welcometoanothereditionoffthetransferto a podcastontheroadshowhasbroughtustoMunich.
We'rejoinedbytheoneandonlyMichaelBallack.
Michael, welcomealong.
Thisisthebitwhereyoutellusallthedealsthathappenedduringyourcareerreveal a fewsecretsoftheonesthatdidn't Youhappywiththat?
Wesee a fewcomfortableLet's startatthebeginningpossible.
Whowouldyousaywasthebiggestinfluenceonyourcareer?
Oh, I think I think I havetonamemyparents, youknow, becausetheyknowmefromverysmallAndi, Uh, theyeducatedme.
Uh, yeah.
Astutepeoplewerealwaysnexttomeand, uhuh, everythingWhat I achieved, I think, Chief, becauseofthem, foreveryMichaelBallackthat I'm sureyou'llunderstandthattherearehundredsofplayersthatdon't makeit.
Howandwherewereyouspottedonbywho?
I mean, I grewupinEastGermany, and, uh, I didnormalway a CZ.
Youmightbenothere.
Therewas a verywell, a goodeducationandsport.
Therewas a reallyfocusedonsport, andso I startveryearlierplayingonthestreet, youknow?
Andthenit's theyearofsixorseven.
I joinedtheclub, sothenormalprocessandthen I wasreallygood.
I wastalentedandthenthebiggestclubintowninKarlMarxstart.
Nowit's Kevin, It's theycalledmeforfour.
Move, towthem.
Andthen I joinedthesportsschoolcalledCoyote S inthatday's with 12.
13 veryyoungage.
Sountiltheageof 18 I I stayedatthetown's oh, ourclubplayedinthesecondbonusleaderinthesedays, Ondahad a verybadfirstyear.
Notmepersonally, buttheclubwhichwegotrelegated.
Sowewentdownintothethirdleaksalreadywith 18 19.
I had a a bigdecisiontomadetomakeintermsoff.
Do I stayormaybemove?
Because, yeah, I was a talentedplayerandtherewas a lotoffeyesonmeanditwasalreadysomeoffers.
Sothatwassomething.
Ah, yeah.
What?
What?
No.
Inthenormalway, I I reallyenjoyedmyyouthatmyclub.
Butthenoffcourse, later, I switchedtheclubsyousaidthatclubstartednoticingyou.
Kaiserslautern, ofcourse, wasoneofthoseclubs.
Howdidthatmovecomeabout?
I remember 18.
16 Munichinthattimewasawesomeforme, Evenbetterbyhimclubs, because I wasjoiningtheunder 21 team.
Sotherewas a bitoffocusonme, but I feltnotready.
Youknow, I feltnotreadyforprofessionalfootballondeadlevel.
Andso I saidtomyself, I stayanotheryearplayinginthethirdly, Yeah, tow.
Getthisphysicalimprovement.
Andtheysaidexperience.
Orinthefirstteam, eveninthethirdleague, whichwas a reallyimportantstayformewhen I lookbackbecause I playedthewholeyearonthefirstteam, I couldscore.
I playedinmidfield, youknow, offensivemidfieldbeforewhen I was 18 inthein, thelastyearofyouthareplayedinat a sweeperandthere's a totallydifferentplay, youknow.
Andsothatwas a reallyimportantyearformeasscored 10 goals.
Butwecouldn't makethemoveagainuptothesecondleagueandthenwentoffcourse a newsituationcausesLoudenwas, uh, umshowinginterest.
Andyeah, Inthatmoment I feltreadybecause I hadexperienceyearforme.
I hadoneofmybestyears, ifnotmybestyear, fromthenumbersfromthepointofthenumbersandyeah, RealMadridwasalsovery, veryinterested, butBayernMunichaswelland I was, Butknowingthat 2006 theWorldCupisinGermanythinkingaboutwhat?
Whatisthebest?
Andofcourse, RealMadridissomethingspecial.
Butforme, ByronMunichasthatGermanclubalso, andfinally I don't knowwhatwhatwasthepoorinthedecision, why I madeit.
I waslisteningtomy, my, mymyfeelinglike I diditbeforeaswell.
And I feltyeah, buyingmeaningfulmeanstowriteaddress a CZ, thebestGermanclubondrama.
Dudewasalwayssomethingyoucanhaveinmindafterbecause I wasstillyoungwith 24 todoit.
Maybelateron.
So I decidedforbuyingMunichwithallthesearguments, youknow, formyselftomakethatstep, andthat's whyitwasfamily.
Youdon't strikemeas a manwhohasregrets, Michael.
Butwhenyoulookbackonthat, thispartofyouthinkmaybe I couldhavegone, maybe I shouldhavegonearoundMadrid.
