But something about it felt like home somehow

但不知為何，這裡有一種家的感覺

And I left my scarf there at your sister's house

我把圍巾落在你姐姐家了

And you've still got it in your drawer even now

而你現在還把它放在抽屜裡

Oh, your sweet disposition and my wide-eyed gaze

哦，你甜美的性格和我睜大眼睛的注視

We're singing in the car, getting lost upstate

我們在車裡唱歌，在北部迷失方向

Autumn leaves falling down like pieces into place

秋葉片片飄落

And I can picture it after all these days

這麼多天過去了，我還能想象出它的樣子

And I know it's long gone and that magic's not here no more

我知道它早已消失，魔法也不再存在

And I might be okay, but I'm not fine at all

我可能沒事，但我一點也不好

Cause there we are again on that little town street

因為我們又來到了小鎮的街道上

You almost ran the red cause you were looking over me

你差點闖紅燈，因為你在看我

Wind in my hair, I was there, I remember it all too well

風吹過我的頭髮，我就在那裡，我記得太清楚了

Photo album on the counter, your cheeks were turning red

櫃檯上的相冊，你的臉頰變得通紅

You used to be a little kid with glasses in a twin-sized bed

你曾經是一個戴眼鏡的小孩，睡在一張雙人床上

And your mother's telling stories about you on the t-ball team

你媽媽在講你在棒球隊的故事

You told me about your past, thinking your future was me

你告訴我你的過去，以為你的未來就是我

And you were tossing me the car keys, fuck the patriarchy

你把車鑰匙扔給我，去他媽的父權制

Keychain on the ground, we were always skipping town

地上的鑰匙鏈，我們總是在跳城舞

And I was thinking on the drive down, anytime now

我在下山的路上一直在想，無論何時

He's gonna say it's a love, you never called it what it was

他會說這是一種愛，你從來沒有把它稱作是什麼

Till we were dead and gone and buried

直到我們死去、消失、埋葬

Check the pulse and come back swearing it's the same

檢查一下脈搏，然後回來發誓它是一樣的

After three months in the grave

在墳墓中度過三個月後

And then you wondered where it went to as I reached for you

當我向你伸手時，你還在想它去了哪裡？

But all I felt was shame and you held my lifeless frame

但我只感到羞愧，你抱著我毫無生氣的身軀

And I know it's long gone and there was nothing else I could do

我知道它早已不復存在，而我卻無能為力

And I forget about you long enough to forget why I needed to

我忘記了你，忘記了我為什麼需要你。

Here we are again in the middle of the night

午夜時分，我們又見面了

We're dancing around the kitchen in the refrigerator light

我們在廚房的冰箱燈下跳舞

Down the stairs, I was there, I remember it all too well

下樓梯，我在那裡，我記得太清楚了

And there we are again when nobody had to know

我們又回到了無人知曉的時代

You kept me like a secret but I kept you like an oath

你把我當祕密，我卻把你當誓言

Sacred prayer and we'd swear to remember it all too well

神聖的祈禱，我們發誓會牢記在心

Maybe we got lost in translation, maybe I asked for too much

也許是我們的翻譯有誤，也許是我要求太多

But maybe this thing was a masterpiece till you tore it all up

但也許在你把它毀掉之前，它還是一件傑作呢

Running scared, I was there, I remember it all too well

驚慌失措地奔跑，我就在那裡，我記得太清楚了

And you call me up again just to break me like a promise

你再次打電話給我，只是為了打破我的承諾

Too casually cruel in the name of being honest

以誠實為名，過於隨意殘忍

I'm a crumpled up piece of paper lying here

我是一張皺巴巴的紙，躺在這裡

Cause I remember it all, all, all

因為我都記得，都記得，都記得

They say all's well that ends well but I'm in a new hell every time

都說皆大歡喜，但我每次都在新的地獄裡

You double crossed my mind

你讓我想了兩次

You said if we had been closer in age maybe it would have been fine

你說過，如果我們年齡相仿，也許就沒事了

And that made me want to die

這讓我想死

The idea you had of me, who was she?

