And then she forgot about the people that cad, most me kids, family.

She got horny and she acted I because it felt good in the moment.

It wouldn't find that exciting, especially when the alternative is cooking supper night after night for your kids and then maybe watching a meeting with your husband.

Let's be honest.

I was faithful.

I stuck to our marriage vows.

I've been tempted by always resisted where she trampled on a marriage on everything that we built for a shock in a car park.

We've got two kids under the age of six, so you want to about black and white.

That's pretty much how I saw it.

I felt like I didn't the worst thing in the world, and he didn't waste any times to tell me, sometimes shouted, sometimes hidden, muttered under his breath, called me a slag in front of my sister.

He broke her vase that given him from a trip to then his early in our relationship.

And the thing is, I took it off.

I believed it in this awful person.

I had sex with someone else that enjoyed it.

I don't have been twice what happened.

It was a piece of shit.

Here's the irony.

I didn't have an affair because I wanted sex.

It wasn't about the sex.

People always say it's not about sex.

See, Boy said that.

But I I couldn't really accept that.

Because if you take off all your clothes with someone on Dhe fuck, it's about sex.

The irony is I can't so much for Dave.

That became unbearable.

It felt like he was there, but not there.

Out reached for his hand and nothing.

He must have touched me off his own accord.

Maybe once in the last year I tried so hard, I neg cross, try to be sweet and understanding.

Nothing worked.

The thing is, I got proud.

I bottle it up.

I never said I'm hurting.

Help me and that's what led to the affair.

If I didn't love Dave as much as I did, I wouldn't have felt so rejected and I wouldn't have reacted so desperate.

This wasn't about my love of This was about me and my husband.

I was saying Notice me.

I insist that needs how the people could want me.

I was asking Dave to love me because I couldn't take much more.

I didn't hear that.

I heard I hate you.

I want to destroy, humiliate you.

He's gonna pick a date and you fucks me better than you do.

I was reacting out of pride.

Being off I really believe myself for is not so much the affair, but not communicating.

Why I got drawn to it.

Not telling Dave how it felt, how bad it had got for me.

The realize weren't about sex.

But the fact that I loved my husband, I was kept hidden.

Love me, that's what I couldn't be honest.

It's not easy, but I've realized now that I had a role to play in the affair.

On that he didn't just suddenly mysteriously got horny that it was that she got heart and that stuff that we can look together.

It's so easy to play the injured party.

Good guy.

I had every reason Thio paint her as the whore on me.

Is this ST Ho fan past that?

Now?

In fact, it goes, I'd actually goes far as to say that I would take at least 30% B 52 50 50.

It's okay.

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