And I'm like, rubbingsleepoutofmyeyeslike, Whatisit?
Whatisgoingonhere?
So I gotoKimSnapchatand I watchitall.
And I'm likegirl, thempowderslikesoundeddryonhersnapliketheyjustlooked a littlejockey.
Soofcourse, mytweetwent a littlecrazyeverywhere, andeveryone's talkingaboutevenmore.
Andthenitturnedinto a circus.
Youallknow I amveryabrasivewithmyopinions.
I'm always a veryhonestand I reallydon't holdback.
But I'm just a veryhonestperson.
Andwhen I seesomethinglikethatonmygirlBut I alsocomefrom a verysarcastic, sillyplace.
Andofcourse, ifyoudon't knowmepersonallyoryouhavebeenfollowingmefor a while, youdon't knowthat.
That's kindofmyhumor.
So I putupthatpicturewhichyouguyssaw, umandthenletmezoominandthiswasheronherarm.
So I screenshotIthurtsnow.
And I putitupand I waslike, OhmyGod, he's looked a littlerough, whichthemajorityoftheInternetagreedwithme.
Okay, thenallof a sudden, a fewhourslater, I'm filming.
I'm packingformytrip.
KimgoesonSnapchatandreferencesmeandguys.
I seethatmyfansaretotallyhatingonsomeonelikeJeffreyStarrforbeinghonestaboutmystruggles.
Justbecauseofhisremarks.
I'm learningfromthebestlikeforMario, likehowtoswatchproperlysoguyslikeand I seeyoubeingsopettybringingupthingsinhispastwherehe, youknow, was, youknow, negative.
Buthe's alsoapologizedforthosethings, and I getIt's soseriousdeal, ifyousaylikeracialthings.
But I dobelieveinpeoplechangingandpeoplethatapologize.
SobasicallyKimwasactuallyowninguptothefactthatshereallydidn't knowhowtoSwatch, which I gottasayonething, and I know a lotofyououttherewerequestioningherabilityandwonderingwhy.
Okay, ifyou'regonnamake a makeupbrandandshowitoffandmakeproducts, howthehelldoyounotknowhowtoswatch?
Whichis a greatquestion.
Somovingpastthat, Kimsaidthatshewasnotevenmad, that I calledheroutandsheknewthatsheisnotgreat.
It's watchesandthatshe's stilllearningonthat.
Sheappreciatedthefeedbacknow, obviously, ifyouknowanythingabouther, shealsohaskindof a sarcastichumor.
And, ofcourse, whatdowedoeverytimewehave a feud, whetherit's withKyliewithcattleontoyouwithtwophasewitheveryonethat I'veeverhadDramawave.
I'm I'm alwaysdowntoexposesometruthtoyouguysbecausethisbeautycommunityisverycrazyandthere's a lotofbehindthescenesstuffthattheaudiencedoesnotgettobe a witnesstoorsee.
And I havedefinitelyexposed a lotofthings, anditmakespeopleveryangry.
Soeverytimethatthereisanonlinefuture, a fight, wealwayshavetoreferencethesamesonganddanceofcommentsthatmade 12 yearsago.
Youknow, KimevenwentonherSnapchatandsaid, Hey, I metJeffreywith a cleanslate.
I don't judgehim, Thepastisthepastandshebasicallysaidforeveryonetoegetoverittobasicallymeantforeveryonetogetoverlikeharassingmelikeleavehimalone, getoffhisback.
But a lotofpeopletookitforHey, Kim, youcan't tellustogetoverwhat I said, whichyouguyslookthatwerebeatingthesubjectinto a deadhorse.
I loveeveryone.
I don't give a fuckwhatanyonesayswhetheritisusweeklyor t M Z oranyonethatwantstokeepreusingthesame 12 yearoldsubject.
Youcan't tellme I'm racist, bitch, because I'm not.
Andyes, I saidsomefuckedupthings a longtimeago.
Really?
Everytimethat I getinto a feud, we'rejustgonnakeepreferencingthesamething.
Youcan't tellme I'm something I'm noteverybody.
