Start making videos on it, thinking nothing of it.

You know, just having fun doing it, because that's what I love to do.

Just piece Eri and make people laugh.

High school came around, he started wrestling.

There's pretty much All I did was wrestle, trained, wrestle, training, wrestle bollocks.

And you know, I don't really like school that much.

So we started making making videos for YouTube.

Basically, I realized that, like, this is what I truly loved.

You know, wrestling was great, but I didn't actually love it.

Love it, love it.

But this is what I really, really love.

So that that's why I moved to Los Angeles.

And that's why I'm here now on.

I dropped out of high school, finished my school.

I'm I have my diploma moved to Los Angeles with my brother, who's in that room right there.

I left all my friends in Ohio.

I left everything, uh, brought my clothes in a suitcase, said goodbye to my mom.

She was crying as less Airport flew to Los Angeles, started pursuing the dream of being on television, not movies.

Can't thank you guys enough because I see him.

I'm living a dream.

Honestly, I hate to be, like, so emotional because of that.

Not normally like this, But it's I'm living a dream thanks to you guys.

And I'm I'm lucky enough I got so lucky Whoever the 1st 1 to revive it Waas whoever the 1st 1 to like it.

I want to thank you.

Hopefully we're still watching today.

I hope I didn't scare you off, but yeah, handle this every day with Disney Channel.

Okay.

Oh, what?

So, uh, Jake, Paul and Costello here e their car look hard, right?

So never concerned with everything I need to talk to, which is Wait, that's you?

Yeah, E o J.

All right here.

Yeah, but I feel honestly this morning and I'll talk more about it.

But like I had a full mental breakdown.

Jake, Paul and his family and his friends and everybody around him and everything.

I can't do this any more.

What is this?

What the fuck?

But I'm gonna have about three of them.

They're all lying to each other in lying to themselves.

We think Jake is bad.

He did this.

She's been She did this faces.

It's just all about three.

You have three minutes Mental breakdowns this morning.

Yes.

Sorry.

God, there's three really Jake on.

And now I'm back Because I think I realized what all of this and what we actually should talk about.

Talk about everything.

But I just had a moment.

They all have trauma, the whole of controversy they love.

That is not for me.

I don't watch videos like that.

I watch, move bangs.

And like, for me, a movie is like so much more drama free.

You look crazy.

My field.

I'll explain later, But I'm excited.

I'm fucking Starbucks.

Fucking great.

I'm Starbuck.

Same.

And like, I'm gonna kill a fucking do this.

Fucking do this.

Yeah, let's do that over city.

So I think what we're it'll just be me and you for, like, the majority like that way.

So I guess what we should do is wait.

Hey, guys, this'd amazing waking up.

Good.

Catch me.

You know, splurging.

Living well, officially officially, like four months, like superficial.

But before that, it was a while leaving, like, a year.

I feel like we just never like wanted Thio make it like Facebook official.

Yeah, I'd like this is like during the time that, like all like the shit like drama was when I was sick.

I just didn't know who to trust.

Ever so insane, which was just sad, but yeah, you said you said for, like, the first year that you were like, the idea of eating was not No, I the first, like, two years that we were working together like a serious boyfriend.

Hey, did you miss me?

Yeah, I missed you too, You know, like, I couldn't like sand because I was working for you know what I mean?

Like it was.

You know what I mean?

That no, I didn't like you either.

Know, You know, I actually built a strong foundation, too.

It's weird because, like, I never would like, thought of her in that way.

Never.

Then, like, one day, like way spent so much time together to like for, like, two years every single day for like, one day.

Like we woke up like I was like, What do you think?

Your butt looks work, but you get off.

Oh, the But yeah, I got my butt lifted.

You have way.

You, actually.

Oh.

What?

Um, maybe water.

Yeah, I'm gonna take a shot.

You want double?

A double, I think is very good.

Morning, America.

Wait.

Probably.

Yeah, I never drink.

I mean, I've never drink before my audience.

It would be like, I don't know, actually, I want my general interest, people, people, But I don't think they do.

You just take shots.

Yeah.

Just wear me like a solitary, You know, we have to.

We have thio really shaping for my coffee too.

Honestly, I'm not holding anything back.

Just saying fuck it.

Let's do this.

E never gets here.

Let's talk struggles.

So, Erica here, I'm done.

So here's kind of what I yesterday showed me a lot.

It showed me use a real person.

It showed me your present relationship.

But after doing all the research hearing all the different sides of the story hearing your gran decides and everybody sites when I realised Waas, I think the idea of choosing sides being here in the back.

Oh, she's back.

She's a bad guy.

Well, this is the bad phases.

The bagman, Oro Jakes, the baton.

I think it all at the end of the date like doesn't even matter because we need to look at it.

Everybody is kind of on the same level on all sides.

It's like, Yes, you know, Elissa cheated on you and all of that stuff that we'll talk about What brother would fuck their brother's ex That I know is that something I shouldn't bring up like, What was his reaction?

