And it was really good.

I definitely do think I have fears.

I'm a worry wart.

Let's just say I used to be very secure as a person.

We definitely have the standard fears and worries.

One of my exes, he ended up telling me that he actually cheated on me after I broke up with him.

How do I know this time is different?

Because that's what I think every single time.

Chris was my first serious relationship, you know, my first boyfriend.

I haven't dated other people. How do I know this is it?

There's part of me that worries that we'll put in all these years, and it came to nothing.

That's scary, 'cause when do you know, exactly, what you need to know to get married?

Well, Jeff has diabetes, and it's manageable, but it destroys organs, and I worry that he might go.

I mean, everybody goes.

But I wanna go first.

We hug kind of constantly.

We hug a lot.

Once every day?

I think she wrote down somewhere that "When Jeff's upset, I'm just gonna hug him."

I wrote it down, but when he makes me angry, that's the last thing I wanna do is hug him.

Four minutes?

We're gonna hug for four minutes?

- That's a long time. - That's great.

You're going with the hands down here.

I'm looking at the ring you designed for me.

A lot of changes in just a few years, huh?

You know I'm really grateful for you, right?

Grateful for you.

My neck is all getting stiff.

Like oh, getting old.

I'll hold you.

It's okay.

You've aged beautifully though.

That was four minutes?

Wow.

It goes so fast.

I feel really good.

I feel like, I wanna hug again.

I think the physical touch, it made it better.

I think I felt very comfortable, because it was him.

You don't always feel, you don't know what to say.

But you're always willing to hug me or hold me.

It actually felt very relaxing, and almost therapeutic.

The return, when someone just, you know let's you know it's gonna be okay.

You don't have to use words to tell someone it's gonna be okay.

There's just like, a new experience for me.

By being in the same space, and talk about things.

I think, too, the gift of a hug.

It's free.

It's a beautiful thing.

We should do that more often.

Not when I'm mad at you though