Notjustintheleague, butespeciallyintooninternationalwavebecauseyeah, ifyouwanttowintheChampionsLeagueagainafter 2001 I mean, wehadtoimprovetheteambutthenthattheseasonendsandand I hadAh, I remember I had a friendlymatchbeforetheEuropeanCup 2004 againstMottaandwealwaysdidthistoo.
FriendlymatchestoprepareforthefortheEuropeanCupand I scoredfourgoalsin a veryunimportantmatchagainstmatter.
AndsuddenlybymeaningWaasimpressedfromtheirownplayeragainBecausenow, uh, yeah, I wassomuchmoreworthandtheyaskedforsomuchmoremoney, whichwasunrealisticinthesedays.
50 plus 1,000,000 orevenmore, I don't know, Butthemove?
Butitwas I acceptedthatyouknow, I acceptedthatevenifweweredifferentopinionJust a fewweeksbeforeAndi I carriedontwomoreyears.
WewenttwicethedoublewithBayernMunich, Butoffcoursethingsarechangingas a professionalfootball.
I'm professional, enoughtoacceptdecisions.
Andso I gavemybestthenexttwoyearsfortheclubuntil I I madethemovetoChelseaManyyearson.
Whenyoulookbackthere, isthere a tingeofregretthatyoudidn't callthenewcampyourhome?
Ofcourse, something's sometimesspeciallysixmonthslater, I wasthinkingaboutthat, youknow, becauseBarcelonahad a greatteam, a fantasticteam, thatSavanahLenafromAndihassomeamazingplayersthereaswell.
So I hadthesetwoopportunities 2000 to 2004 tojoinSpanishfootball, especiallythetwobiggestclubs.
Ah, inthattimeAndofcourse, ifyoulookback, itwouldbeinterestingormaybeinterestingtoknowhowthingsarewentif I woulddothis.
Butthisissometimesinlife.
Youmakedecisionsand I repeatthat I'm morethanhappywithmydecisions.
I did, andthingsarelikesometimesyoucan't makethedecisionbecauseinthatcase, itwasnotmydecision.
WhentheclubstaysNo, youhavetostaybecauseyouhave a contract.
And I totallyacceptthatbecause I signedfouryears.
Andbutsometimesthefootballsthingsaregoingquick.
Andso, ofcourse, I wasinmymindtohavethisnewchallengein 2004 butitwasnotincometogetheroritdidn't happen.
Andso I neverwillregretsomethingbecauseitwaslikeitworsewhenyouleftby.
Andthoughitwason a freetransfer, yourcontracthadrundown.
WasthatyourdecisionOnwhat?
WhatwhatwouldbuyinMunichthinking?
Because I'm relayingittotoday's football.
Andit's theonethingthat A LLclubswanttoavoidhappeningbecausetheycouldhavegotmassivemoneyforyou.
Yeah, ofcoursetherewassomethingafterintheyear 2005 I wasnothappybecause, youknow, I hadthisthesisinterviewwithWilderness, andhegavemehiswordthatwegodifferentwaysand I totallyaccepted.
Butlike I mentioned, I wasprofessionallyenoughtoplaywelltogivemybest.
It's a greatachievement, butinternationalwisewaydidn't reallyhave a chancebecausewaydidn't havethatteamtoereally, reallygooutandsayWeareteamtoactuallycanwintheChampionsLeagueandthatwasnotthecaseandthat's why I waslookingforforsomethingelseandalso I was 28 29 I reallywantedtomakethisinternationalexperiencewhich I didn't make 2000 to 2004.
Yougetwhenyoudo a decision, andandyoualwaysthat's a moreintelligentafter.
Butitwasnot a a decision.
I regretbecauseyeah, itwasuptoustoechangethatbecausethey'replayinginthesameleague, youknow, itwasourfaultNotowintheleague, thattheywerethislittlebitbetterthanusoff, especiallythe 1st 3 years.
Okay, winningtheChampionsLeagueitwaswas a tightmatchandtherewasthisluckymomentwhenyouslip.
Itszetheswasdecisionswhoweren't highlevelforme, youknow, anddecisiontohGotoMenUnitedorChelseawith 29 wasnotreallysomethingwouldregretbecausewewanted t tolet a titlelessormoreafteryoumentioneddecisionswillcometo a coupleofparticulardecisionsin a particularmatch.
I thinkyouknowwhat I'llaskyouin a moment, but I wanttowashaboutJosiebecauseafteroneseasonwithhimearlyinyoursecondseason, hesucked.
What's goingthroughyourmind?
Becausehe's theguythathasimpressedyousomuch.
Whenyouarrivedattheclub, heleavesand I knowthatthatiswhathappensinfootball.
Sometimescoachescomeandgo, buthewas a selfconfessedspecialone.
And I madetheexperiencebeforeanddifferentclubsworkingwithdifferentcoachesthatit's partoffootball, youknow, changingcoaches.
