do it this is our first birthday celebrating

your birthday together and probably like ten years so it's really emotional for

me I can't believe you're 22 which means that our older Dennis we've been through

so many ups and downs together and you are my rock and I'm so proud to see who

you become envy coming I know that you're still on your journey as a young

I'm just so proud of you I'm always here and in the areas I got at least as

always

I have to say and my hand is made a blueberry pizza wait a second this is a

look at Rick I can stop bleeding please no yes no yes you're the best kid in the

whole entire world and this give me the smartest kid - I agree no pictures see

you tomorrow for more books when I do level two we do number one now when I do

it level two amazing good job babe I dunno and the

night mark you know that when Mama was in

Russia and she met her YouTube friends one of them gave this to you guys and

now that's your toy and you're sleeping with it that's so cute

good morning Monday new week and we leave already towards the end of

December that's insane I woke up a little late because I kept waking up at

night for max although max did not wake up I was just

waking up every stand that he made I jumped out of bed but at 7:23 I need to

go to the gym today's Monday I have a training session I usually wake up like

an hour in advance to eat so I'll have time to process but again I woke up late

so I'm just gonna have banana with some peanut butter to fill me up and a little

bit of coffee and we're hit the road

wow I'm gonna watch TV or the news and I don't know

yes

going to the basement to make my post-workout smoothie because Max is

sleeping upstairs and you never wake up a sleeping baby that's the rule in this

house we're pretty good with noise I mean it's inevitable I have two other

boys so it's crazy noisy but when it's silent option one if you want to hold

them

they feel with me Wow thumping by Fingaz you wanna go get

him baby no no I'm coming max

okay hi guys so should I read congratulations

today is your day you're off to great places you're off and away and never mix

up your right foot with your left and will you succeed yeah yes you will

indeed 98 and 3/4 percent guaranteed oh my god kid you'll move mountains no yes

no okay so be your name Buxbaum or Bixby or Bray or Mordecai Ali Van Allen O'Shea

you're off to great places today is your day your mountain is waiting so get on

your way I've learned a lot from this book have you learned a lot yeah what

did you learn look up what are you the world is

waiting for you yeah it's waiting for you and you shouldn't be scared to go

and get whatever you want watch watch see I'm looking at huh I already told

you what way how to say oh thank you guys for watching tomorrow will not

tomorrow's Thursday and why not why not tomorrow because I want me to go into

brick in the video okay on Thursday we're gonna do another book

with Jake Jake's good night book club yeah Dee and you won't be able to dance

to it I will be very very strong I know but it's not like a song that you can

still

this is a they didn't beat you : no that's it and did you like it did you

like the song yeah we're not so much

take your next bounce okay thank you why do you keep giving me a banana I

okay Wednesday I didn't film anything yesterday because it was too busy

filming content that was pending I'm on my way to my Pilates session I decided

that I'm gonna mix into my training some Pilates to help with recovery and slow

movements and really focusing on the core and strengthening it so I decided

to do that twice a week and then the gym twice a week I'm also kind of trying to

be mindful of my diet you guys know that I'm not into depriving myself so I'm

trying to make sure that I'm having the most nutritious foods so I can keep up

with breastfeeding and still kind of see some results for my training because it

is 80% diet of huai's you guys don't know you can outrun a bad diet

this is one of those days where you know you think you're on a roll but then you

get cut up with doing and not important things and then by the time I was ready

to shoot and do my work for today max woke up and he was a little fussy so I

was with him and then somehow it's 3 p.m. and I don't know what happened and

I have this all over my bed because I was planning to shoot this Instagram

videos outfit video but I'm really tired now and I have like an hour and a half

before I have to go up to cut the boys and take them to hip-hop you still have

a whole night ahead of me with Max I'm usually like powering through but I'm

gonna listen to my body right now and just take a nap still have the other two

kids to deal with today nori is with max right now I said I'm out I don't feel

good sometimes you just have to you need to know when to take a break especially

when you're constantly on and you constantly feel that you need to be on

which is also a really annoying thing not even gonna clean up my clothes I'm

literally gonna make a little space I'm just gonna sleep here and when I wake up

I'm gonna have a matcha latte but not continue with my mommy duties

social media valaria is not she's not killing it today just worked on the

teachers gift basket for the season I need to say thank you for spending so

much time with my children I'm sure that teachers love their jobs but being for

eight hours with 20 kids god bless I have wine I have chocolates

sheet masks hand lotions makeup staff pasta body butters everything that I

could find for to de-stress after spending so much time

with kids Jake and Ben but I appreciate my friends

the teachers and the fact that I'm a beauty father got you ladies not my son

your you are my son no enough you are my universe you are my galaxy I am a tissue

pancake I think with twins do we look alike maybe it's time to

matter in the club are you that hey good job okay let's change your clothes

are you gonna give laughing okay leaving the house go down my butt off okay I'm

leaving to become Beyonce bye guys now you're going I'm gonna go record for

you I love you oh this is gonna be some there see oh are you ready I don't even

know oh my God look how pretty you look and you smell nice Thanks

I smell like barf and my stuff I'm so scared for my life hope it I feel like

it's the first day of school and I don't know what to do with my head and we look

like we're 14 years old so we're messing up that's what she offered you to join

the youth contemporary

okay where we going boys it's party time so here we go with the boys valaria is

at home shooting some video stuff and we are off to Sadiq and then after sided

pop is going to work and tonight actually we have the valaria Inc holiday

party so we're going out right but it's not a party it's a it's a gathering of

adults which it's not interesting at all no it's not interesting so we're

bringing some gifts for your teachers right some holiday gifts not holiday

Christmas okay well that's cool that's cool but not

everybody there celebrates Christmas is it in the back it's in there it's in the

back that's cool but it's holiday gifts right yeah Benny what do you have to say

whole lose that kiss for you that's for me nice

what you guys are silly

you