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  • welcome everyone to Q and a time with beauty pie.

  • For some reason, you guys like the's.

  • Thank you, God, I hate these stories.

  • I don't care.

  • Stop posting them Anyway, I posted one asking you guys to ask me questions, so let's go.

  • Obviously, there are new sources that you don't agree with or like, but are there any you actually recommend off course?

  • This may be controversial.

  • I think there's definitely a couple that are are good, but I think there's an underlying issue with most of them where it's as if a journalist jobs functions the same way as it is for YouTubers, where they're paid for clicks on their articles.

  • So they're highly motivated to get more people to read their article, and that leads to a lot of Clickbait.

  • It leads to a lot of hot takes, and it makes you wonder what happened to journalism when it used to be subscription base, so they didn't have to rely on these tactics.

  • That being said, why did we have an audience care about any of these sides anyway?

  • Just because they have a news website?

  • We give it some sort of voice of authority when In reality, most people don't seem to care anyways, I don't know.

  • It's like even sometimes when there's a hot take on a website that no one's heard about.

  • But you see that it's a news websites.

  • You're like, Oh my God, this is so stupid.

  • When rallies like it doesn't matter.

  • I guess my point is I'm over it.

  • I don't care.

  • No, that's not true.

  • But I hope people will be as well.

  • What are your future goals after YouTube implying there's gonna be in after YouTube.

  • Do you think you two will exist?

  • Let's say I have ah career until I'm 60 or 65.

  • Do you think you two being 30 years?

  • You're still gonna be the biggest platform for video content.

  • It's not impossible, but it doesn't seem that likely.

  • But you two bitches gonna be the top website forever.

  • And if I keep making videos for that long time, I don't know.

  • I don't think it matters.

  • We found on YouTube.

  • We're not on YouTube.

  • I think what matters more is, uh, if I still want to make videos at that point, which I don't know the answer to, where do you see yourself?

  • 20 years late.

  • There are.

  • Okay, here's the question.

  • I don't know.

  • Do you dare anyone know that?

  • I think I just realized who I am as a person, and I am very into the things I like to do right now.

  • I still really like to do YouTube, but I also think I have a lot more to give, which sounds very nave.

  • I just feel it myself that I am capable of more things than on what I'm doing.

  • And sometimes I'm worried that I'm trapped to make the same daily kind of videos and not working on bigger things on.

  • And if I am not sure if that is holding me back or if that's something I should just keep pursuing, why are you talking much about politics in the last month?

  • I don't think I have, Have I?

  • How do you motivate yourself when you don't want to do something?

  • But you have to get it done?

  • Write down a list that's always the best thing.

  • Whenever I think I'm stuck and I know I have things to do and I'm procrastinating.

  • I always ride down a bullet point list of the things that I need to get done today, and that way you can start chipping off the easy bits and then you can get a clear scheduling your head on how you're gonna make that done.

  • Make a video, Make a thumbnail.

  • Brett the video back.

  • Tomorrow's video answer.

  • Emails Workout read, Go home, Oh, practice Japanese.

  • There you go.

  • That's what my day looks like, which youtuber was the most fun to collaborate with.

  • I think I have the most fun when I record with Jack In and Ken because we are actual, genuine friends.

  • Obviously, it's really fun to go outside and collaborate with random people.

  • It's the kind of thing where, as a youtuber your benefited to network, right, you're Bennett.

  • It's beneficial to reach out to people that you wouldn't normally engage with, just as a way to broaden your scope of Brandon and all that.

  • But I find out to be very I don't like networking.

  • I think it's dishonest and try hardy and grows in general.

  • What's your actual networth?

  • You've hinted it being higher than Google says, And what do you do with that money?

  • Do you have invested in stocks or bonds?

  • Could you give us a brief overview What you do with your money right now.

  • It's very mess because I'm set up in Sweden and UK.

  • So I have like four or five companies.

