Okay, it's fine.
That's right.
I'veseensomethingsMywigoffandripmymaskoff.
Just I'm gonnaseeyouaroundButit's fineSoyou'vebeenopenaboutyourstruggleswithfameyourdistasteforthelimelight.
I'm curiousWhatdoyouseeisthevalueofmaintaining a senseofmysteryinthisdayandagewhereyouknowfanshavemoreaccess?
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I gotyou.
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I guess I justkindofgetscaredand I divebackinlikeanidiotWhatdoyouseeasthevalueofdisguise?
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Whatwouldyoubeifyoucouldbeanythingelserightnow a bearperiod, youknow?
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I feellikeyou'rehandlingitbetterthanme.
I'm literallysweatingMetoo a sharedexperienceallthewaythroughthisthing.
I Feellikethethefactthat I can't seeam I drooling?
Okay, it's fineNo, you'regoodandnoandyou'recleanonthefoodtoyouCleanallthewaythroughDoyoueveractuallycookthethingsthatyouseeontik-tok, youknow, I alwayslaughwhen I see a commentfromyouThat's likerecipe.
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I feellike I'm closeintheendand I wanttofinish I feellike I'm notfullyrecoveredfromtheprevious.
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Thatwascrazy.
Youwerelikethat.
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Socrazy.
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I didn't know I didn't knowifwewerecookedanditwasokayifwewereand I praiseGodthatwe'renotand I thinkodbFrombeyondtophrasegraciousness.
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YeahIsthisthelastone?
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You'veclimbedtothetopofMountScovilleoverhereandyouknowtoclosethingsoutYou'resointouchspirituallyEmotionally, no, I knowhowitgoesWithyourbrainonfireandmouthablaze.
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I feellikethethefactthat I can't seeam I drooling?
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