No, no, I don't know if that is something, but then you could also say Well, but Jake probably did this, that so it balances.

So, do you want two?

Yes, this person might have lied about this situation.

Whatever it is, Jake, you're abusive and you're physically abused Melissa.

On the other side of it, it's like he's not like a physical abuser, like he's not.

America has things to she knows everything that I went through and like she's just super critical.

Everybody says that this e I feel like it's just everybody has made their career based controversy views.

Look, I'm excited for the rest of the Siri's.

I literally have no idea what it's about or where it's going, and you've been very honest about like, yeah, I want to be famous I want to be on Twitter news.

I wanted to do all these things and it works.

Basically, anything I do now get picked up in the press.

All press is good press.

Right?

Side effect of that is it kind of puts everybody in the same place of like, a mess.

It is, Yeah.

And I have this weird feeling like we but I like him and wait.

I really like her and like, I feel like I could be friends with her, but what does that mean?

And I my dumb and my people will be mad at me for that.

But it's like No, because I like to phase two.

When I met him, he was cool.

I think everybody has their shit that they've done.

It's not about making this person look bad or this person look good.

It's like, this is your chance to just be like, All right, here's my side of it.

Here's my opinion.

Here's my story what I think happened, But I think about these things.

Nobody can hate on you for just being honest.

You know what I mean?

It's like knowing as much as I love Jake, we don't talk like normal brothers do I think as much as we should.

Our family's a bit that good if you couldn't tell, this is what it is.

For my respect for me like that.

I feel like that was what?

That's why I kind of like, never talked about a lot of the controversies was because I told you, yes, I was like, I just feel like it would just be like me ranting and like, tryingto defend myself and it wouldn't seem like, really are authentic, You know what I mean?

I'd like people even if I was telling the truth.

Like I just I just didn't feel right about, like, trying to, like responders have my side of the story out there off camera.

We're talking about something like, Well, if I talk about this thing that people are going to Sam lying or they're gonna bring up other things and they're gonna add onto it So it's like, Why even talk about it?

What I want to do with this is the link.

Fuck all that.

I want to go through everything.

But that's kind of a tone I want to set and also gonna be super honest.

Okay, I woke up with the text for America, which is like Erica E.

So I've been thinking about the part where we talked about blink, and even though it's all very true and honest, I don't think it's my place to tell the whole world.

If Jake wants to talk about it tonight, then you can use that footage.

I totally get where she's coming from.

And I know because I wanted to come from him.

So I think there's a lot of fear from a lot of right.

Michael.

I don't know what to do about certain things or I don't know.

I don't know what I'm afraid of, black man with this and that.

She reported this to this day, he has this.

I had to watch the security footage for face time, and there's like so much of that.

But that's the worst thing you could ever do where I realized, like Oh, everything has kind of been done for using for fame and her crazy motives and beef dramas like Everybody's kind of on the same page, words like everybody looks bad because everybody's on the same page and it's like so some want to come out later.

Billy Goat, You lied about this.

It's pretty when I got in that text up screen shots for days, other recordings to Don't make me tell them the truth with everybody you know, it's I was even looking at the assault thing.

We'll talk about that later.

But I was looking at that.

I was like, You know what?

Even that.

It's like the fact that that was a video that was titled a video still up right now.

The fact that Erica, you were on the news talking about it, it was very much, and I'm sure there's reason for it, but it was very much like capitalizing on something that isn't good.

So it was very much like, Oh, we're twitter moments people are talking about Thank you for putting yourself out there for my vlog and so I could get the views of subscribers.

Yeah, I need to write.

And the video's never been taken down.

I mean, I didn't really lose much from, and I blew the fuck up from it, to be honest.

So I think going into this with that mindset of like, we're all in the fucking same page sorry you had to get dragged into this kid's life and all this YouTube drama and craziness that goes down.

Welcome to the log log.

There is a lot.

There's a lot of controversy, but I think the main thing people want action talk about shit as a person, not as a video.

Not as you know anything, Pete.

Or is she just a fucking person and just be like, this is what happened.

It is what it iss.

This is how I feel about you.

Think you have somebody right now that has your back on who also calls your ship and also actually cares about that.

So that's also why I want you having somebody you can trust me on somebody you really, really contrast.

Yeah, yeah.

No, I mean, I agree.

I wanna I wanna like I just want my truths to be out there, and yet you're right.

It's like it's like Like what?

Nick said.

It's super.

It is super complicated.

And there's, like, so much so, so much, you know, like it is a lot of the situations that are super complicated.

Yeah, literally.

Some of the answers to these questions can literally be like I just wanted to wear it.

I wasn't thinking about just wanted a little moment, you know, like, if that's one of your answer's fucking own it, because that's real and honest.

And if one of them is, like, super complicated, But it all boils down to the fact that, like you wanted money or power or you wanted to fuck somebody over, just fucking own it because of those people on the other side with the same shit.