SoOkay, I wakeupthenextmorningandKimwenton a wholeSnapchatrightaboutmeand I wakeupthenextmorningtoallofthis.
I wassure I lookedatmyphoneand I waslike, Oh, boy.
Now I know a lotofyouareprobablygonnabreakdrafter.
Youlovedrama.
You'reallintothat.
There's a differencebetweendramaandtruthandintegrity.
And I'vealwaysbeenaboutgivingyouguysthefax 100% thefacts.
Youknow, noonecanbuyme.
I don't give a fuckwhoyouare.
But I wokeuptoah, law, A lotofhateandcraziness.
AndthereissomuchmediaattentiononthissubjectbecauseofKim, I gotthrownunderthebus a littlebitnowifshedidreachouttome, I dowanttoputthatonrecordbecausesomanyfakestoriesareoutthere.
Isthatthankyoutoeveryoneouttherethatsupportsmethatwatchesmyvideosthathasboughtinmymakeupbrandthathasevenjustliked a pictureonthatisjustsupportedmeandyouknowme.
Youknowthatwhateverthemediasays, it's fullofshit.
Here's thethingthat I wantyouguystoreallythinkaboutanddigestbecausethemediaisveryscary.
Ifthereis a divorce, if a celebritybreaksupwithsomeoneelse, ifthereisanysortofanything, ifthere's a deal, whyitiseverywhere.
Sowhatdo I havetodealwith?
I have a dealeverandregurgitatingthesamesonganddancefromtheseoldhighschoolvideosandpeopletryingtomakemeseemlike I'm a certainway.
Butnooneeverwantstotalkaboutthepositive.
And, youknow, I'm definitelyon a youknow, a differentpath, and I'm sorryforrunningmymouthandmakingthisinterestsobig, but I justwanttoletyouguysknowthatdrama's drama.
Butreallytakeitwith a grainofsaltandrememberthatthesepeoplelovemakingmoneyoffofthisstuff.
So, youknow, youevensawitlastyearfromKatvon D dramatoNowpeoplehaveusedmynametogetclicks.
But I dowanttonotethat, um, ifyouaresomeonethatisonthefenceaboutme, oryouthinkthat I'm allinitforthedrama.
I declinedeverysingleinterviewfromCNNtoTim Z totheDailyMailtoTheNewYorkTimestoeverysinglepersonthat e mailedmeandcalledandreachedoutandwantedmetoshiptalkcamearoundmygums.
I'm good.
I wasinBoraBorasuckingdickandrelaxinganddrinkingRedBullonthestandandenjoyingtimewithmybestfriendsbecause I amnotintofeedingintothatgarbage.
Somovingon, ifyouwanttowrite a storyaboutmeandtogetclicksandmakeadrevenueandmakemoneyoffofme, I can't stopyou.
Now I knowthatyoucantaketheseofteninterchangethem.
Soifyouhave 11 youcanputthisoneonthisandkeepthis a CZ.
Yousee, theyarethesamething.
So I thinkit's onlyfairthatwezoominonthepanandlet's seewhathappenswhen I touchitonce, because, um, that's what I do.
Solet's seehere.
Okay, lookatonehate.
Allright.
Socoursefromhittingit a fewtimes.
Thereisdefinitelysomepayoffonthebrush.
Ofcourse, asyouseerightthere, Isiteven?
I don't know.
I can't tell.
So I guessLet's justputthisonthehollowofmycheekandseewhatthehellisgoingtohappen.
I alwaystapoffmybrushones.
Oh, okay, work.
Nowlet's seewhathappensnow.
Saidit's buildable, whichobviouslyit's notlikethecraziestpigment, which I don't wantanyway, cause I don't wannahavetoblendoutjustfromdoing a fewlittlelikehitsinthere.
Okay, it's obviouslyshowinguponmyskin.
Letmedo a littlebitmorenow.
Thebrush.
Itdoesfeellike I'm gonnasaysemisoftlike I feelsoftbutontheskin.
I don't knowif I likehowit's blending.
I mean, it's let's seehowit's blending.
Sonowwehave, ofcourse, thissidewhichhasnothing.
Let's churnandshowthisside.
