but i’m still missing u

& i can’t see the end of this

just wanna feel ur kiss

against my lips

& now all this time

is passing by

but i still can't seem to tell u why

it hurts me every time i see u

realize how much i need u

i hate u i love u

i hate that i love u

don't want to, but i can't put

nobody else above u

i hate u i love u

i hate that i want u

u want her, u need her

& i'll never be her

i miss u when i can't sleep

or right after coffee

or right when i can't eat

i miss u in my front seat

still got sand in my sweaters

from nights we don't remember

do u miss me like i miss u?

fucked around & got attached to u

friends can break ur heart too

i'm always tired but never of u

if i pulled a u on u, u wouldn't like that shit

i put this reel out, but u wouldn't bite that shit

i type a text but then i nevermind that shit

i got these feelings but u never mind that shit

oh oh, keep it on the low

ur still in love with me but ur friends don't know

if u wanted me u would just say so

& if i were u, i would never let me go

i don't mean no harm

i just miss u on my arm

wedding bells were just alarms

caution tape around my heart

u ever wonder what we could have been?

u said u wouldn't and u fucking did

lie to me, lie with me, get ur fucking fix

now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed

always missing people that i shouldn't be missing

sometimes u gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance

i know that i control my thoughts and i should stop reminiscing

but i learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings

when love & trust are gone

i guess this is moving on

everyone i do right does me wrong

so every lonely night, i sing this song

i hate u i love u

i hate that i love u

don't want to, but i can't put

nobody else above u

i hate u i love u

i hate that i want u

u want her, u need her

& i'll never be her

all alone i watch u watch her

like she's the only girl u've ever seen

u don't care u never did

u don't give a damn about me

yeah all alone i watch u watch her

she's the only thing u ever see

how is it u never notice

that u are slowly killing me

i hate u i love u

i hate that i love u

don't want to, but i can't put

nobody else above u

i hate u i love u

i hate that i want u

u want her, u need her