Itwashewasalreadyah, inhisfourthyear, I thinkandum, ifyouifyouseeyouknowtheaveragetimeoffhowlongmanagersworkinthesedaysin a clubitwasquite a good a goodaveragetime.
Andhewassointense.
Thewayheworkedwassointensewiththeteamthatmaybeyoucometo a pointwherethingsarenotwalkinganymoreintherightthing.
Sobutitwasmoreorlessourfault.
Everyone's full, theplayers.
Wedidn't playwellandofcourseitwas a decisiontomakebytheclubtochangethecoachornot.
And I thinkbuteventhenafterdefense, theyknowwhatheyachievedwiththeclub.
Youknow, hebroughtChelseabacktothatlevel, youknow, tobeinfocusedininternationalfootball, notjustin a primarilyandhehad a hugeimpactonthedevelopmentafterintheclubandtherewasnotsomethingweregret.
Wehadtolookforward, youknow, madeupword.
AvramGrant a zafollowingmanagertodoimmediatelywell, sothere's nomuchthinkingas a playertoe.
Lookback, youknow, totheoldcoach.
Thingsaregoinggoingon, but I meantherelationshipisstillgoodwithhim.
I thinkwith a lotofplayers, hehas a still a goodrelationshipandasyouwillnotfindmanyplayerswhospeakbadabouthimevenafterhelefttheclub.
Andthat's why I wasworkingwell, offcourse, ifyou'renotwinninganymore, andthingsaregoingnotthatintherightwayanymore, they'resmallthings.
WhenwhenStrongperson, eventhatmyself.
I sawthatwhen I lookbackinmycareerwhen I wasnationalteamcaptain.
Andifthingsarenotgoingsowellanymoreandyou'resuch a strongcharacterandpersonalityandleader, youyoudothinksomesomethingnotalways, right, youknow?
Andifyoulookback, thensometimesyouthinkthatthiswas a decisionMaybe I couldbeamorYeah, we'rehandling a differentway, butbecausestrongcharactersaresouh, yeah, liketheyaretheyinthatmoment, theythinkmyopinionisright, andthat's importantbecauseyouneedthatleadersincertainmomentsindecisiontohavetomakedecisions.
Itwasnot a hugedifferent, youknow, toe, I havetoadmitTogosittingbecause I wasreallyimpressed, ofcoursesittingevenifitwasclearthatitjustistemporarilythereatChelseauntiltheendoftheseason.
Butthethingsheatorthewayhecalmdownthingsintheclubbecause I rememberafterAvramGrandwhichheneverreallyhad a chance, inmyopinion, tolookback, tostaylongerbecauseit's ingeneral.
It's reallydifficultafterJoseMarinattoworkatChelseacouldbe a problemcause a problemforanymanagerafterJosebecausehehadsuch a hugeimpact, such a relationshipwiththeplayerswiththefence, thatwouldbe a problemin a certainwayforanyany, anycoach.
AnditwasforforofRomebecause I rememberweplayedreallygoodfootballunderhim.
Wehadmorefreedom.
Hemanagedtheteamin a differentway, Notsoleadingtheteamsomore, givingmorefreedomtotheplayers.
Uh, but a lotofplayersthoughthewouldbeweak, whichhewasn't, youknow, itwasreallysmartguy, reallyintelligent, a coachinmyperspective.
But, youknow, thecoachmadeittheclubmade a differentdecision.
I think a relationshiptotheplayersareplacedbysittingandBrucewas a reallysmartguy, spoke a lotoflanguage, so I had a reallygoodaccesstotheplayers.
ButwithCarlooffcourse, a zoo, reallygentlemanand a smartguy, youknow, pickingupthings, seeinghowplayersworkandfindingtherightsystemtherightwaytoletusplay, enjoythefootballagain.
And I thinkhedidalsoreallywellhavefuntofind a goodcombinationintermsoff.
Yeah, beingthepersontothepersonoffrespectandbeing a manager, butalsoallowingustoweveryplayer, everyindividualplayertoetoplayandshineandplayingtherightposition.
And I thinkthatwhatwhatwhat's thecase?
That's whyweactuallyplayedsodominatingfootballinthat a yearandwinning.
Didyousayyouwantthedouble?
Butthatendedupbeingyourfinalseason.
Chelsea.
HowWhydidyouleavethen?
AnddidCarlossayno?
I wantyoutostayNo I rememberCarlawantedmeand I hadgooddiscussionswithhimandhesaid, No, Michael, I It's notaboutmebecausetheclub I remembermade a decision.
Hedoesn't.
I was, youknow, 33 alreadyandnormallyAh, theymadethisdecisiontogiveplayersinthatagejustoneyearcontractanymore.