Now, I heard a lotofpeoplecomplainingaboutthisbeingwaytoowarm.
I'm notlike I'm notmadatit.
Solet's justtakeit a littlebitmoreandlet's seewhathappenswhenwecouldevendoourjawgirl.
Okay?
Huh?
Thatfuckinshowed a girl.
Okay, I thinkthemore I likedipinitreallyheldthepigmentontothebrush.
So I'm gonnataketheoppositesideandjustgoover.
Ofcourse, thishasnoproductonit.
I almostlikeitbetteronmycheeksversusonmyjaw.
Almostlooks a littlemorelifeLordgirl.
Now, ofcourse, let's dotheforehead a littlebitnow.
I wouldneverusethisbrushtodomyforehead.
I thinkthatit's toolikeit's toothick, whichyouprobablyheardtheeverhearmesayoutloudagain.
So I'm justgonnatakethismorphybrushandjustdabintotheironce.
Allright, let's seewhathappens.
Allright, soit's lookingsubtle.
It's notlookingtoocrazy.
Now, I dowanttosayonethingthat I'm a littleshockedabout.
Like I wasexpectingthistolookreallyorangeonme.
Butobviouslyyouguys, ifyoufall a manstabbedshot, youknow, I wasjust, umyouknow, onanislandinBoraBorainsunallday.
And, youknow, I'm anantiagingwhore.
I hatebeinginthesun, butthere's a fewtimes a yearwhenyoujustgottaletyouryourbodyliveandmyassgottanmyfacegotsomesunthatwasjetskiingandswimmingwithsharksandstingways.
Somaybe I'm likingthisbecause I personally I'm a littlemoretanmyself.
But I'm notmadatthis.
Notmy 400 guyslooks a littlepatchy, onlybecausewithbrush I mean, it's it's hardtogetintothehairline.
I'm justgonnabehonest.
I thinkaftermyhairsurgery, I feellikepigmentdoesnotstickrightbymyhairline.
I don't knowwhy I coulddoeverythinginmypowerandless I, like, putitintomyhair.
Itlooks a bitpatchy, so I thinkit's onlyfairthatwetrytheverycoolbronzeorcoloronthisside.
Andlet's seehowwefeel.
Youguysjustgonnagrab a cleanbrushfromthemediumkit?
Sowe'vealreadyhad a productonthisone.
I don't wanttodirtyitup, sowe'llputthatoverthere.
Allright, sowe'regonnatakethis, youguyson a cleanbrushandlet's gointotheotherbronzerandlet's getsomeproductinthere.
Asyousee, shelookslikeevenMaur.
Notpigmented, butmore I falloutinlittledustythanthatside.
Allright, sothisdefinitelyis a damn.
That's a coolassbronzer.
Solet's seewhatitlookslikeonmyskincase.
Let's justdo a littlecomparison.
Sohereisthemorewarmcontouronthisside.
Andthenlet's do a littleturn.
Andhereisthecoolside.
Whichonedoyoulike?
Better?
Obviouslyyouguyswanttostandoffbelow, buttheydon't looktoofaroff, eventhoughobviouslyinthepan, and I willwatchthemwithmyfingersin a second.
I'm not, youknow, I can't sayitdidn't workthisside.
Ofcourse.
Putonthehighlighterverythick.
Soifyou'resomeonethatone's a littlemoresubtlety.
Youknowwhereit's gonnagoinwithourlittlemorefeet 5 10 brushandkeepitreally, reallyherebecausethisis a loteasier.
I thinkthatforhighlighting, thisisverybigandsomepeopleupsmallerfaceslikeputLauraLee's headnexttomine.
Girl, I livelike a horse.
Let's, uh, get a roundofapplausebecausethe k k e w beautypowdercontourandhighlighterkidsare e I know a lotofyouwereprobably a littleshakenandshookbyhearingthatrightnow, butyeah, theyarealldramasideIf a productworksbitchofproductworksAnd I thinkthat's alwayswhat I'm gonnabeabout.
I don't careif I'm draggedthroughthemud.
I'm stillgonnatrythisshit, and I'm stillgonnabehonestwithyou.