  • I have some invested in stocks and bonds, but I think overall, I don't really spend it on anything personally because I don't like having things around me.

  • I find it very annoying.

  • I think media likes to under evaluate me now after I became more controversial, like in the Forms top list.

  • I know I'm higher than a lot of other YouTubers on that list, but they always seem to put me lower now, and that's why I'm saying like it is bigger.

  • But at the same time, it doesn't matter.

  • Who cares.

  • It's so unimportant.

  • I don't know.

  • I don't know what's important to me.

  • It's not money, it's really I think money for people is like an inch.

  • People want it because they don't know what it's like to experience it, and then you have any you're like.

  • Actually, I feel the same way now when you retire from YouTube, would you consider founding a network something so other YouTubers can reach their dreams like you?

  • Well, surprise.

  • I used to have a network with Disney called Rebel Murder, and that was the idea.

  • I realized that there's so many ways that I can create a company or do all these things, but I don't care.

  • It's boring.

  • I have the dream job right.

  • Making YouTube videos is what I signed up to do because I want to do it.

  • For me to go into other businesses would be a lot of time, commitment and very boring.

  • As I've learned, it's extremely boring compared to YouTube.

  • You have to want it if you want to pursue a business separately and I've already made money, so there's no incentive to be honest.

  • I feel like a lot of times like a hypocrite, because I keep saying I don't care about money, but I'm obviously still generating a lot of money.

  • I'm still selling march.

  • I'm still putting minerals in my videos.

  • I'm still doing sponsors and it's like if I don't care about money, why do I do these things?

  • In a way, it feels like you're validating your work by making money.

  • I know that maybe not makes sense at all.

  • Then again, the way you make YouTube videos and how successful you're channeling is ties ing to how you're making money as well.

  • If your video makes a lot of money, YouTube is going to recommend that video.

  • Maura's well Does that make sense?

  • I hope in 2019 I can start living by my own ideals.

  • More the Islamic sense.

  • What's something you wish you two would change?

  • Anything you'd like to see?

  • Come back, Put me back in.

  • Google preferred YouTube.

  • That reminds me.

  • Actually, I think that's why I got so caught up with the I'm looking.

  • I'm looking at myself now, but I I can understand why I want to make more money because of what happened in 29 2017 2017 when the Wall Street Journal article came out, my show was cancelled.

  • I was kicked out of Google, preferred getting brand ills was so much harder.

  • You know, they don't want to touch me.

  • So I wanted to prove Okay, Well, you know, I don't need to work with big brands.

  • I don't need to be a friendly, friendly brand.

  • Thio make it and to still earn the same living.

  • So I have to be, you know, I wanted to show that I could do that, and that's why I worked myself into that.

  • You know, I got to work with a lot of school opportunities.

  • Still, like Clutch is one of those companies that were actually loyal to me, even though all that stuff happened.

  • And I think that's, uh, that's really cool and other brands as well that I'm really happy I can work with.

  • Yeah, I think it's gotten to a point where it might feel a bit much, isn't it?

  • Why don't you collaborated videos with Mark a Plier anymore?

  • I think our content swayed in different directions.

  • People seem to think there's beef between us that's not at all.

  • It's literally just I think we probably have a mutual respect for each other.

  • But we don't have that kind of relationship where we have to collaborate to maintain anything I don't know.

  • It's like if you don't interact with someone online, that means you hate each other.

  • That's how people perceive it online.

  • The way the audience perceives relationships and how it is in real life is completely different from reality, and I understand that's hard to to understand.

  • Maybe, but it'd be great if people aren't blowing all of it up for no reason.

  • Okay, what were the hardest and best moments of use of career and have you always enjoy the content you make?

  • We'll start with the 1st 1 I think both for those things happened this year.

  • Best moment was obviously the wedding and I got to share that on YouTube.

  • But also some of the hardest happened this year as well.

  • And it's mainly stuff that I've had to sort of dealt with behind the scenes, a lot of things that just becomes more complicated if you dress it online, basically.

