Sothefrozenfacething, despitemybesteffortstoproperlyrecordthings, I failedmiserably.
But I tried.
I reallydidspeakgood.
Fullscreen, Thissuckercamera.
No, I thinkjustbetterusethephone.
Isthatbetter?
Oh, theaudioiswaybetter.
Canyoudoit?
Horizontal.
I thinkthatyeah.
Don't takemycameragangsomekindofparanoid, youknow, a lotoffeedbackhere.
Yeah, it's I don't knowwhy I likebetweenustwovideoguyswerehavingtheworstquality.
I knowwhereyourheadphonesanyways, backtomybrother's experienceinVancouverwasalwaystaking, youknow, since I'vecomebacktooneofBeckettreallynoticed.
Thisispeoplethink I'm Filipinoevenwhen I tellhimnotfolk, youknow, like I'm halfChineseand, likehalfChineseandhalfFilipino, right?
LikeNo, no.
Justlikehavetrainingsmuchotherstuff.
There's a largeFilipinocommunityhere, So I'vehad a lotofpeoplecomeuptome.
I'veonlybeenherefor, like, 23 weeks, but a lotofpeoplecometome.
They'reFilipinoandsayHello.
Younewtothecity.
How's itgoing?
Youknow, youwanttocomemeetmyfamily?
I'm like, Doyouthink I'm Filipina?
Really?
Aren't teamlikeno, notforthankyou.
AndthenwhataboutbackinWinnipeg?
Uh, I guessthere's a lotdarkerpactand I havelonghere.
Soifyouif I wasneededSorry, quickpausehereBackthenpeoplesaidnativeas a nativeAmerican, althoughinschooltheytaughtusaboriginal.
HowevernowthetermisindigenousOk, pauseover.
I canfly.
YougotmistakenforMexicanarelikeLatinoorsomething?
No, that's why I'm downintheStates.
I'm downthestatesoit's called, itwasaskedmefromBlock, MexicanAssumeis a mixofblockingnext.
Well, Davey, I thinkthetermthey'relookingforisAfroMexican.
IfyoucantrustWikipedia, themostfrequentwouldbeMexican, and I evenhaveMexicansaddressingmeinSpanishWhen I wasinMexico, thathappened a fewtimes.
SoifanyonewascuriousastowhatblackandwhiteMexicanbrotherswouldlooklike, Thisisyouranswer, theotherone, thatwegetquite a bitasMexican.
Andnowthatit's, uh, gettingsomeeuro, I noticedthat, youknow, especially.
Butwe'relike a hatorsomethinglikethat.
And I werelike, Youknow, likeitjustthewhiteshirtwithbuttonsonit, andit's kindof a dinerwheneverpeoplewillthink I'm likefromCentralAmericaorMexicoorsomething.
Soanyway, thatwaswhere I thought, OK, youknow, I'm reallynottermslikebanana.
Sometimeshaveyouthrownaroundrightyellowontheoutside, whiteontheinside, although I think I'm theoppositeofthatmorewhiteontheoutside, Chineseontheinside, I know, butit's a term, doesn't it?
I mean, youknow, you'rebitbasherof a ScottishlikeNo.
DidyoueverfeelanydiscriminationatallinCanada?
No, I I don't thinkso.
Allright.
I don't I don't rememberfeelingany.
Um, I think a lotofit.
Really.
Evenifyou'relying, Allfourofusbrothersup.
There's fourdifferentshadesfrom, umand I amthefairestonthatscalethere.
So, uh, uhuh, I couldn't say I feltanythingspecificnumber.
I think I did.
Youknow, I'm probably a bitdarkerthanyouon.
Uh, I wasalso, what, fouryearsaheadofyou.
So I thinkyouknow, youcan I thinkyou'regreatatschool.
Therewasactually a lotmoreAsiankids.
ProbablyMaybetherewas, but I justneverpayattention.
Yeah, that's what I'vealwaysthoughtlike, Seriously, I'm thinkinglike I justsonaivethat I don't seeitbecause I justcan't thinkofanyincidentwhereeverfeltlike I'vebeendiscriminatedagainst?
