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  • Yeah. It's my life. My own words I guess. Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd

  • give an arm for? Not the expressin'. No. Literally give an arm for. When they know they're your

  • heart. And you know you were their armour. And you would destroy anyone who would try'n

  • harm her. But what happens when karma turns right around and bites you. And everything

  • you stand for turns on you to spite you. What happens when you become their main source

  • of a pain? Daddy, look what I made. "Dad's gotta go catch a plane." Daddy, where's mommy?

  • I can't find mommy where is she? "I donno go play Hailey baby, your daddy's busy. Daddy's

  • writin' a song. This song ain't gon' write itself. I'll give you one unda dog then you

  • gotta swing by yo self." Then turn right around in that song and tell you you love her. And

  • put hands on her mother who's a spittin' image of her. That slim shady. Yeah baby slim shady's

  • crazy. Shady made me. But tonight shady's rockin' by baby. Huh. And when I'm gone just

  • carry on. Don't mourn. Rejoice everytime you hear the sound of my voice. Just know that.

  • I'm looking down on you smilin'. And I didn't feel a thing so baby don't feel my pain, just

  • smile back. And when I'm gone just carry on. Don't mourn, rejoice everytime you hear the

  • sound of my voice. Just know that. I'm lookin' down on you smilin'. And I didn't feel a thing

  • so baby don't feel a thing just smile back. I keep havin' this dream, I'm pushin' Haley

  • on a swing, she keeps screamin' she don't want me to sing. You makin' mommy cry. Why?

  • Why is mommy cryin'? Baby daddy ain't leavin' no more. Daddy, you're lying. You always say

  • that. You always say this is the last time. But you ain't leavin' no more. Daddy you're

  • mine. She's pilin' boxes in front of the door tryin' block it. Daddy please! Daddy don't

  • leave! Daddy no stop it! Goes in her pocket pulls out a tiny necklace locket. It's got

  • a picture. This'll keep you safe daddy take it with you. I look up. It's just me standin'

  • in the mirror. These FUCKING walls must be talkin' cuz man I can hear em. They sayin'

  • you got one more chance to do right and it's tonight. Now go out there and show em that

  • you love em fore it's too late. And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door it turns

  • to a stage they're gone and the spotlight is on and I'm singing. When I'm gone just

  • carry on, don't mourn rejoice when you hear the sound of my voice just know that, I'm

  • looking down on you smilin' and I didn't feel a thing so baby don't feel no pain, just smile

  • back. And when I'm gone just carry on, don't mourn rejoice everytime you hear the sound

  • of my voice. Just know that I'm looking down on you smilin'. And I didn't feel a thing

  • so baby don't feel no pain just smile back. 60, 000 people all jumpin' out their seat.

  • The curtain closes, they're throwing roses at my feet. I take a bow and thank you all

  • for comin' out. They screamin' so loud. I take one last look at the crowd. I glance

  • down. I don't believe what I'm seein'. Daddy it's me! Help mommy, her wrists are bleedin'.

  • But baby we're in Sweden. How did you get to Sweden? I followed you Daddy. You told

  • me that you ain't leavin'. You lied to me dad and now you made mommy sad. And I bought

  • you this coin. It says number one dad. That's all I wanted. I just want to give you this

  • coin. I get the point. Fine. Me and mommy are goin'. But baby wait. It's too late dad

  • you made your choice. Now go out there and show em that you love em more than us. That's

  • what they want. They want you more so they keep screamin' your name. It's no wonder you

  • can't go to sleep. Just take another pill. Yeah, bet you you will. You rap about it,

  • yeah word. K-keep it real. I hear applause. All this time I couldn't see. How could it

  • be that the curtain is closin' on me? I turn around. Find a gun on the ground. Cock it.

  • Put it to my brain. Scream "Die Shady" and pop it. The sky darkens. My life flashes.

  • The plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes. That's when I wake up.

  • Alarm clock screamin'. There's bird's singin'. It's springin'. Haley's outside swingin'.

  • I walk right up to Kim and kiss her. Tell er I miss her. Haley just smiles and winks

  • at her lil sister almost as if to say... When I'm gone just carry on, don't mourn rejoice

  • when you hear the sound of my voice just know that, I'm looking down on you smilin' and

  • I didn't feel a thing so baby don't feel no pain, just smile back. And when I'm gone just

  • carry on, don't mourn rejoice everytime you hear the sound of my voice. Just know that

  • I'm looking down on you smilin'. And I didn't feel a thing so baby don't feel no pain just

  • smile back.

Yeah. It's my life. My own words I guess. Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd

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