I've always known I wanted to be a mom.

I've always known that that's the identity that I wanted for myself.

We're here. We're nervous.

I don't want to go in.

Is this right?

I'm still shaking so much.

This is IVF number five.

These are my lucky socks.

This is our life right now, doing all the paperworks.

I'm a little discouraged.

But that's okay, right? That's okay.

Um, we... [sniffles]

Let's go do it. Let's go.

It's something that happens to so many women,

but it doesn't make it any easier.