  • But that can also be very frustrating because my home, the whole way I've dealt with things on this channel has been I talk about it, I address it and I get support from my audience when I do it.

  • And that's a way for me to deal with a lot of hardship that comes with you two and then transfer have I always enjoy the content I make.

  • It goes up and down.

  • I think in general, when I find myself not enjoying what I make, that's when I tried different things and based on you guys where you guys think of it.

  • I go in different directions and that's the fun of YouTube.

  • I think that's why it's always changing for me, and I'm not doing the same things all the time.

  • How long do you plan on doing YouTube?

  • I've been getting this question so much all the time because yeah, I said I was gonna go on a break and because things have sort of wrapped up for me almost.

  • You know, I got married.

  • I hit 100 million.

  • You know, it would be a good time to just end it on the high.

  • And it's kind of annoying almost how people keep asking like as if as if I should quit.

  • Like when they're you quitting.

  • Are you thinking about that?

  • Maybe you should.

  • I love you, too, and I think I have more to give.

  • I know that's kind of naive to say, but I generally think so, and I Sometimes I question whether you know, if it's possible for me to achieve Maur by the foreman I'm doing now.

  • Since I'm uploading every single day, and if it has longevity in the sense of, I don't really have days off right now.

  • This year has just been extremely busy.

  • It's been the busiest year of my life and I've already had extremely busy years before when I practically broke down.

  • So I hope I can find better balance for me to keep doing YouTube.

  • If every year was like it was this year than no, I would not do it for very long.

  • But what makes you so interested in Japanese culture or Japan in general?

  • It's like people think you're we've just because you like Japan enemy.

  • It's like the least thing that interests me about Japan.

  • Obviously, their culture is so rich and it's so different from the West and I think a lot of their values and way of interacting fits in with me as well.

  • It's hard to just point at one thing and say This is what I like when it's a lot of a lot of different things.

  • Do you still have the same passion for making videos as you had 10 years ago had is reduced or increase?

  • I would say it's pretty much the same.

  • I think there was more excitement because there was so much more growth in the beginning Ah, and you go from from nothing to something big in a time.

  • But in general, I still really like it because I think I'm still pushing myself to do different things.

  • I've been doing like this philosophy, top of videos and more of ah, ah, different style that I'm not used to it.

  • That's beginning.

  • Ah, lot of good feedback.

  • So that makes me excited to try out different things.

  • So I am.

  • How's Martha doing?

  • Can you guys please record another trying to create a challenge together?

  • You guys a couple girls a lot watching you both being in love, watching a love low, laughing together and bring us all a smile.

  • Uh, mice is doing great.

  • I think she did quit YouTube to kind of leave YouTube, and she definitely wouldn't mind being in a video.

  • But I I don't really want to drag her into that hemisphere.

  • And I understand.

  • Was he left that you don't want to be be back into it.

  • That's how I would feel At least if I left you to buy, Wouldn't wanna keep being.

  • Hey, guys, why don't you play horror games again?

  • Pubes like Oh, baby pie.

  • I do play.

  • If there's a horror game that's out, that's interesting.

  • I think I played some amnesia mod recently, and it was like the worst performing in video I've done in forever.

  • So I know there's some people that want something, but in general, you look at the bigger picture is like, uh, I'll do it from time to time if I feel like it.

  • But in general, it feels like something I've already done.

  • Once you play enough horror games, you understand the premise.

  • You understand the whole thing and it becomes a bit redundant.

  • I do it mainly as a way for no Sally.

  • At this point, it's kind of like as if I went back to play happy whales old a sudden, it's just merrily f or the sake of of nostalgia.

  • And it has no, it has no value in itself.

  • It's just repetition.

  • Which kind of bores me a little bit Serious Question.

  • How does constant media coverage, both positive and negative, affect your well being?

  • I imagine having your friends family stumbling upon a mourner of your the countless articles written about oneself must be taken.

