I felt a lot of pain but it didn't stop my heart

我感受到巨大的痛苦, 但那並沒有順利停下我的心跳

And all I really wanted was someone to give a little fuck

而我唯一想要的就只是一點微不足道的關心

But I waited there forever and nobody even looked up

但我在那裡癡癡等著, 卻沒有半個人肯看我一眼

I tried it once before and I think I mighta messed up

我曾經試過一次, 但我想自己或許搞砸了

I struggled with the veins and I guess I didn't bleed enough

我在血泊中掙扎著, 我猜我的血大概流的不夠多

But maybe I'm alive 'cause I didn't really wanna die

但或許我會活下來是因為我其實並不是真的想死

But nothing very special ever happens in my life

但我人生中真的一點好事都沒發生過

Take the blade away from me

把刀子從我身邊拿開

I am a freak, I am afraid that

我是個怪胎

All the blood escaping me won't end the pain

我害怕就算所有的血液都從我身上離開 也沒辦法終結這痛苦

And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me

甚至會對那些曾經關心過我的人造成困擾

I died to be the white ghost Of the man that I was meant to be

我就算要死也要用那個我命中註定的樣子成為幽靈

I tried it like before and this time I made a deep cut

我像曾經那樣又試了一次, 這次我切出一道深深的傷口

I thought about my friends and the way I didn't give enough

我想起了我的朋友們 也想起了我沒對他們付出足夠的感情

And I shoulda told my mother 'mom, I love you', like a good son

我也該像個好兒子一樣告訴我媽 "媽, 我愛你"

But this life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one

但這人生壓得我承受不住 所以我已經準備好迎接另一次人生

Take the blade away from me

把刀子從我身邊拿開

I am a freak, I am afraid that

我是個怪胎

All the blood escaping me won't end the pain

我害怕就算所有的血液都從我身上離開 也沒辦法終結這痛苦

And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me

甚至會對那些曾經關心過我的人造成困擾

I died to be the white ghost Of the man that I was meant to be, yeah

我就算要死也要用那個我命中註定的樣子成為幽靈

I tried it once again and I think I might black out

我又試了一次, 這次我想自己應該能順利闔上雙眼

I shoulda left a letter but I had nothing to write about

我或許該留封遺書, 但我根本沒什麼好寫的

My blood is all around me, I get dizzy if I stand up

我的血環繞在我四周, 此刻如果我站起身大概會頭暈目眩

The cutting part was easy but regretting it is so fucked

動手如此容易, 但後悔卻他媽如此地難

Take the blade away from me

把刀子從我身邊拿開

I am a freak, I am afraid that

我是個怪胎

All the blood escaping me won't end the pain

我害怕就算所有的血液都從我身上離開 也沒辦法終結這痛苦

And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me

我會對那些曾經關心過我的人造成困擾

I died to be the white ghost Of the man that I was meant to be

我就算要死也要用那個我命中註定的樣子成為幽靈

I tried it once again and I think I went too far

我又試了一次, 這次我想自己已經沒辦法回頭了

(The man that I was meant to be)

(我命中註定的樣子)

I cut a little deeper and the pressure stopped my heart

我切得稍微更深一點 現在這股壓力正阻止我的心繼續跳動

(The man that I was meant to be)

(我命中註定的樣子)

I couldn't tell my mother that I love her, I'm a bad son

我再也沒機會告訴我媽我愛他 我真的是個糟糕的兒子

This life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one

這人生壓得我承受不住, 我已經準備好迎接另一次人生