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  • Sitting around, topless on the internet,

  • and having thousands of dollars thrown at us?

  • Like, that's — that's really not how it goes.

  • Like, I wish, man.”

  • Camming, in general, is doing sex work live on video.”

  • Webcamming is performing online in front

  • of strangers on the internet.

  • What those performances entail can range

  • from all kinds of things.”

  • Sometimes they just tip you for nothing.

  • Sometimes they tip your for, like,

  • a performance or an action.

  • Right now, with the virus, though, it's pretty crazy.

  • Like —”

  • During this pandemic, we've had such influx of people

  • coming onto cam sites.”

  • There are, like, new guys and new girls

  • popping up every single day.”

  • So there's way more people watching.

  • But there's also way more performers.”

  • That's becoming a big downside

  • is the flooding of the market.”

  • Such a flood coming in to people wanting

  • to do adult work, and stuff like that because they

  • think it's easy.

  • And it's not.”

  • Yeah, this is not an easy thing to do.”

  • The easiness is what bothers us, though —”

  • Yeah, that's it.

  • Yeah, absolutely.”

  • “I mean, I love it.

  • A lot of downsides.

  • It's not easy.

  • That's the main thing I wish people would understand.

  • It's so friggin' hard.”

  • Yeah, since the virus, it's like you

  • don't know what time to be on and what time not to be on.”

  • People are home, yes.

  • And they're on the internet a lot, yes.

  • But a lot of them have lost some income.”

  • “I like — I've been thinking about the last cam session

  • I had.

  • It was pretty dead.”

  • “A lot of my fans are not tipping right now.

  • And I totally understand.”

  • People not only are hoarding toilet rolls.

  • They're hoarding their money.

  • So there's no big tippers.”

  • Yeah, overall, there's been a drop

  • in financial generosity.”

  • “I definitely have been working more hours

  • now because of the pandemic.

  • I don't want to lose out on that.”

  • “I would say hours, at least four hours a day.”

  • Two to three hours.

  • Take a break.

  • Two to three hours.”

  • Thank God, I'm only contracted to do a show for two hours.”

  • My typical work day is 12 to 16 hours.”

  • “I honestly feel like I work all the time.”

  • And there's plenty of performers who have

  • done 24-hour shows, you know?

  • The whole-day shows and stuff like that.”

  • “I have worked 24 hours straight.

  • I probably do that once a week.”

  • And the cam site takes a percentage of it.

  • And some take 50 percent.

  • Some take 40 percent and 30 percent and so on.”

  • Tokens are the currency on the cam sites.

  • The users buy them through the cam site,

  • and then tip them to whichever girls they prefer.

  • If I get one token, I get 5 cents.”

  • For every 1,000 tokens that we get in tips,

  • that equates to $50.”

  • Some days, I could work 10 hours and make $30

  • that whole time, or I could make $300 in 12 hours.

  • So —”

  • We have all this personal space.

  • No one's touching you, grabbing you, pulling on you.

  • So that's cool to have

  • to be like, no, I can do whatever I want.

  • But there is a certain feeling of, like,

  • at least wanting eye contact with a video camera.

  • And so after a few hours, it's,

  • like, a little unnerving.”

  • It's a little bit hard to just kind of feel

  • like you're a dog in a window, just waiting

  • to be picked by someone.

  • You're like, 'Pick me.

  • Pick me.'”

  • “A lot of, like, mental and emotional abuse

  • on the internet side.”

  • But then there are those people

  • that come into your room.

  • And they could say, like, 'Did you

  • used to be fat because you have stretch marks?'

  • And it kind of does hurt.

  • I mean, I can tell them that I gave birth

  • and that's why I have stretch marks.

  • But I mean, you're always going

  • to get those people that are going to shame you.

  • And I can get off cam.

  • And if I have to cry or take it to heart,

  • then I can go for a walk or something,

  • come back and do something different.”

  • On my first night, I actually cried on cam accidentally.

  • I didn't mean to.

  • But we were talking about the quarantine.

  • And it was right after it happened.

  • But a couple people were like, 'Hey,

  • you're helping me get through this right now.

  • Thank you.'

  • So it's like, there's genuine human connection.

  • We're not just ruthless sex machines.

  • We're people.”

  • “A lot of people talk about their virus in my chat room.

  • And it feels good to, you know,

  • give an ear to listen to.

  • It's not all about sex.

  • There's people that come in, and they're just lonely.

  • They want somebody to talk to.”

  • Most of the people say, 'Oh, you

  • know, in isolation in Ohio.'

  • And then, like, five other people go, 'Oh, me too.'

  • And that in a sense, they now have a community of,

  • you know, of safety.”

  • “I have never stepped out of my house dressed before.

  • So when it came to camming, that was my safe place.

  • I got to come on here with my fans every night.

  • Camming actually opened me up to being gender fluid,

  • and exploring more options and stuff like that.”

  • As far as sex workers go and cameras go,

  • we are pushing ourselves a little bit harder

  • to make sure that we can entertain people

  • from their homes, and encourage people

  • to stay inside their homes.”

  • And I'm preparing myself to have to help maybe

  • support my mom and my daughter,

  • who both live independently.

  • I'm prepared to pay their rent or their car payments

  • and stuff because I don't want anyone I know

  • and love to suffer.”

  • When all the other jobs are gone —”

  • Yes, I lost my restaurant job about two weeks and

  • one day ago.”

  • “I was a stripper.

  • But now, I'm out of work, along

  • with hundreds of other people.”

  • Before I started camming, I worked at the mall.

  • And I'm sure, now, I wouldn't have a job.

  • So I'm really thankful that I do.

  • I've been camming for four months now.”

  • “I'd been stripping for a while.

  • But camming, I've only been doing for three weeks.”

  • And everyone likes a fresh face.

  • I'm not going to lie about that.

  • Fresh face is always great.

  • But does that fresh face have longevity?

  • And does it really have what it

  • takes to withstand the challenges of the industry?

  • There's 1,000 other girls doing exactly the same thing

  • as you now.

  • What is going to set you apart, long-term?”

  • When the market is supersaturated, and

  • it just makes it kind of difficult.

  • All of us old hats are all like,

  • 'We were sex workers before it was cool, you know?'”

  • [Laughs]

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