  • A toll on anyone's mental have after so many years stay healthy, everyone mental well being.

  • I don't think it affects me.

  • If it has, that would have done in the past.

  • It's something Ah, in general, it's like you cross the line and it's like it doesn't matter.

  • You just realize it doesn't matter.

  • I think in general they're just digging their own grave at this point.

  • And it's just a matter of time where there's gonna be a whole new generation that I don't believe in their credibility anymore.

  • Do you see people taking photos in secret?

  • Yeah, it happens all the time.

  • One of Polish YouTuber said.

  • He took a photo of you when he was in UK because they didn't want to disturb.

  • And I wonder if you see people do that, and what do you think about it?

  • It's extremely cringe.

  • E.

  • It happened, actually, when I was in Italy.

  • Now some guy did this and then the flash went off and I'm just like, really and then they don't even go.

  • And and the worst part is afterwards, they go up like a kid with your photo.

  • I'm like you just took a photo.

  • It's super cringe E.

  • I hate the fact that people look at me like I'm some sort of attraction.

  • I'm a person like everyone else and I want to be treated like a person.

  • I don't think that's too much to ask.

  • I hate the whole culture of I.

  • I'm so tired of it and that's why I said, If you meet me, what you have to say, this is math related to science because that's how I know if you're a cloud chaser or if you are.

  • If you're a genuine 19 year old, the way people react.

  • What I found in different countries is very different, right?

  • If you go to countries like Malaysian Singapore, people are very hectic and scream ish and crazy and they lose their mind if they see you and they do all these crazy stuff and and then you look at countries like when I go back to Sweden people are more like me, more reserved, very polite and calm, and just and more, I would say a lot nicer about it, which I really, really appreciate, so that makes me think the whole way people react isn't just like a natural reaction of being nervous.

  • It's just like a trained reaction of Okay, so this is I'm so how I'm supposed to act if I see a famous person.

  • So me complaining about it isn't like that.

  • I'm fed up with it.

  • It's more like I want to change it.

  • I love meeting fans.

  • Don't get me wrong, but I also want people to just treat me normally as well.

  • And I don't like when people scream.

  • I don't like when people get freaked out and I understand you get excited.

  • That's not what I'm talking against.

  • I think there is like a culture to treat people like they are more than they are, and that annoys me.

  • But to answer your question, take people taking phone in secret.

  • Yeah, that's rude and annoying and it's cringes.

  • How?

  • Because I can see it a lot of time happening.

  • Where do you see YouTube in two years from now?

  • Will they actually listen to the commuter anymore?

  • Oh, really?

  • Turn entirely Internet advertising flavor firing platform that doesn't care about community.

  • Just demonize old bored, lying Connor.

  • It seems that they are making steps to improve towards edgy content.

  • I've seen them do that with with advertisers.

  • You, too doesn't have to face with a lot of really with the reality of backlash that comes from the media that is inevitably going to affect their advertisers.

  • That is a difficult position to be in to sort of look at the bigger picture.

  • But then at the same time you have a website that's four creators, but the craters needs advertisers.

  • I wonder if you two just had the balls to just stand their ground, how that would affect it Because they are, they are essentially in a monopoly.

  • I will say I think it's obviously complicated in a lot of ways.

  • I I understand you two, but at the same time, I think they made decisions in the past that are so anti youtuber that I wonder if it's gonna take them a lot to come back to a better point with the community.

  • I think, and I think if you two want STO, have longevity, even if they do have monopoly, they need to get that back.

  • Nothing is forever, you know.

  • They could easily become another website in the future.

  • I don't see that as an impossibility at all.

  • You taking up many, many other passions besides YouTube, such as making video games.

  • What would be another passion you would like to take up?

  • I think music could be fun to work with.

  • I know that's really cliche, but it's like what a lot of YouTubers do.

  • But I think it could be a fun medium for me to express a lot of ideas and thoughts that it's hard to put into words in a video.