Therewasjust a veryfewotheressencediseaseotherthanwaitonbythetimeyouknow, justfouryearslater.
Hehad a mixofkidsinhisclasses, andthat's onlysevenyearsdifferenceforme, right?
So I think I wasjustlikethatkindof a tipwherethey'rereallywhatweren't verymanycoloredpeopleatallintheschoolsthatwewere, I don't know, maybepeoplesecretlydiscriminatingassessthat, likeme, that I justneverreallypaidattentiontoyou, whowouldjustfigurelike, Oh, theyjustdon't likebeingwhatever.
AndIoseisfocusedonwhothepersonwas.
So I justassumedthatifsomeonedidn't likemeisbecausetheyjustdidn't likemeas a person, notbecauseofmycolorormyraceorwhatever, butnow, like I lookaroundand, youknow, I'vebeenherefor 33 weekswalkingaroundwith a chicken.
Notthere's a lotofAsians, halfAsianmixes.
There's a lotofAfricanlotofMiddleEasternlikeit's a verymixedcitynow, like a lotofthecities.
And I justfeellike, Hey, I justwriteinoneofthesefolksthatairaroundandwherewebelonghere, Right?
So, uh, that's morehow I'vebeenthinkingthat, youknow, I'vegotgirlsnow, huh?
They'reyouknow, theyshowupat a part, playwiththekids.
There's noonesays, Hey, whereyoufrom?
Youknownothing, right?
Let's justAbel's playingandso I don't know.
Tomethatjustfeelsnormalandnatural, and I don't see a difference.
Youknow, it's funnyis, I don't knowifyou'venoticedthere's been a coupleofarticleslatelyaboutpeoplethathavegonebackandlookedattheirraceandwhatitmeanstobethenecessity.
I thinkitwasmaybe 10 yearsagookaytocorrectmybrother's shoddymemory, whichisironic, sincethepodcastisabout a ladywhofactchecksHearstBodyfamilyhistorytocover a pair 25 yearsago, andtheladyherselfwasn't interviewed.
Butshefeltlikeshehadlookedlikethecomputergeneratedfaceofthefutureandthatletteronthepathtoresearchherfamily's history.
Andshewaskindofsimilarto, lastly, someAsia, someHispanic, someCaucasian, just a mixtureofraces.
Andwhen I lookather, shecouldhavebeenlikeoneofoursisters, youknow, oryouhad a sisterwereobesity.
I thinkofusaskindofthefutureofwhattheworld's gonnabe, anyways, just a wholebunchofmixedracewherethereisn't reallyanidentifier.
Youknow, I think a lotoftimesweaskthequestion, youknowwherewefromandwetriedtogroundourselveswithwithanidentitywith a senseofbelongingandplace, huh?
Andyouknow, thereisvalueinthat, theirsecurity, thatthere's importantSoonthat I believe.
Butmaybethebiggerquestioniswherewegoing?
Whatarewegonnado?
Wouldhavebeenaccomplish?
Youknow, I'm just a bitofeverythingand a bitofnothingatthesametime, Doeshekindoflike, youknow, youkindoffitintoeverycategory, butyou'renotreallyanyofthosecategoriesbecauseyou'renotenoughofanythingtobethenewthem.
Attheendoftheday, I reallydon't care.
Youknow, I amwho I amandwait, It's It's interestingtoseewhere, uh, wherewecomefrom, but I thinkit's moreinteresting.
Andtotellthetruth, thisvideo's kindoflikemylongwindedwayofexplainingwhy I'm making a documentaryaboutJapaneseidentitybecauseallmybrothersand I, asCanadians, cansimplysaywhereCanadianandboom, endofstorythepastisimportant.
Peoplewillaskaboutit.
Butthefutureiswhereit's at.
I don't believeidentityisthatsimpleinJapan.
It's somethingas a Canadian, I think I can't completelygraspandprobablyneverwill.
But I thinkit's animportanttopicandonethat's evermorepressingasimmigration, evenifonLeeoftemporaryforeignworkersisincreasinginJapan.