I wantedto I wouldlovetohavetwomoreyearsbecause, youknow, whenyouinthatage, it's bettertohavetwoyearstohave a betterorcanplanbetter.
Today I havetosay, maybeitwaswrong.
Youknow, I shouldshouldstayeventhatoneyeartoacceptthatandthenseehowthingsgofromthere.
But I Yeah, I made a decisionalso, too.
I gottotostaywiththesetwoyearsandmaybetogobacktotheBundesligatoe, have a twoyearcontractinthatageyoumentionedwentbacktotheBundesligawasby 11 KUSAAwfulclub.
Wasthatalways a planofyourswhenwhenyouwerethereoritjustcame?
No, itwasnotreally a plan.
I couldneverimaginethat I gobacktolevelcrews.
Andtobehonest, andthiswassomethingwhen I wasnot, becauseuntilthelastday, I actuallythought, Yeah, wewouldfind a wayatChelsea.
Itwaskindofpoker, youknow, giving a oneortwoyearcontractforinsidemyself.
I was I'm reallyhopingthat I couldstay a Chelseauntiltheend, butitwasn't thecaseandthentheinjurycame.
Youknow, thelastmatchandthat's why I thinkthingsalsochanged a bitintermsoffChelsea.
Youknow, when I camemyfirstyear, I had a longatinjury.
Withsevenmonths, I wasoutforsevenmonthsandtoehavethatagain.
Maybetheywerebitscaredtoethatwecometogetherorgivemethetwoyearcontractoreven a year.
Sothat's whatthingswerechanging a lotinthatlasttwoweeks.
Fouryear, fourweeksafterafterthelastmatchagainstPortsmouthintheCup s o, I havetoorientatemyself, knew, youknow, aftersortedoutmyselfnewthinknewinthenewdirection.
So I wasneverreallythinkingontheBundesligaoronespeciallylevelcousinbecause I hadsuch a fantastictime.
Itlevelcrews, andnormallyyoudon't goback.
ButthenWoodyfellowcalledmeandhesaidthatthingsare a newandhowyouwouldthinkwhenweyeah, ifyoucomebacktous.
Andfromthatpointofview, I actuallywasalreadyjustandnotalready.
I wasjustthinking, startingthinkingabouttomovebacktolevelcourseandandthingsfromthatpointwhenquick, youknow, talkingtohimAnd, uh, yeah, that's whyithappened.
JustfindingMichaelgottwoyearsthereCouldyouhaveplayedonafterthatandmaybeeventry a newchallenge?
PeopletalkaboutgoingtoAmericaandplayingintheMLS.
That's somethingthatcrossedyourmind.
OrdidyouthinkrightthisThisisitforme?
No, I I thoughtaboutthat.
I thoughtaboutthat, but I wasalso a playerwhoYeah, I waslucky, actuallyalsotoplayovermore.
Let's 12 yearsonthehighestlevelwithclubs.
TheymadeitpossibletoplayatChampionsLeaguelevel, and I wassocompetitivealwaystoplayatthatlevel.
Andso I thoughtaboutit.
Butfinally I decidedtostopbecause I feltnotreallycomfortable.
Andmylastyearlevelcousinwasnotsoenjoyablethat I hadthisfun.
Youknowthatyouneedinas a 35 yearageplayertoactuallythatyoumyselfunderstandthewayyouwantgoinyourretiringyears.
Youknowhowyouwannaendfootball.
Youwanttoendyourcareertoenjoythatfootball.
Tohavethatcouldaccessinfourpointsoffwasbetterformetoactuallysaytostopmycareeron a highlevel, thenrathermaybegoingtoeweek, a leak.
It's aidedinAmericaorChina, andyeah, I don't knowactuallywhatyouexpectbecauseyou're a zit.
There's a bigplayer.
Youyoualwayshavetomakethatdecision.
Itwas a hugeexpectationsaswell.
In a weakerleague, youknow, withlet's say, weakerplayers, it's noteasy.
Itdoesn't make a dozenmakethingseasierinthewaypeopleseeyouthewaywhattheyaccept.
Andthenyetblowingyourexpectationsyourselfbecausethat's whatitisyouknow, playingon a lowerlevel.
Someplayerscandothat, andbutyouneedagain.
I didn't felttherearetherebecausethatthatwassomethingtotallynew, and I don't knowwhat I expect.
So I likethings I canhaveaninfluenceon.
Youknow, I canmakedecisionsandknowwhat I getormaybe a certainpercentageofpercentageofknowingwhat I get.
AndthatwasItwouldn't bethecaseif I gotoAmericabecauseitwasformesomething.
Notreally.
I couldfeelwhat I expectinthatleague.
Ofcourse, there's someplayerstheymovetothetotheMLS, but I totallyexceptwhentheydothemove, andthatisalso a newexperience.