  • I think music could be an interesting medium Thio to do that.

  • Will you make more philosophical videos like that?

  • I hate Twitter video.

  • Yeah, I will definitely make more.

  • I have some stuff I've been, Um, I sort of just let it simmer in the back of my mind whenever I feel like thinking about something, So I just make it When it comes natural light, I try not to force it.

  • How do you deal with a lot of hate alone?

  • Well, I think they're important.

  • Bid is to understand that everyone is a moron.

  • No, I yeah, sorry, it's a regular life because it's it's I'm joking, but it's also true, but only because you always have to be honest with yourself and see OK if someone says something that is making me feel a little uncomfortable because maybe there's some truth in it that I think it's important to address that, and you said as constructive criticism.

  • But I think once you get something that is just purely stupid, with no logic behind it or constructive feedback behind it, then yeah, I treat everyone like they're an idiot, which a lot of people are.

  • I swear in the units, like the smartest and dumbest thing ever.

  • I don't remember if I answer it this way, but if you could change something this year, what would would you change if anything?

  • Definitely try and find a better balance between work and time off.

  • What do you like so much about Japan that you are moving there?

  • Is it being able to walk around in public without getting recognized?

  • There's a lot of things that I like about Japan.

  • It's definitely not only that, but that's definitely a plus.

  • Is one of the few Asian countries where I can actually move around and not get recognized, which is very liberating because every time you meet someone, they just want something from you.

  • They want that picture.

  • If I can't draw the distinction if they're genuine fan and if they're just someone that thinks you're famous, that's kind of soul crushing in a way.

  • Where are the kids?

  • Felix?

  • Oh, boy.

  • So for years and years and years, people have been pressuring me and Marcie to get married, and now we finally did.

  • And where are the kids?

  • God, it's so knowing.

  • I wish people didn't ask to be honest, because the pressure's it should be come from us and it shouldn't come from like I don't want to be pressured about it.

  • No, stop.

  • It's like I say, the smallest thing.

  • Like all we're going, I'm taking a break and people like he's going to make bad bear like I don't know If you had the choice between amnesia and Minecraft, what would you pick?

  • Well, Minecraft, obviously.

  • Do you think you're content?

  • Get better or worse, compared to, let's say, 2017 do you think you're trying more or less when making a video?

  • Compared to that time, I probably try more because the video's kind of have to be a little longer now, so it doesn't make it a little bit more complicated.

  • Before you could just record like 10 minutes and cut it down to a five minute video.

  • I think the main thing I notice with all the videos is the voice.

  • My voice is so different, like house of gum back.

  • Hey, how then, my lamb it's so cringing to me I hope I finally find a voice that is actually my voice opening 21 I look back at now and I don't cringe.

  • Yeah, I don't know why you look depressed for Riel.

  • Please tell us why do I look depressed?

  • No, I'm not.

  • Don't so weird.

  • I think mainly I'm just frustrated.

  • Think so much happened this year that I didn't take time to process and a source of part of reason of this break, I think.

  • How did you overcome video awkwardness and what was your motivation when you started making videos?

  • That's funny how you mentioned that Because yeah, it was very awkward to make videos the first time you do it.

  • It's like a weird thing to speak into a microphone or a camera is not normal.

  • It takes practice.

  • Just keep doing it and you'll get over it.

  • My motivation was to just ah, create my own path and find something that I liked.

  • I felt very trapped.

  • Doing what?

  • Uh, something that I didn't enjoy.

  • I think I'm extremely fortunate to have broken out of that.

  • The fact that I was able to turned YouTube into a profession was was my dream.

  • It still is.

  • I'm so happy I could do a job that I generally enjoy doing.

  • I think the only thing like this to some writes this whole video is like I love making videos, but being at the precision I am, it's way more than I bargained for.

  • I hope Thinks can just simmer down a little bit, simmer down and next year I could take some time to fully process a lot of it as well.

  • And that's it for this Q.

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