你對我的想法，她是誰？

A never needy, ever lovely jewel

一顆永不需要、永遠可愛的寶石

Cause the shine reflects on you

因為閃耀的光芒映照著你

Like we'd been in a party bathroom

就像我們去過派對浴室

Some actress asking me what happened to you

有女演員問我你怎麼了

That's what happened to you

這就是你的遭遇

You who charmed my dad with self-effacing jokes

你用自謙的笑話迷倒了我爸爸

Sipping coffee like you're on a late night show

喝咖啡時就像在看深夜節目

But then he watched me watch the front door all night

但他整晚都看著我看前門

Willing you to come

希望你來

And he said it's supposed to be fun

他說這應該很有趣

Turning 21

21 歲

Time won't fly, it's like I'm paralyzed by it

時間不會飛逝，我好像被它麻痺了

I'd like to be my old self again

我想做回原來的自己

But I'm still trying to find it

但我仍在努力尋找

After plagiarized days and nights when you made me your own

在剽竊的日日夜夜之後，你把我變成了你自己

Now you mail back my things and I walk home alone

現在你把我的東西寄回去了，我獨自走在回家的路上

But you keep my old scarf from that very first week

但你還留著我第一週的舊圍巾

Cause it reminds you of innocence

因為它讓你想起純真

And it smells like me

它聞起來像我

You can't get rid of it

你無法擺脫它

Cause you remember it all too well

因為你記得太清楚了

Cause there we are again when I loved you so

因為當我如此愛你時，我們又在一起了

Back before you lost the one real thing you've ever known

在你失去唯一的真愛之前

It was rare, I was there, I remember it all too well

這很罕見，我當時在場，我記得太清楚了

Wind in my hair, you were there

風拂過我的髮梢，你就在那裡

You remember it all down the stairs

你還記得下樓梯時的情景

You were there, you remember it all

你在那裡，你記得這一切

It was rare, I was there, I remember it all too well

這很罕見，我當時在場，我記得太清楚了

And I was never good at telling jokes

我從來都不擅長講笑話

But the punchline goes

但笑點是

I'll get older but your lovers stay my age

我會變老，但你的夫妻不會變老

From when your Brooklyn broke my skin and bones

從你的布魯克林打破我的皮骨開始

I'm a soldier who's returning half her weight

我是一個返回一半體重的阿兵哥

And did the twin flame bruise paint you blue?

雙生火焰的瘀傷把你塗成藍色了嗎？

Just between us, did the love affair maim you too?

我們之間的戀情也讓你致殘了嗎？

Cause in this city's barren cold

因為在這座城市的荒蕪寒冷中

I still remember the first fall of snow

我還記得第一場雪

And how it glistened as it fell

它在墜落時閃閃發光

I remember it all too well

我記得太清楚了

Just between us, did the love affair maim you all too well?

我們之間的愛情是否讓你傷痕累累？

Just between us, do you remember it all too well?

你還記得嗎？

Just between us, I remember it all too well

就在我們之間，我記得太清楚了

Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there

風拂過我的頭髮，我在那裡，我在那裡

You remember it down the stairs

你記得它下樓梯

I was there, I was there

我在那裡，我在那裡

Secret friend, I was there, I was there

祕密朋友，我在那裡，我在那裡

It was rare, you remember it all too well

這是罕見的，你記得太清楚了

Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there

風拂過我的頭髮，我在那裡，我在那裡

You remember it down the stairs

你記得它下樓梯

I was there, I was there

我在那裡，我在那裡

Secret friend, I was there, I was there

祕密朋友，我在那裡，我在那裡

It was rare, you remember it all too well

這是罕見的，你記得太清楚了

Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there

風拂過我的頭髮，我在那裡，我在那裡

Down the stairs, I was there, I was there

下樓梯，我在那裡，我在那裡

Secret friend, I was there, I was there

祕密朋友，我在那裡，我在那裡

It was rare, you remember it all too well

這是罕見的，你記得太清楚了

Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there

風拂過我的頭髮，我在那裡，我在那裡

Down the stairs, I was there, I was there

下樓梯，我在那裡，我在那裡

Secret friend, I was there, I was there

祕密朋友，我在那裡，我在那裡

It was rare, you remember it all too well

這是罕見的，你記得太清楚了