I smoke two packs a day

If I'm working both jobs at the same day then it could be like three or four.

If I'm drinking then like five or six.

I've been smoking since I was probably fifteen

I started smoking because I was in a play. My excuse was method acting but deep down I really wanted to just try smoking cigarettes.

I went to college and started drinking and just

had an occasional cigarette while drinking and it took me here

I know smoking's bad for me it's possible that I want to quit eventually

but it's a lot easier said than done

I've quit for a few times, couple weeks tops, and then ended up just buying a pack again

I hope to get scared out of smoking cigarettes and finally be able to fully quit.

I'm upset with myself that I have decided to pick up this habit and hopefully seeing the

physical changes to my face

it'll help me make a positive choice in my life to quit smoking

I don't think it'll change my mind but it's worth giving it a shot

oh

Oh my god.

Oh shit. Oh wow.

I'm so old.

The craziest part about it is it doesn't look like I have makeup on. It just looks like I'm an old man.

Uh, that's awful

Lines around my lips will make my lipstick bleed, and I do like to wear lipstick.

The looseness of the skin gives it a very almost frail texture

Well my teeth are absolutely disgusting and taken back it's pretty bizarre

If this is what my outside appearance looks like just from smoking cigarettes,

then I can not even imagine what my insides look like.

It's kinda depressing. I am an old man

After this experience I definitely want to cut cigarettes out of my life completely

I don't to continue this anymore.

I'm going to reconsider smoking less or quitting

Try to make sure that my body ages naturally and not super advanced like this process shows

A lot of people say they only smoke when they're drinking alcohol and that's

exactly how I started doing it can turn into a habit that you do every day

I still kind of really want a cigarette which is how upsetting of a hold cigarettes can have on your life

it's not worth it