- Seven years. - like I had a bad breakup.

We broke up because a family problem, and so it was hard to break it off knowing that it was a reason that had nothing to do with us.

I got to the point where I was like you know I don't want you to leave your family for me, and I want my future husband's family to love me.

I know my family would have you know loved him and adored him regardless of whose and what he is or where he's from.

It just took me a while to let anyone else in, and I've always wondered you know why certain things didn't work out or certain people, and no I guess I know why now.

It's a really nice thing to be let in to something so intimate like that so early on upon meeting someone.

It felt like she was comfortable letting me see some of the past pain.

You're definitely someone that I haven't met in a very long time.

You're very genuine, and even though you're you're smart, you are good looking, you've got everything going for you, you still just a decent guy that you can have a chat with.

I was worried that you know how the date would go and if you actually feel a connection with me or it was on my head.

Not all in your head at all, no, not at all.

I think there was an immediate attraction and spark, and today's just been a really phenomenal day... yeah it's been a perfect first date.

- I have one more surprise actually. - Oh my god, why are you doing this to me!

Sogand, will you accept this rose?

I wanted a rose so bad, but what I got out of this date is way beyond a rose.

There's definitely feelings there.

If I feel like I've got something special with someone, and if they potentially could be the one, it doesn't take long for me to fall for them, and Matt's definitely someone I could fall for.

I'm definitely in trouble.